That Thursday, December 8th we packed up the stuff we would need and loaded up the RV.  Friday night we turned back the thermostat in the house, turned off the stuff that did not need to be on and then went to bed in the RV that night.

I like to get on the road very early so to avoid the traffic.  A good start at no later than 6 am allows you to get 2 hours at least before pulling off for a few hours.  I had set my alarm for 5 am, and when I woke up Max was just waking too.  We made quick work of getting everything ready to move and were on the road by 5:30.  As we pulled out Max told me to go back to bed, as I was still in my PJs.  I did as I was told and the only thing that woke me up was that the RV stopped.  Max had been driving for 3 hours and rush hour was getting thick.

I looked at my watch and it was 9 am and we were close to Lexington Kentucky.  Bless his heart he made it through Cincinnati in rush hour traffic, in a 30 foot RV, towing a car, and was getting close to another metro area.  Gold star for Max

“Holy Shit, you made it through that traffic” I said

“Yeah I just got lucky, got in a lane and stayed in it hoping we wouldn’t have to change lanes or get too lost if we had to exit.” He said

We had pulled off at a Walmart parking lot, I got into a fresh diaper as this one was well past it’s usefulness.  Max then decided to get a nap for a few hours.  I got up and checked my social media, YouTube, blog comments, and email.  Of course the cat had to be fed before he starved to death.  I got a bite to eat as well, there was some coffee left in the thermos from the pot we made this morning, so I finished it off.

I waited until about 10:30 before I hopped in the drivers seat and continued driving.  About 12:30 or 1:00 I decided to pull into a truck stop and refuel, and about that time Max woke up and we decided to go over to the Cracker Barrel for breakfast/lunch. I put on my light jacket as it had been getting cold and crinkled my ass into the restaurant.

I hadn’t given any thought to where we were, I had just pulled off the interstate and got gas.  We were in Corbin KY, where we had stopped at the Cracker Barrel on the way home a couple of weeks ago.

We were seated and our server had yet to come over to get our drinks, and we were talking.

“So basically the plan is straight down I-75 to Florida, then down A1A to Key West.  We can either keep trucking along today for as many hours as you want to drive, but we don’t have to be in Key West until Friday at the earliest.” I said

“Sorry was kind of pre-occupied checking messages, my mom was texting me.” He said

“What about?” I  asked

“I’ll tell ya later” was all he said

Just then our server walked up to us and remembered who we were.  “Well hello there again, coming back through the area?  What can I get you to drink?”

“I’ll take a sweet tea” Max said as he was fumbling in the diaper bag for something.

“Sweet tea here too” I said hoping she would leave before max found what he was looking for… Nope!

“Can you put his in this?” He asked as he set the large sippy cup on the table.

“Sure thing, did you need some crayons sweetie?” She asked

“No thank you” I replied

As she walked away Max just smiled and giggled at the perturbed look on my face about him getting the sippy cup out.

“So what plan did you want to do, drive on through until about 4pm and find another campground to stay at, if any are open, or one of us sleep and the other drive like we did this morning?” I asked

“Let’s see how it goes, as cold as it is getting, I bet the campgrounds are probably closed for the year, the KOA here is and I am checking some others south along the route.” Max said

By this time our drinks had been brought, we ordered lunch and further discussed plans.  Our server made sure we were well hydrated as we sat there.

We finished our meal and paid the bill and got back on the road and drove another 3 hours and then stopped to rest.  Max said he could drive a few more hours to get on down the road. 

“So back at the restaurant, what was your mom wanting?” I asked

“Oh not much just seeing where we were.  Telling me about the shopping trip and how their weekend was.  I guess Riley really gave her a hard time about his punishment over that weekend we were up there.  She threatened to extend it and send him to school in diapers, but didn’t.  She did say she got like 4 onesies at that place in Ft. Wayne though, they are useful for undershirts.”

“I see.  I know that morning in the RV he was giving her grief.” I said

“Yeah, I guess she warmed his ass up that night.  She said that David was pretty much ok with the punishment and even asked if he could use the tape on diapers at night instead of the pullups.”

That was all there was to that subject,  I had called a KOA and they were booked that night, so we continued on.  Max drove a few more hours, we switched and then I drove some more till about 6:00 PM when the sun started to go down.  So much for so only driving 200 miles, we did 500 miles.  We stopped at a truck stop and parked out a bit and went to bed for the night.  The next morning we got back on the road at 10 am after eating breakfast and switched off in 3 hours, then drove 3 more, and then stopped to eat, sure enough we made it to Florida. We drove a bit further and were ready to stop for the night.

We were 3 days ahead of schedule, so we found the first campground that looked decent and pulled in.  We needed to re-charge the batteries in the RV and in us. Get some fresh water and dump the tanks too.  We used up a decent amount of propane on the furnace on the way down trying to keep warm, and I’m certain we chewed through more gas than needed by having to run the generator.  Oh well we’re where it’s warm!

We stayed 2 nights in Lake City Florida before moving down past Orlando to the Cocoa Beach area.  We saw I Dream of Jeannie Lane, got on A1A and headed south, stopping for the night in Palm Beach at a small RV park, then heading further south until we got to Homestead.  It was at this point we decided to split the car off and drive it separate to the RV park in key west.

From there we walked to the local bars and restaurants.  We had planned to stay for 1 week before heading back up to the Orlando area.  We got in some great sights, sunrises, sunsets, cruise ships, Max fished and caught a few fish, which I told him he can clean and cook.  Best of all we just relaxed on the beach because we had nowhere else to go.  

We had a reservation at the Fort Wilderness resort a day before Max’s parents and family would arrive, so we just had to find a place or two to stop for the night on the trip back up to the Orlando area.

On our next to last night in Key West, I checked in with my folks, as did Max.  He was on the phone for almost 30 minutes with his mom too.  When he finished he said “Oh boy, David and Riley are driving my mom crazy”

“What are they doing?” I asked

“So Riley got into a fight at school on Friday afternoon.  Four days before Christmas break starts.  He cussed out a teacher.  So he got suspended for the 3 days before break, and then in school suspension that final day, but mom elected to not send him.” Max said

“He didn’t care, he thought he could just stay home and play video games… WRONG!  Mom had him do chores, and since you know he did them half assed and then gave her lip, she rolled back his age by 10 years.” He said

“Huh? Didn’t he just get off punishment like 2 weeks or so ago.  What is up with him?”

“Yeah, I mean that weekend we were up there he was on punishment, then less than 3 weeks later, gets in trouble at school right before Christmas break.  So mom said she put him back in diapers, no TV, no games, bed right after dinner, no friends over not that he would have anyways. He’s really mad at her.”

“He thought dad would overrule her and he was sadly disappointed, when he announced it was a unified front.  That he had been acting like a toddler in the terrible 2’s.  Dad said it would not be fair to the rest of them if he cancelled the vacation, nor would it be fair to make Riley stay home with my extended family, not that anybody would want to deal with him for that almost 2 weeks.”

“Mom also seems to think that David is getting a little too comfortable in diapers, as she thinks he is wetting more now than before, and had no problem staying in them.” He said

“So she has one who she’s forcing to wear diapers and one she’s trying to get out of them” I said with a amused look.

“I guess so, when you put it like that” He said

They were set to leave on a Saturday and arrive Sunday afternoon or so.  On Wednesday morning my phone rang and it was Max’s mom.

“Hey Maria, getting all packed up for your trip?” I said

“Yes, I have Maggie packed, I gave a list to Mike and Josh, what I am calling about is David and Riley.  Can you guys do us a favor?” She said

“I’ll be happy to see what we can do.  What’s up?” I asked

“I need to place an order for more diapers for those two, but they aren’t gonna arrive until after we’ve already left.  I should have did earlier in the week, but then I did not know that I might have the need for that many, but it appears that I will be.  So any ideas?” Maria asked

“Well I know near our campground there is a fedex office about 15 minutes away, because I have used it before, let me look their address up.” I said as I checked on my iPad to get the address and make sure that it was the right place.  “I’d call the place you are ordering from and the fed ex place so they are expecting the package.  Where are you ordering from?

“Probably from this place in Illinois, cause we usually get them overnight, but I just don’t want to think I will get them and not have them that Friday with Christmas coming up and all.” She said

“Yeah I use them too.” I said.  “So Riley still being a problem?”

“Not anymore.  I think he had finally resigned to the fact that until they go back to school and possibly longer, if he acts up again, that he is going to be wearing diapers.  Then David I almost have to tell him he has to change.  I think he’d be content to wear them all the time.  I’ll be honest with you….  They seem to behave better, no bickering, no fighting, no pranking either, when they are diapered.  By the way that place in Ft. Wayne you put me on has been nice.”

“You have to do what you have to do, and if it works it works” I said

“I just hope I am not causing damage to them at their age.” She lamented

“I don’t know what to tell you, I know that from a very young age, I remember wearing a diaper to bed, it was probably 13 when I think my bedwetting started to taper off, but then by that point I was so used to wearing them that I kept it up for a few more years before I quit just so I could go on a class trip.  But as soon as I was thrown out of the house when I came out gay, I shortly after started buying diapers again and wearing.  So I’m probably not the best person to ask about that stuff, but I do know that there could be worse things that he could be interested in” I said

“Hey I best get off here and get more packing done. Bye honey and take care, we will call or text when we are on the road.”

“Bye Maria” I said as I disconnected the call.

“Who was that?” Max asked as he entered the RV after his morning walk.

“Your mom, she wanted to know how to ship diapers down here, I guess both of them are going to be in diapers, well Riley is still on punishment, which she did not factor in, so she wanted to order and have them shipped down to the FedEx store.” I said

“Really?” He said

“Yes, she said it may be until they go back from winter break, That’s 2 weeks from now.  She’s worried that David is liking the diapers too much and possibly trying to wear more often, and worried that she may cause damage to Riley by punishing him with the diapers, but she also said that they are better behaved.  I told her it was way beyond my expertise.”

“Well they are leaving early Saturday morning, so yeah she probably doesn’t have time to wait for an order.” He said.  “They should be down here Sunday afternoon if nothing goes wrong”

Early Saturday morning, I get a text message as does max from Max’s parents that they were pulling out of the driveway and on their way.  Another one a few hours later saying that they were stopping off in Kentucky and switching drivers after breakfast.

A little after noon Maria called and said that they were close to Tennessee and that Michael had just switched out to drive with Carl, Max’s dad riding shotgun.  They were planning to drive till they got to Atlanta and then stop.

She called back about 6:00PM and said that they had made it to a little city right before Atlanta and were stopping for the night.  The plan was to start out early in the morning and to arrive before afternoon.  She said she got an alert that their package should be delivered already.   

I told her that her package came and was at the FedEx Store and I would go tomorrow morning and get them, as I had placed an order myself, and it arrived later that day as well.

We both got to bed early that night, as we knew the next day was going to be very busy.  We both woke up at 10:00 am to a text that his mom sent at 6 am, saying that they got on the road at 4:30 am, kids all sleeping except Michael, who was navigating.

We both go some breakfast and then were out the door to get some last minute things picked up.  His parents had a vacation rental, so it has a full kitchen, so his mom had asked us to get some groceries for her.

We grabbed the packages from the FedEx Store.  She had ordered 2 cases of diapers, along with the 2 cases I ordered too.  I ended up having to unpack all the bags and pack them into the backseat and trunk of the Fiat.  She had ordered a case of the plain white ones but also a case of printed ones too.  That was interesting.

We got the groceries that Maria had asked for and headed over to their vacation rental, which we had the door code for.  By now it was close to noon and Maria had called and said that the GPS said they were about 15 minutes away.  We told her we were already there waiting for them.

Soon enough we see their large Chevy van pulling up the street.  They backed the van into the driveway and Carl hopped out of the passenger side and Michael was in the driver’s seat.  Next Maria and josh, then Maggie and then the twins. 

Upon hopping out I could tell that both of the twins were in diapers under their track pants. From the smell, one of them needed a change.

“Come on Riley, David , let’s go get you two changed” She said as she ushered them into the house and to the bedroom where all the diapers were. 

We helped Carl and Michael unload the luggage and bring it in the house, while Josh kept an eye on Maggie.

“So how was the trip?” Max asked his dad

“Pretty good, we made good time, with 2 of them in diapers, that is 2 that aren’t needing to use the bathroom all the time. It also helped that Michael was able to help drive too, we made better time.” Carl said as we sat on the sofa drinking a bottle of water.

Maria must have gotten David changed as he exited the room in just his onsie and a diaper.  I could see that he had one of the printed diapers on.  He came over and hugged Max and then came over and sat down next to me and hugged me.  I gave him a pat on his crinkly butt and he blushed.

“What, it’s not like it’s any secret.” I said

“Mom had me wear a diaper on the way down Incase I had an accident” He said

“That’s a good idea. So why are you wearing one now?” I asked

He started to blush but couldn’t say the reason why. I leaned in and whispered in his ear “It’s perfectly fine if you want to wear them, I wear all the time too”

“Riley hates wearing them, but mom says he has to wear them until he quits acting like a butthole” David said quietly, kinda grinning at his brother’s predicament.  “Mom said I can wear on vacation if I wanted to”

“And it is perfectly fine if you do too, just be happy” Carl said

Just then the bedroom door opened and Maria walked out with a shopping bag and dropped it in the trash, soon followed by Riley, who was dressed the same as David.  Maria washed her hands before joining us in the living room area. Riley washed his hands, and Maria directed David to do the same.

“So have all the suitcases been brought in?, the coolers, and food?” She inquired

“Yes Mom, all suitcases brought in, I got mine unpacked, Josh’s is in our room, and Maggies is in her room.  David and Riley’s I left over there as I wasn’t sure where to put them” Michael said.

“Riley, David grab your suitcases and take them into your room and unpack them.” Maria said

“Ours is in our room.  Josh took Maggie to the playground” Carl said

“I think we are going to stick around here for the afternoon, we’ve been up and on the road since 4:00 am and I’m tired of being in the van and ready to relax.” Maria said to which Michael and his dad concurred.

“Did you want to order some food, or cook out?” Max asked

“Pizza!” came the response of both Riley and David

By this time Josh and Maggie had returned and concurred

“You 4 would eat Pizza morning noon and night if we let you” Carl said. “I could go for some wings, or Pasta”

“Hey remember that place we went to when we were here a few months ago?  Reggio’s.”  Max said

“Yeah, let me check their menu” I said as I got up to grab my iPad. I studied their menu and passed it around and they really had it all.

We ordered 3 large pizzas, a supreme and a pepperoni, mushroom, sausage and extra cheese, like 20 wings, Pasta and meat sauce, garlic bread and 2 large salads.  I offered to pay.  We had 30 minutes before we had to go get it, which meant it was a perfect time for another diaper change.

“Uh excuse me, I uh have to take care of something” I said

“Use the boy’s room, there is a changing pad on the one bed, powder and wipes are there too.” Maria said

“Go on in there buddy, I’ll be right in” Max said as he ran out to the car to get the diaper bag.  This would be the first time that Max had changed me in the presence of his parents.

I walked into the room and found the one bed that had a changing pad laid out on it.  I waited for Max to come in as he said he would.   He came in and I laid down as he removed my shortalls and unsnapped my onesie.

“So what do you think about your mom allowing David to wear all the time?” I asked

“Well if it makes him happy then so be it.  It makes you happy, and you make me happy too” Max said

Halfway through getting changed, David came into the room “Ooopps Sorry!” He said as he quickly left.

“All done” Max said as he patted the front of my diaper and had me lift up as he snapped me back up.  “Ok go wash your hands” he said as I passed by and he smacked my diaper butt.

We went out and I washed my hands and said I would go get the food

“Can I come with you?” David asked

“It’s up to your parents?” I said

“It’s fine, but you gotta put pants on before you can leave the house” Carl said

He ran back to the bedroom and quickly emerged with a pair of light shorts on.  “Ok, I’m ready”

We went to the car and headed out of the resort and to the local shopping center to get the pizza.

“Thank you for letting me come, it’s not often I can do anything without having half the village with me. I never get any alone time.  I also wanted to come with you, because I think you understand me better” He said. “You know I like wearing them, and I know you like them too.  I’m not so much into being a baby like you are, but I like wearing them.”

“My diapers were the one thing that I had that none of the others did, then when we got punished a few weeks back, it was like I had my moms attention directed at me and just me when she was changing me.” He said. “How old were you when you started knowing you liked diapers?” He asked.

“I was probably your age when I had noticed that I really didn’t mind wearing diapers anymore.  I started to wake up dry every now and then and that became more, so I would wet them as soon as I woke up.  I was probably 16 when I found something else that I wanted more than diapers, and that is probably the only reason I stopped bedwetting, or making my parents think I was bedwetting.  I mean I would wear them every now and then at night, but as soon as I moved out of their house I started wearing more and more until it was every night.” I said

“I don’t wake up dry much.  Lately since I went back to these type diapers I have been waking up wet more and more. I think my brain knows I am in a diaper and just lets it go” He said

“Maybe so, well we’re here, lets get the food and then we can get to eating, I’m starved” I said

We went in, paid and carried all the food out and put it in the backseat of the Fiat and we headed back to their vacation rental.

“Do you think my mom is being mean making Riley wear diapers as a punishment?” He asked

“Buddy that is not my call to make.” I said, which it wasn’t.  While I did not think that a parent should force a child that does not need to wear diapers to wear and use them, again it is not my place to be sticking my nose in it.

“He hates it, and cries about it, but then again he has been really bad lately, fighting, and mouthing off to mom, dad and the teachers at school. He got mad at mom the other day and threw something at her, that’s all I know”

“Well sometimes people just don’t know how to express their feelings, and it comes out as anger instead.  The best thing you can do is be there for your brother” I said

“So does Max always change your diapers?” He asked “Sorry I walked in on you two earlier”

“Most often, yes he does.  Max and I role play.  I am his toddler and he is my daddy, to put it in the simplest of terms.  He makes sure I don’t get into trouble and helps me be a good little boy” I said

“I really like your clothes, you look like a little kid, but do you always dress that way?”

“Most of the time, others I am just in a plain colored onesie and shorts like you.” I said

“So is it obvious that I have a diaper on under these?” He asked

“I would know you had a diaper on, but many others would not, most people aren’t staring at your crotch, and even if they do notice…. They are too polite to say anything, and it’s not like you’re ever going to see them again.  You have to be comfortable in your own body and clothing” I said

“I really don’t care here if people know, but where we live and at school; I don’t want people there to find out I wear diapers” He said

“I can totally understand, kids in school are just brutal.  It was hard enough to be the nerdy kid, I sure the heck didn’t need to be the gay nerdy diaper wearing bedwetter” I said

We arrived back at the house and brought the food into the house and set it on the counter.  Maria had already set the table, and I see 3 sippy cups on the table, I figured they were for the younger kids. 

We all gather and get sat down, and it became clear that the sippy cups were for David, Riley and myself. Maggie had a covered glass with a straw.  You know, I didn’t care, it’s who I am.

After we ate dinner, Maggie, David, Riley and Josh went to the playground, and Michael went to his bedroom to play on his laptop.  We headed out to the patio and talked for a bit.

“So, tomorrow, what time and where did we want to meet at?” Max asked

“Well what time can we get into the park?” Carl asked

“The parking gates open at 7 am, the gates to the park open for pass holders at 8, and regular ticket holders at 9.  So if you want we can swing by around 8:30 and all go in together.  Is that too early?” I asked

“No, I figure they will be chomping at the bit to get there in the morning” Maria Said

“So mom are you planning on keeping them both in diapers the entire trip?” Max asked bluntly breaking the ice.

“Well nobody is forcing David to wear them, he just wanted to to support Riley, I think.  But Riley is going to be wearing them the entire trip.  I just don’t know what is up with him, he fights in schools, is disrespectful to the teachers, he was disrespectful to me, he threw a can at me.  He just seems frustrated all the time” She said

“Ahh teenage hormones.  Max was a pain too, not to this extent though” Carl said

“I don’t want to tell you what to do, but maybe you need to find out what the attitude change is coming from.  David and I talked on the trip to get the food, he’s wearing because he wants to.  Said it was one of the few things that is ‘his’ is his diapers. He also said that Riley is really upset about the punishment. Like I said, not telling you what to do, just relaying what I was told”

“Thank you, maybe we do need to look at it a bit different, We are going to try to separate each kid and spend several hours with each just to themselves. So they get some one on one time with us” Carl said

“Sounds good, let us know if you need some help. We can take 1 or 2” Max said

“Ya think tomorrow you could take Maggie and David?” Maria asked

“Sure!. Josh and Michael probably don’t want to ride the kiddie rides with her, so we can take them and switch off on rides and do fun stuff they’ll enjoy” Max said

“The twins got their first cell phones, just flip phones, and Maggie got a tracker watch, a gizmo I think they called it.  They are not to be playing on them, they are for contacting us and you two.  All the numbers they need are in there, and they are blocked from calling or texting anybody else” Carl said

From the patio I could see the kids on the playground, they had been joined by some other kids as well.  I could tell that Riley had sort of stooped down but wasn’t doing anything.  Then another kid said “Eeeww did you just poop” to which Riley got all red faced and looked like he might have been crying.

“Maria, you’re gonna have a poopy butt incoming, and he isn’t happy either” I said, warning her of the impending emotional meltdown of a pre-teen.  I then see David get up in that kids face and yell “leave him alone, he can’t help it! You shouldn’t make fun of people who are different”

By then Josh had looked up from his phone and was taking care of the situation as well.  The bully kid just went to another part of the playground.  Riley had made it to the patio and the first thing he did was scream “I HATE YOU!!, I hate this” as tears flowed down his face.

“I know it’s rough, and Mommy’s sorry sweetie” She said as she pulled him in close and hugged him tight.  “Let’s get you changed and then you and me need to talk”. She with some effort actually picked him up and he wrapped his legs around her waist.  Did he just snap into a regressive mood?

It was about 30 minutes and they both returned, Riley obviously had been crying as had Maria.  “We had a talk and while Riley is still on punishment, and has to wear diapers, He does not have to mess them, and will say if he needs to go to the bathroom.  We also are going to spend the whole day with him tomorrow like we had planned.” She said

“Did you want to go back over there and play, or just go inside?” Maria asked

“Can I use your iPad, please?” He asked

“Well you are grounded from electronics, so sorry” She said, obviously disappointing him. 

“I just wanted to read my book” He said

“Could I Interject, you can set the iPad so he cannot leave that app” I said

“OH you can?  Well then maybe you can use my iPad”

I showed her how to setup guided access and then she handed the iPad to Riley and he went inside. 

“That was all it took to make him happy, seriously” Carl said

“Sometimes it is the little things in life” I said

I had went in to get a refill on my drink and he was laying on his stomach on the floor reading the kindle book on the iPad. “Hey buddy, how ya doing?” I said as I sat down on the floor.

“OK, just reading my book, Chronicles of Narnia.” He said

“Nice book, hope you enjoy it.  Are you excited for tomorrow?” I asked

“Yeah and it’s great!  Mom and dad are gonna spend time with me and the others are on their own.” He said

“Well David and Maggie are going with us, and Michael and Josh are going on their own.  Then I’m guessing we will switch around the next day” I said. “It was a little emotional for you a bit ago wasn’t it?”

“Yeah, I had to mess my diaper, which I really really hate doing, and then that kid made fun of me, and that really upset me. I just wanted to punch him, but I knew i’d just be in more trouble.  I hate that I get so mad and frustrated, it just boils over and I do dumb stuff.” He said

“Well your mom and dad love you a lot, and would never do anything that would hurt you or put you in danger or humiliate you.  That kid, after this week you won’t ever see him again, so pay no mind to him.” I said hoping to cheer him up.  “News flash, nobody likes pooping their diapers! Nobody I know at least”

“Michael said you did.  He said you like being a poopy diaper baby” Riley said

“I have no clue where he gets his information, I do not like to mess, and I certainly do not like being messy.  Do I mess my diaper?  I have in the past when the situation warranted it.”

“What do you mean by warranted?” He asked

“Well sometimes the situation happens, and it is an accident or no other choice.  If I wasn’t diapered, it could have been an accident in my underwear.  Now honestly, yes I do like wearing diapers and using them, and I may have messed when I was in the privacy of my home, by myself.  I would not say I enjoy it, it happens though.”

“I’d still be upset that I messed myself.”  He said

“Well the times it has happened in public I wasn’t all that happy either, but I owned up that it had happened and took action to remedy the situation and got changed.  When you get frustrated you need to let somebody know or leave the situation before it gets to the point that you act out.  It’s not good to hide your feelings or leave it bottled up inside.” I said

Just then the patio door opened up and Max and David came in, I could smell what brought them inside. They headed into the bedroom and emerged a few minutes later.

“Feel better now David?” To which he nodded his head.

It was getting to be about 8:00 and the sun was setting and it was time for bed for all. Maggie was the first to get ready, the twins already were changed so they just slept in their onesies, Josh and Michael can get themselves ready at their own pace.  I hugged Maggie to have a good nights sleep, along with the twins, which I both patted on the crinkly backside.

We drove back to the RV, fed the kitty, got changed and went to bed.  The next morning we were up, fed, showered, changed, and packed up to head over to the vacation home.  We both had our magic bands on, backpack for each of us, mine had more stuff.

We got there early and the twins were just getting changed into fresh diapers, and everybody had a bag except Maggie, who we just combined anything she needed with David’s stuff.  Maria came out with 2 pink pull-ups and said they were just in case along with some shorts.

“OK, before we go over there, I need everybody to see that you have the following in your bag.  Sunscreen, hat, charging cord for your phone, battery pack, emergency contact info, spare clothes shirt, pants and underwear.  You are to stay with who you are paired with – this mainly applies to David and Maggie.  Don’t run off!  Everybody have their water bottles/sippy cups?” Carl and Maria called out to everybody in the living room.

We said David could ride with us, and we would get Maggie when we got to the park, since she still required a booster seat.  It was about a 15 minute drive to the entrance of the parking lot.  Then finding a place to park, walk to the tram stop and then to the gate.  We get to the gate, scan our magic bands, and then onto security.  This is where Riley got a little nervous.

“What’s wrong?” I asked

“They’re gonna see my diapers in my bag” He said

“Andddd, the issue is? They are going to see all sorts of things in people’s bags” I said

They got to David’s bag and pulled out a couple plain white diapers and then some baby print ones, the pink pullups, wipes and powder, then they put it all back in an said ‘have a magical day’

They did Riley’s bag next and he was relieved when it was done.  “Ok, that wasn’t too bad.”

He stood there as they did my bag next, full of printed diapers, stuffers and stuff. “See no big deal” I said

They all stood in front of the big clock and I took photos and then we were off.  We set a time to meet up for lunch and we were off.  First stop, getting something to drink. There’s no reason to be parched here.  Soon we were riding the first rides of the day and getting fast passes for others.  We would do a ride for Maggie and then one for David.  If it was too scary or Maggie could not ride it, then either Max or myself would wait for them or go look in the shops.

“Jason, I gotta go to the bathroom” Maggie said

“Ok well let’s go find one then.” I said as I sent Max a text.  We found a bathroom and I waited outside watching the door like a hawk.  Finally she came back out.  “Did you wash your hands?”

The look she gave me told me everything, and I sent her back in to wash them.  When she came back I squeezed some hand sanitizer into her hands.

Max met up with us outside the bathroom.  At this point we had been in the park for about 4 hours and we had been hydrating a lot as it was warm. 

“So how are you holding up?” Max asked me, which I knew what he meant.

“I could use for one, but how are we gonna do it?” I said

“There’s a family bathroom, I can see if it has a stall like the one did at the airport” Max said

“Hey I need a diaper change, I’m super wet and messy now” David said

We found the family restroom, and there was a line.  We just waited till it was our turn and went in.  “Ok David needs changed more urgently, then you.  So you stay with her, and I’ll take care of David, then David can watch her.” Max said

“Sounds like a plan” I said as David and Max went into the stall, and then David came out, and I went in to get changed.

“OK everybody wash hands and we’re done” I said and then we walked out, got more drinks and then headed to meet up for lunch.

“How’s it going, David do you need changed?” Maria asked

“No Max changed me before we came over here” David said

As we were waiting I noticed Riley fidgeting, he started getting a read face.

“Mom I need to go to the bathroom” he said almost doubling over

“Ok, give me a few and I’ll find a family bathroom and take you there” She said

“Ugh!! I can’t wait” He almost cried

I leaned in and asked “gotta go #2 huh?”

To which he nodded yes.

“I can take him” I said, to which Maria was thankful

As we were walking to the restroom, he all of the sudden stopped and got this worried look on his face.  I leaned down and could see it in his face.

“Lost the battle huh?” To which he started tearing up.  “Let’s get you changed then”

We entered the bathroom and I found the handicapped stall because I knew it would have a special needs changing table.  I had him sit on the table and then raised it up to the height I needed before sliding his shorts off, unsnapping his onesie and exposing the sodden and soiled diaper.  I hung the backpack from a nearby hook and got what I needed; fresh diaper, wipes, powder, gloves, rash cream.  I set my needed supplies on the table, got the gloves on and began my work.

The smell of a dirty diaper wasn’t appealing, but I could do it without choking or gagging.  I quickly had him cleaned up, another diaper powdered on the backside and slid under him, before opening the diaper rash cream and putting it on his backside.  I know it must have been embarrassing having somebody put rash cream on your most sensitive parts, but he was getting broke out.  I finished by powdering him in the front before bringing the diaper up and taping it shut.

“There that wasn’t so bad was it?” I asked hoping he wasn’t too embarrassed

“No, and thank you for doing that.  I had tried to hold it and just couldn’t” He said

“Don’t ever try to hold it to put off being changed, either just use the diaper or get changed. Holding it too long robs you of joy of what you were doing.” I said as I snapped up his onesie before lowering the table and helping him up.  I then handed him his diaper to walk out and throw in the trash, which mortified him

“Hey it’s not mine, you used it, you own it” I said

“What if….”he about said

“Somebody sees, oh well they see you throw something away.”  I said as he quickly darted out of the stall and threw the diaper in the trash before washing his hands.

As we walked back to the rest of the group at the restaurant, Riley asked me “So how did you become so brave about being in diapers.  I am just scared somebody will say something or notice”

“Besides jerks, most people are too polite to say anything.  Most people think that you need to wear a diaper, in my case they have no clue that people actually wear diapers without a need.  They just assume if you are in a diaper that you need it.  People are too consumed with their every day life to notice anybody else unless it smacks them in the face, like the smell of a dirty diaper.  If you make it seem like a big deal, others will notice and it becomes a deal” I said

“Oh Ok” he said

By the time we made it back to the restaurant, everybody was seated and drinks were coming around.  I just knew when I got back there would be a sippy cup coming, sure enough 1 sippy cup, 3 cups with straws and everybody else got big boy glasses.  I drank my juice like a champ from that sippy cup though.

We ended up kinda sticking together for a bit, we saw a show, did some photos, then split off and did some more rides before meeting back up for dinner. 

The next morning Max and I talked about where to next, and when in terms of travel.

“Well Florida or Southern Texas is about the only place that is warm right now.  Or could fly again, maybe Hawaii or Mexico too.” I said.

“Well we just need to be able to get back home for Christmas, my folks don’t want me to miss that” Max said

“What if we drive somewhere and the weather is too bad to make it back home?” I said, trying to think everything out.  “We only got maybe 2 or 3 weeks before Christmas, it will take at least 3 to 4 days to get back. We can’t go back through Gatlinburg, the road over the mountain is closed.”

“Any objections to just waiting until after Christmas?” Max asked. “Then we can leave and not have to be home for anything.”

He had a good point there.  We talked about how far after Christmas we wanted to wait, if there were other things around here we wanted to do as well. Maybe zoo lights or other Christmas-y things

Just after 5:00 pm Max’s phone rang. It was his parents.

“Yeah we got home about noon Monday morning, yeah in bed like he knows he should be.  I don’t see that being a problem, I’m sure we can do that. I’ll ask him.   Uh huh, sounds fun, are you sure you want to do that?  They will love it, yes he will certainly too.  Can you be away for that long? I see, well yeah he can handle it.  I’ll see if he wants to do that or not and let you know, but it probably will be a yes.  Bye, love you too.” Was all I heard on the conversation

“Well, I think we may have our answer of where too next.” Max said

I was intrigued to say the least as he proposed the plans.  The plan was that his parents were going to drive down to Florida a few days prior to Christmas, and they would celebrate Christmas at Disney.  Then spend about 5 days at the parks before driving back home.  They also wanted us to come up there for Dinner one night the next week if possible.

“Us?” I asked

“Yes US” He said “both of us.”

“So what about your brothers and sister, I thought they were not going to tell them?”  I said

“Well I guess my brother Michael overheard my parents talking and let it slip that I had a ‘special friend’, and my parents had to explain that I was not working in the forest, that I help my special friend on his travels, shooting videos, taking photos and driving around a big RV, and take care of him like a babysitter.”

“So they know I am a toddler and wear diapers and stuff?”  I asked, not believing the turn of events.  After all Max said his parents were ultra conservative.

“Yeah I guess my mom had to sit each of them down and explain it to them, obviously she did not tell my 5 year old sister everything, but she confirmed what Michael, who is 18 heard and told Josh who is 15, and my 11 year old brothers that you wear diapers and choose to be like a little kid when you want to. So the cat is out of the bag there” He said

“So dinner with your folks Friday night, and Saturday with my folks and then you want to hit the road say by the end of next week?” I asked

“Yeah sounds like a plan, we can try to weave our way down and avoid the mountains if possible, so no Smokies, and no West Virginia, just straight down 75 should be good.” He said

“Hey, let’s check out the RV and see how the new beds look before we start planning on taking off.” I said, as I wanted to be sure everything that was on my list was taken care of before we started heading out.

I grabbed the keys to the RV and went outside and unlocked it.  The RV shop had a checklist of what all was done and a paid invoice.

• Change oil
• Sanitize water tank
• Fill propane
• Install new bed bases
• Grease slides
• Service generator
• New bedroom door

I checked my charging panel and the batteries were all charged up, propane was full, freshwater full, holding tanks empty too. I then opened the new bedroom divider/door that I had installed and was in for another surprise.  The bed that was to be mine (I guess) had crib rails all around it.

“There you go, your own mobile nursery” Max said smiling. “I may have called and changed the build order for the new beds”

“Thank you, I love it!! It’s what I’ve wanted for years!”

“I could tell that you tried something with your bed at the house.  I’m guessing you never had the skill or the money to get something as good as this?”

“No, money or skill.” I said

“Well with money you don’t need skill” He replied.  He was right

That Saturday afternoon we got ready and drove to his parent’s house, in the RV, after all we were only doing dinner and I really didn’t want to be driving back home that night, not knowing how late we would be.  We parked at the grocery store and drove the Fiat to his parents house where his mom had made a nice dinner for everybody.  I had made sure to dress as grown up as I could, even though I was still diapered.

“So Jason, Max tells me you travel around in that RV and make videos, and that is how you make money?” His dad said

“Yeah, that and some investments I have that pay an awesome return” I said, which I wasn’t lying about, the investments I made have paid back and then some.

“What do you have stock in diapers?” Max’s brother Riley snuck into the conversation, trying to be a smartass

“Yeah actually, one of them is Proctor and Gamble, so I have stock in Pampers, among other things” I said to get a laugh from his parents, but not the intended reaction he had hoped for, so he went for broke.

“Mom said you wear diapers and …..” He said before his mom shot him a look that said ‘SHUT UP NOW!’ and that was the end of that conversation too

After dinner I thanked his mother and father for having us, and they sent the kids off to the basement to play.  So now it was just Max, myself and his mom and dad at the table.

“So, we got this trip here in a few weeks coming up, and Max said you two were also thinking about meeting us there.  You driving down when we are?” He asked

“No, I think we will probably head down end of next week, take our time driving.  We tend to only to a maximum of 200-300 miles a day, it is a lot of work to drive that much, plus we like to stop and see the sites and also avoid traffic” I said

“We’re staying at a condo that has 4 bedrooms, had a buddy who had a timeshare and I bought out this year’s vacation time from him.  Dang Disney is expensive.”

“It can be, I have a pass that covers all the parks nationwide, but the best is the park hopper tickets.  I also have one for universal studios too, because that is 3 parks.  You and the kids will have fun no matter what you do.  Some tips though, bring comfortable shoes, if you need to get new shoes for the trip, get them now and break them in.  Water bottles for everybody, even this time of year it is going to be warm. Wear sunscreen, nothing ruins the fun like sunburn. Go early and stay late.  You can always find places to sit, shows to see where you can just sit, and more.” I told them.

“We’re going to head down to probably Key West for a week, soak up some rays, warm up from the trip that we had to Iceland and then by the time you all get into the area we will have worked our way back up to Orlando.” I said

“So before I spill the beans, do the younger ones know about the vacation?” Max asked

“Not yet, we’re gonna tell them tomorrow morning, skip church and your mom is wanting to go over to Ft. Wayne to the mall and get some clothes for vacation”

“OK You kids, time to get ready for bed, get up here and start getting ready so you can say goodnight before your brother has to leave” His mom yelled through the open basement door.

“Max I will get Maggie ready, can you make sure Riley and David get ready, remember what we talked about.” She said

“Sure mom, we’ll see how that all goes” He said as he followed Riley and David to their room, and she took Maggie to her room.

Riley and David were supposedly twins, but not identical ones.  Max said they were almost 11 but they looked more like 8 years old by their size.

“So you really dress like a toddler most of the time?” Max’s dad asked

“Most of the time, it’s not like I run around in just a t-shirt and diaper, I usually just have a printed onsie on and overalls or shortalls or shorts on. Along with sandals or light up shoes.  I try to gauge if it is safe to be dressed like that or not, ya know safety and all” I said

“I can’t pretend to understand what you do or what Max sees in it but if it makes you both happy and you’re not hurting yourself or anybody else, who cares! You seem like a well put together young man, and I know Max has a head on his shoulders too, just be safe out there” He said

“No problem, I make our safety a top priority, I’d rather skip someplace or dress grownup than to get into a situation.  I also carry in the RV and I am guessing Max will be as well, judging by what is in the safe at my house.” I said

“Yeah that was one of his graduation presents.  Never know when you will need that” He said

At this point Max’s mom returned with Maggie, and Michael and  Josh, the 18 and 15 year old followed, Max came out followed by Riley and David.  Both looked like they had been crying, then I looked down and could tell that under their PJ’s they looked like they were diapered.

“This sucks” Riley said

“Whatever” David retorted

“That’s what ya get, both of you” Max said. “Lemme explain.  See David sometimes wets the bed, Riley does not.  So Riley thought it would be funny and poured water on David to make it look like he wet himself, and the next night David put Riley’s hand in warm water and made him pee himself.”

“Now we normally just have David wear those pull up things, but since they both decided to make extra work, they are grounded for the weekend and punished with wearing actual tape on diapers.  If they keep acting up I’ll send them back to school on Tuesday in diapers.” His mom jumped in.

“Oh OK then” I said

“NO WAY” they both yelled in unison. Terrified at what Junior High would be like in diapers.

“I figure a weekend of having to be in diapers should pretty much fix them.  Now say goodnight and good bye to Max and Jason and then bedtime for you all, we’re going shopping tomorrow and have a surprise tomorrow too, so I want not a peep out of anybody”. His mom said as the two boys said goodbye and goodnight, along with Maggie, Josh and Michael.

“I hope that don’t backfire on you, to be honest.  That’s how I got into diapers, I was a bedwetter until I was their age and then just continued enough to keep the diapers, and now look at me” I said

“I guess there could be worse things kids could get into” His mom said, obviously she meant to say something like ‘I sure the hell hope not’ but probably didn’t want to say anything that might apply to me.

We soon after left and headed back to where the RV was parked.  I spent the first of oh so many nights in my new crib on the road. I awoke around 9:30 am to Max waking up and firing up the generator so he could start the coffee maker. I laid there for a moment and then sat up in my crib.  The side rails were just barely above my head as I was sitting there.  I soon realized, I was being ignored

“Daddy……. Daddy” I softly said

“I’m coming buddy, I’m coming” He said as he shuffled into the bedroom.

Now I could have very easily unlatched the rail and got out, I just didn’t.  I was put there for a reason and that is where I was supposed to stay until I was released.

“Did you sleep good last night?” He asked

“Um hum” I said, already popping my binky back in my mouth. 

“Let’s get some breakfast, then get you changed” He said

All of the sudden there was a knock at the side of the RV. I glanced at the TV and it was Max’s dad.  I ran to the back and put on my track pants and came back out to greet him.

“Good morning” we both said

“Hope I didn’t wake you, I brought you a half-dozen donuts from the store.” He said

“No, we were up, just starting the coffee, wanna cup?”

“Sure, let’s see this fancy RV” He said

“So how did Riley and David do with their grounding?” Max asked

“Not good, Riley didn’t think your mom was serious. He must have thought she would forget.  He got up this morning wanting to get in the bathroom.  Michael told them that your mother said they were in diapers. Your mother said that he was really upset about it, but yet she carried through.  Last night was a wet night for David, so it was not a problem for him.  They both were unhappy about having to wear them today when they go shopping” He said

“Well hopefully this teaches them a lesson” Max said

I just kept my mouth shut as I sat there in my soggy diaper.

“Well let me give the 5-cent tour.” I said as I showed him the RV, which really isn’t that much.  When we got to the back, I just flung open the bedroom door, let him have a quick look and then shut it.

“So I’m assuming Max is the one who sleeps in the crib then.” He said with a smirk on his face.

“Yes or else he’d get out and leave me at night” I said

“Well it’s getting busy, so I best get in there and work.  Drive safe, stay in touch, and be a good boy Jason ” He said as he reached the door and exited.

We weren’t alone for long when this white van pulled up right in front of the RV and parked.  UGH! I hate when somebody parks in front of the RV, especially when I have a car on the back.  Max could see my frustration and that I was about to go out there and ask them to move when he said. “Just my mom and sibs”

Knock knock Ding Dong. Came as his mom knocked and then one of the twins hit the doorbell

“Come in” I said as I opened the door to see Max’s mom, and brothers and sister.  I could tell the twins were pre-occupied with keeping their shirts pulled down. They all came in, which trust me 7 people in the RV is crowded house. Michael and Josh decided to go into the store instead, so we were a little less crowded in there.

“So how’s it going, what brings you to our humble abode?” I asked

“Nothing much, just thought we would stop by before heading to the mall in Ft Wayne and before you all headed out”

“We’re going to Disney World” Maggie said

“I heard!  You’re gonna have so much fun there.  Max and I are going to meet you guys there too, doesn’t that sound fun?” I said, getting down to her level.

By now Riley and David were sitting on the sofa bored. I was noticing that my diaper was nearing capacity and excused myself to the bedroom to change.  It was strange, I had not changed my own diaper often for the past month or so.

I came back out and threw my soggy diaper in the trash can, which was really my expensive diaper pail I used to have at home.

“Feel better?” Was all Max’s mom said. 

“Yeah, sorry I could not wait any longer” I said as I washed my hands. By now the twins were engrossed in their Nintendo switch.  I had noticed that Riley’s shirt had ridden up and his diaper was peeking above the waistband of his pants.

“Ya know if you’re going to keep them in diapers much you should invest in some onesies, then they don’t have to worry about their diapers showing above their jeans.”  When I said that Riley quickly realized I had seen his diaper, and quickly pulled his shirt down.

“I know a place in Ft. Wayne that has diapers and such for people like me, they have stock of onesies too.” I said directed to his mom

“Guys if you are constantly checking to see if your diaper is showing and pulling your shirt down, people will notice you more.” I said directed to the twins, Maggie was oblivious as she was playing with the cat, which he just loved the attention.

“I better not get laughed at because of this” Riley said, looking at David

“You started it by pouring water on me when I slept” David said

“You made me pee my bed” Riley said

“You both made extra work for me!!” Their mother said, “and still extra work!  We talked about you two growing up now that you’re almost 12, but maybe you are no more than 2 again, you sure do act like it!”

About then Riley started to look uncomfortable and started to fidget.  He was just about to say something when his mom noticed.

“You might as well get used to using it, because you’re in them till Tuesday morning or when I say your punishment is over.” She said

“But MOM, I gotta poop” he whined

“Oh well, too bad, best to do it here and you can get changed, than when we’re driving or at the mall and have to wait to be changed.” She said.  I made a mental note not to mess with her.

I leaned close to Riley and whispered “If you sit on your heels it will be easier”.  His eyes said it all ‘I don’t want to’

We continued talking about the upcoming vacation for them and the fun stuff at Disney and the things they were going to do. I glanced out of the corner of my eye and see Riley’s face go red and heard a grunt.

“Eeeww gross Riley, did you actually poop yourself” David said

“Shut up, I couldn’t hold it” he said tears beginning to form.

“It’s ok, I’ll get you changed.  David go get my backpack from the van please.  Can I use your bedroom guys?”  She asked

“Sure, there’s supplies in there and a changing mat on the bed” Max said

David came back with a nondescript backpack like I use for a diaper bag, and she ushered Riley to the back.  As she slid open the accordion door that separates the bedroom from the kitchen area she just said “Oh My!” And shut the door.

Max and I both looked at each other and giggled.

Soon enough the sound of ripping diaper tapes was heard, then some words followed by two sharp ‘snaps’ and some stifled crying.  About 4 minutes later Riley emerged from the bedroom and stomped over to the sofa and sat down.  Followed by Max’s mom carrying a rolled up diaper.

“How do I work this thing?” She asked talking about the diaper pail.  To which I informed her to just lift the lid and stuff it down into it, and with a snap of the door it was done. 

In the meantime David had decided that he too better get a poop out before they left, although he was a silent but deadly pooper.  He gladly and happily went with his mom to the bedroom, got changed without incident and came back out smiling.

“All better?” I asked

“Yep, and you got a cool bedroom and bed Jason” David said

“Yeah a freaking freak baby bedroom” Riley quipped, to which Maria, Max’s mom shot him a death ray stare.

“Since I left two smelly diapers in your trash the least we can do is offer to throw your trash out in the dumpster” Maria said

To which I obliged and prepared to remove the bag.  I have what amounts to a giant diaper genie, it is made by a company called Jannibel, and it is technically called an adult diaper disposal.  Basically the liner is a continuous trashbag liner.  So I opened the door, grabbed the knotted end and pulled the bag out, cut and tied it and tied a new knot in what was left in the diaper pail and we were ready for more trash.

“Well isn’t that unique” Maria said

“Yeah it is kinda handy, it basically makes custom sized trash bags.  For big stuff I just lift up on the area with the flaps and can put bigger stuff in there, but you’d be amazed what fits through the round hole in the top” I said

She handed the bag of trash to Riley and told him to put it in the trash dumpster next to the store.  As they were walking out Maria said “Nice bedroom. Take care and be good”

“Well that was an interesting morning, let’s go before it get’s more interesting.” Max said

I agreed, I grabbed the checklist, got the car hooked up, made sure all compartments were closed and locked, jacks up, slides in, and we were on our way, it was about noon at this point.  We had two hours before we would make it back to my house, and then we both wanted to get cleaned up before meeting my parents.

We got back to my house and I hopped in the shower, then got a quick shave to keep that boyish look all around.  Re-diapered and dressed while Max was getting cleaned up.  I had a nice onsie with Dinosaurs, pair of elastic waist jeans and my white sneakers.

“Well don’t you just look cute” Max said

“Yes I do” I said and rightly so.  In case I never mentioned it, I am what you would call short.  I am maybe 5 foot 4 inches at best.  Max is like 6 foot 3.  So there is almost a foot difference.  I almost need pedal extenders on the RV to drive it.  He almost needs to sit in the backseat of the Fiat to drive it, So even dressed as an adult I still look like a 16 year old, dressed as I was right there, an overgrown 10year old.

“Are you ready to go little boy.  Got your diaper bag packed?” Max asked

“Yep and yep” I replied

“Let me check your bag” He said as he looked through the bag and then took it into my bedroom and came back proclaiming it all packed up.

We drove to my parents house and walked right in, I could smell right away what my mom was cooking, something Italian. I could smell the meat sauce, so it was either spaghetti, lasagna or stuffed shells.

My mom turned around and about laughed at my appearance.  “Well aren’t you just precious.  You must be Max, Jason has told us so much about you.”

“Thank you, and this is what you get when you let him dress himself, I had nothing to do with it” He said

“We have lasagna, garlic bread and salad” She said

“Yummy.  Where’s dad?” I asked

“Right here, was just working on a project in my wood shop.” Dad said

“Oh what you working on?” I asked

“Oh just some things for customers at the craft fair, spice racks and shit” He said. “Let’s eat”

I helped set the table and brought the salad fixings to the table.  Mom had us all sit down while she brought the lasagna over to the table and set it down before going back to the kitchen and grabbed something else.  “Here we go” she said as she stood behind me and put a bib on me.

“This is embarrassing when you do it” I said

“Cool, I forgot to get his out of the diaper bag” Max said

“Well we don’t want to get anything on them nice clothes, do we” She said

We all ate dinner, made some small talk about heading down to Florida.  I invited my parents to join us, just fly down for Christmas.  Mom and Dad said they would think about it, and if not, maybe we could do something for New Years Eve or when we get back. I was kind of bummed out that they were not jumping at the chance to fly to Florida for the holidays but it was ok.  We agreed that we would definitely do something as soon as we got back home.

That night Max got me ready for bed as we talked about my parents not wanting to join us, and maybe it just wasn’t a good time for them.  Max and I talked about the future, what we want to do, where to head to next, where we see ourselves in the relationship going.  Pretty much everything was up in the air at this point.  We were going to try to leave next Saturday morning and head south, taking our time, hoping for  no 400 mile days, more like 200, maybe 250 miles in a day.

We started packing for our trip to Iceland, getting camera gear packed back up in the hard sided cases.  Tuesday I called the RV place and we went to see the progress on the bedroom.  They had gotten the old bed base out, had moved the water tank and were building the new bases.  I had the new mattresses shipped directly there, because why waste the time getting them at my house, the having to load them into the RV.  I got the Fiat to my mechanic for it’s maintenance and checked on the status of the package I shipped to our hotel in Iceland. 

Tuesday night we had all the bags in the living room ready to go, along with all our papers.  We got to bed early as we had a 7 AM flight.  I remember going to bed, but the next thing I remember was getting woke up and out of bed.  I was barely awake when I sat down at the table and got a bowl of cereal put in front of me and a cup of coffee.  I glanced at my watch and it was 3:00 AM.

“Ugh! it is too early for this” I whined

“I know buddy but we have to load the car, drive to the airport, get checked in and get through security. Then you can take a nap while we wait, and fly.  I groggily ate my cereal, drank my coffee, and then used the potty to move my bowels before being re-diapered.  I was then dressed and then we loaded the cobalt up, as it had more room.  Locked up the house, set the alarm and Max drove us to the airport.

We got the car checked into the parking lot, loaded all the luggage onto the shuttle, checked the luggage at the curb, then the fun began.

Somebody dressed me in a onesie with metal snaps, so not only did I set off the body scanner and metal detector, but I got searched too.  I had to go behind this partition and take my pj bottoms off, and strip to just my onesie; the TSA agent raised his eyebrows when I ended up with my pants around my ankles and in just a diaper.  He then used the hand held wand to see that it was just the snaps in my onesie and I was allowed to get re-dressed.

“You!!, I’m gonna get you!!” I said with pointed fingers at Max, who just laughed at my predicament.

“But it was so funny” He said

We found our gate and had an hour to spare before the plane arrived. Max had found a place that had drinks and snacks, so he went and got something to eat and bring with us.  He came back with a bottle of water and a bottle of apple juice as well.  He reached into my backpack and pulled my sipper cup out and mixed the water and apple juice together, and I sat there like a good boy and drank my drink; when I wasn’t trying to get back to sleep.

We heard the boarding call for our flight to JFK and grabbed our stuff.  A gate agent walked up to us and said “Those with handicapped or small children can go ahead and board, so you two can go ahead and get situated on board.”

I was kind of taken aback, but Max just went along with it, grabbed my sippy cup and put it in the pocket on my backpack and took my hand as we boarded the plane. We found a seat and max got our carry-ons in the bin while I got comfy in my seat and got my iPad out.

The flight was pretty uneventful, I used my iPad and headphones to play games and watch some videos, falling asleep part way through the flight.

We were probably 20 minutes prior to landing when I woke up and noticed that my diaper was very soggy.  I must have over did it on liquids.  “I need changed when we get off the plane” I whispered to Max. 

“Ok buddy, daddy will get you taken care of when we land” he said

Probably about 5 minutes before landing I felt the rumble in my stomach.  Now I REALLY did not want to do that, I held out until we landed, and then we got stuck on the taxiway waiting for other planes to get cleared for the gate.

Max could see I was in distress, and I’m pretty sure he knew why too.  “I’ll take care of it no matter what”

I held it in until we got to the gate but as I stood up it slipped out and all inside the back of my diaper.  I was so embarrassed, but Max was just comforting telling me ‘it’s ok, that’s why you have one on’

As we walked out of the plane others noticed the smell starting to waft from me. One lady said “smells like somebody needs a change” as she passed me.

We asked a gate agent where the bathrooms were, and she pointed to a family bathroom.  Max took my hand as we walked towards the family bathroom, dragging our luggage in tow.  He opened the door and we walked in. 

This place was amazing, it had a large lobby type room, and then two private rooms that were for families.  Inside the smaller room was a large changing table, big enough for a big adult, so plenty sturdy for my small 5’4 145lbs frame.  Max made very quick work of getting me undressed and stripping the filthy diaper off and cleaning me up.  Before he rediapered me, I was made to sit on the potty for 5 minutes to see if I still needed to poop more, which I didn’t.  He then had me hop back on the table before he  re-diapered me thickly. 

He told me to sit on the edge of the table while he went potty and then we washed our hands before exiting the stall to see several other parents waiting to get in there.  Some with actual babies, toddlers, and a few with older normal looking kids.

We walked out and found our next gate.  We had a 3 hour layover before a 6 hour flight.  With nothing else to do I popped my earbuds in and put on some calming music, blew up my neck pillow and used my coat as a cover and fell asleep. 

Probably 30 minutes before the flight I was jostled awake by Max who said I needed to go to the bathroom before the flight.  He grabbed my diaper bag and left the luggage sitting there where a mom and her two kids were seated and said they would watch them while we were gone.  I was changed into a thick diaper with stuffer, since my other one was quite sodden, and it was going to be a long flight.

We got back to the gate right as the plane pulled up and disembarked it’s current passengers. Again we were told we could get on with the handicapped and children.  Found a seat and I drank some more juice from my sippy cup before getting my iPad out again.  I was awake long enough to hear the safety instructions and then I was dozing off again.  I awoke a couple times, and found Max asleep as well.  On the third time Max was up and typing away on his iPad and quietly conversing to the person across the aisle.

“Yeah, just like a toddler, he is so precious.  Oh hey buddy, did you have a nice nap?” Max said as he noticed me awake.

I shook my head yes and said hello.  We had about 45 minutes to land and we would be in Reykjavík Iceland.  Luckily I was only wet, and no urge to poop this flight.  Once we landed, Max got our carry-ons out of the overhead bin, and we headed to baggage claim.  I had wanted to get a diaper change prior to customs, but there are no bathrooms until after. To keep people from ditching contraband.

As we walked through customs, of course I got flagged with the obvious bulge in my pants.  They asked what it was, and I told them it was an adult diaper, and I needed to change after the flight.  We got pulled into a back screening room, where they searched my bags and had me remove my pants and onsie to see that it was in fact a diaper.  They were nice enough to point me to a bathroom and advised I could change, and that the room was under CCTV monitoring, so if I was concealing anything they would see.  I went in alone and changed into a plain white diaper that I had in my diaper bag and left the other one in there.

A big burly Icelandic border patrol agent came up to me when we exited and said he was the supervisor “I apologize that they made you do that in there.  There is no sense in that, so sorry”.

We cleared customs and got the address out for the hotel and tour company that we were with, they were waiting for us to take us to the hotel.  By now it was going on 8:00 at night, the weather was great for viewing the northern lights.  We rushed to the hotel, got a quick bite to eat, and were back in the lobby at 10:45 PM to head out to see the northern lights.  We travelled for about 45 minutes out of the city where there was no light pollution, but boy was it cold.  I had my camera case along with my tripod.  I found a good spot, setup the tripod, got the camera out and setup.  They had a little shack with a wood stove that we could warm up in, and I ran in there a few times when Max would come out and get me.  We were out there for about 4 hours and as we got back to the hotel the sun was about to come up in an hour. 

The front desk welcomed us back with hot cocoa and warm sandwiches.  We trudged up to our room, I got my MacBook out and on the WiFi and started uploading the photos to my storage.  Then it was a quick diaper change and I was out.

The next day we basically slept in until about 1:00 PM before venturing down to the lobby and out onto the street.  We got some local food from a local place and it was fish and very very good.  Then we just had to go to the Icelandic phallological  museum, it’s a penis museum. We ended up just walking around and looking at the shops and such, rode the local mass transit and shopped some more.

We went out again to another place to view the northern lights again, this time I setup and did a time lapse for the 3 hours we were out there, I set the camera up to do it and stayed in the warmth of the shack unless I had to change a battery out.

On the 5^th evening we again packed up and headed back to the airport. Max had thickly diapered me up for the flight and I was attired in a printed onesie and my light track pants for the flight.  We landed at JFK at 6:00 AM, just in time to get my diaper changed, and check in for a flight back to Ohio.

We were back in ohio on Monday by 10:00 AM and back home by Noon. I did the driving home, and as we pulled into the driveway the RV was back and powered up next to the garage.  We both drug our luggage into the house and crashed.  I think we woke up around 7 PM and decided to just get pizza and wings delivered.  I was so tired from all the traveling that I did not even care that I answered the door in nothing but a onesie and a diaper.  We ate and then worked a bit on the blog and photos & video and then went back to bed. 

My mom came over the next morning to feed the cat, forgetting that we were home (or maybe she was just being nosy), and brought some home made banana bread for us.

“Did you have a nice time?”

“We did and thank you for coming to feed Zorro and for the bread” I said

“Where too next? And when?” She asked

“Probably some place warm!” Max said

“Yeah probably in a week or two, and yes somewhere warm. Still discussing the specifics.” I said

Wednesday morning we went into town and grabbed my Cobalt from the mechanic and paid them for the work they did, it had a clean bill of health. Found out that my mechanic was waiting for the needed parts for doing the oil change and transmission service on the fiat, since it required special filters and such.  He should get it in next Tuesday.

I tossed the keys for the Cobalt to Max, as he was going to drive it to his parents that evening.  We both stopped at the grocery store and got some groceries, gassed both vehicles up and headed back to the house to unload the groceries.

Before he left he changed my diaper, and as he walked out the door he kissed me goodbye.  He had a 90 minute drive to his house.

As he pulled up to his parent’s house his mom was surprised to say the least.

“What are you doing home?  I didn’t think you could get off this soon, and who’s car is that?” She asked

“Surprise, I was able to make it home.  The car belongs to a friend, he let me borrow it for the weekend” Max said

“Nice little car” she said. “So how’s your work been”

“Uh, good, was glad I could get back home after starting this soon” He said, trying to make up how his non-existent job is going

“Your dad’s still at the store, closing at 7:00 tonight.  Did you have any laundry that needs done?” His mom asked

“Nope, got it all done before I came” He said

Just then his dad’s pickup truck lumbered into the driveway and he soon came in.

“How’s it going son, who’s car is that?” His dad said

“Going good, and the car is my friend’s car” He said, wondering where his siblings were.  “Where’s everybody else at?”

“Your brothers and sister went to the church to youth group, they are setting up for the community Thanksgiving tomorrow.  They should be home soon” His mom said

Max sat down in the family room and started texting back and forth with me.  He said he was thinking about coming clean, and telling them about me, but wasn’t sure.

Just then his brothers and sister arrived from church.  His brother Michael, who was 6 years younger than him was driving.  His 4 siblings ranged from 5 to 18 years old.

They all sat down for dinner, which was meatloaf.  Then it went downhill when his little brother Riley got ahold of Max’s phone and looked through the photos and saw a selfie of Max and I and of all the places that we had been. Of course the photos just happened to have a few of me in baby clothes.

“Give me that” Max said as he grabbed the phone

“Who’s that weird kid in your photos?” Riley asked

“A friend of mine” Max said

“That one photo it looks like he had a diaper on. Why does he dress so weird?” Riley said

“He just does, quit snooping in my phone” Max snapped.

After dinner when the little kids were sent off to bed and the older 2 went to their rooms, it was just Max and his mom and dad.

“So, what is up,  you about ripped Riley’s head off earlier.  You run off and start a job right after getting done with a vacation and haven’t talked about this job either, so what gives” Max’s dad said

“Ok, I have not been truthful.  While on the cruise I met somebody and have been spending time with him.” Max said

“Him, Him!  Are you saying that you are gay?” His mom said

“I don’t know.  It is complicated. I’ll try to explain the best I can” Max said as he unlocked his iPad.

“This is Jason, he is basically a giant toddler.  He’s 25, but mostly lives as if he is a 3 or 4 year old, who pretends to be an adult.” Max said as he showed his mom and dad Jason’s photos and some short video clips.

“Ok, yeah that is weird” His dad said

“On the cruise the first night he came to dinner dressed like this. I seriously thought he was mentally handicapped or some sick freak, but he is neither.  He’s just a big kid and he is fun to be with.“ Max said 

“What is he one of those people who wear diapers and sleep in cribs?  I saw them on the discovery channel, very weird people.” His mom said

“Yep, and I guess that makes me his daddy” Max said getting agitated.

“You have student loans to pay for, and don’t think I am going to be sending money to you while you gallivant around with him” Max’s dad said

“No problem, he takes care of that.  He has more than enough income for us both to be able to travel around.  I was worried about that too.  To be honest he agreed to pay my student loans for as long as we’re traveling together, plus 6 months, and I will always have a way back home anytime I wish to leave or just want to come home.” Max said

“So what is it he does for money? Is it legal?” His mom asked

“He came into money, and he is a travel blogger, he has a YouTube channel that brings in money.  He has invested money and is making good returns off of it too” He said. “We spent several days on the cruise together, and a week texting, and then the next two weeks in Florida, before taking off and heading up this way.  Next week we are going to Iceland to shoot the northern lights and tour.”

“Don’t ask me what it is, but I just love being his daddy.  When I was with Susan, she got me into playing the daddy role, she liked to wear diapers and have me baby her too” He said. 

“Really? She always seemed to be such a normal girl” His Mom said

“Mom, there’s no such thing as normal, everybody has something that somebody else finds strange.  Jason is just that kid that never wanted to grow up, and now he doesn’t have to grow up” Max said

“So not that it is my business,  but you two aren’t having sex, you are just changing diapers and helping him film his blog and drive?” His mom said

“Yep pretty much so.  We were currently sleeping in the same bed, but that was just because the bed in the back was more comfy than sleeping on the sofa.  He is getting the bedroom switched so it has twin beds next week.  I’m not attracted to guys or girls, I’m just not wanting to be alone.”

“Ok, is there more?” His dad asked

“Now Jason is gay, or so he says.  He has never seen me as more than a daddy, and I see him no more than my little boy.  I care for him and want nothing wrong to ever happen to him.  He said he was just tired of being alone on the road.  He travelled to some very remote places, where it would not be safe if you cannot protect yourself.”

They talked for a couple more hours about Max and Jason being together, and it was agreed that the story remains that Max is working doing forestry work around the country. This was so as not to have to explain topics to his younger siblings at this time, but Max did say that at some point they must tell them the truth.

Max had told his parents that he was going to Iceland next week and would be back again for Christmas.

My Wednesday night was pretty much mundane too.  Mom made some casserole of sorts, it was good and she sent me home with the recipe. 

We talked a bit about Max, and what our relationship really was and where it was going and more importantly where we were going physically next week.

Thursday was Thanksgiving and we both celebrated with our respective families, Max with his parents and brothers and sister.  My parents and I went to my Aunt’s house, she always hosted thanksgiving

It was the first time in many years since I had been there, since the feeling always was that I was not welcome, ya know my dad throwing me out and all.  Not to mention, I was usually working since nobody else wanted to work it.

It had started to get cold so I wore a pair of jeans, onsie, sweatshirt overtop my diaper.  I packed my diaper bag with a couple changes in them and set out to go into town.   At my aunts I quickly found that I was way too hot in the sweatshirt, and took it off leaving me in a onesie with baby prints on it, which raised a few heads.  I also was still at the little kids table too, I mean after all, it is who I am.

I sat down and was just about ready to eat when my mom came up behind me and snapped a bib around my neck.  I got this for you, I saw it online and it was just you.

So here I was trying to be a grown up, and my mom just put me back into toddler role.  In the end it was good, because I got the bib dirty.  When dinner was done I took it off and put it in my diaper bag and would take it home and add to my growing collection.

Nobody really said anything about the bib, the clothes or anything.  They were more interested in my travels. I ended up sitting down and showing off all my photos that I had not already put on my blog and in videos.  I had to excuse myself at one point to go to the bathroom.  My mom noticed and directed me to the guest bedroom and offered to change me, which I mean who am I to turn down a free change at this point. I came out holding the printed diaper and put it in the kitchen trash can.

“All better?” My aunt asked

“Yeah” Was all I said

“What are you and Max doing tomorrow?” My mom asked

“Dunno” Was my only reply “it depends on when he gets back home, it might be tomorrow”

“You boys are always welcome to join us for dinner Friday night” She said

“We’ll see” I said as I gathered my stuff up and headed out.

When I got home Max was not there.  This seriously was the first time in over a month that I was alone, it felt weird.  I got myself ready for bed and sound asleep.  Only to awake the next morning to an empty house.  I got up and took a shower and changed and worked on the computer at the kitchen table, by noon I was growing tired and bored, so I went in my room to take a nap. I was awoken when I heard the beep of the alarm signaling the back door opening, soon my bedroom door cracked open as Max checked on his sleeping little one.

The rest of the weekend was kind of a bore, Max came back about 2:00 PM Friday, I knew that he would not be back till sometime that late Thursday  night or Friday morning.  He had gotten some of his stuff from his parent’s house. Including his handgun and some ammo, his MacBook, warm winter clothes, passport and legal documents, pocket knife, and other stuff that he wanted.  He also brought some groceries, after all when your folks own the grocery store you might as well hit it up.

We switched drivers and we pushed thru to my place and arrived around 5:00 PM. I backed the RV in, and searched for my keys to unlock the garage and turn the power on out there, called my assistant and my landlord to let them know I had arrived back and would probably be entering the house, so they were aware that the alarm system would be disarmed.

We hopped out, disconnected the car and then parked it over in front of the garage door, I got inside the side door to the garage and flicked the lights on and made my way to the breaker panel and turned on the breakers for the RV outlets and then backed the RV into it’s spot.

I got the electric hooked up and then we headed up to the house.  I unlocked the back door and quickly made my way to the alarm panel to disarm it.  I had turned almost every breaker off when I left, the fridge was empty, cleaned out and the door propped open.  Really the only electric I had left on was to the alarm, the HVAC, cameras and internet.  I had shut off all the appliances like stove, dryer, washer, refrigerator and more.  I flicked them on one by one, as the house came back to life with beeps and clicks.  I checked that the water ran, and toilet would flush.

“Ok it is going to take time for the fridge to get cold, the water to get hot and, for it to get warmer in here as I turned up the heat some.  I was thinking about staying in the RV tonight and then getting stuff back in here tomorrow morning” I said as I walked through the house to be sure stuff was as it was left. I took the time to text mom to let her know we just arrived in the area.  To which she insisted we do breakfast in the morning.

“Sounds like a plan, let’s get you changed and then we can find something to eat” Max replied

We ended up going into town about 10 miles away and getting Mexican food, which was good but not as good as the stuff in the southwest.  We made it back to the house about 10 pm and we both crashed.  I had set my alarm for 7:00 so that we could be ready for breakfast around 8:00.

“So what are we supposed to tell your folks about me?” Max asked.

“The truth, you’re daddy. They know about you” I said.  “The more important questions is what do you tell your folks”

“I’ve thought about that for the past week.  I just don’t know.  I mean I don’t think of myself as gay, or as your lover, even though I do love you to death don’t get me wrong.  I hate to use the term friend, because you are so much more to me than that, but would it be ok if I just call you a friend for now?” Max said

“That is fine, I know that this is hard, especially if your parents are anything like mine used to be.  Speaking of my parents we need to get ready to meet them” I said as I climbed out of bed.

“You going in the house? Or showering here?” Max asked

“Inside, I don’t have dump facilities here, so can’t fill up the tanks too much” I said as I grabbed my stuff from the bathroom and a change of clothes and diapers.

“Ok be there in a few. Just got to gather my stuff” Max said

I headed inside and into the nice warm house.  I stripped in the bathroom and warmed the hot shower up.  I think I must have taken one of the longest showers that I had had in months, since I did not have to worry about grey tank capacity, water hookups or the small hot water heater in the RV.  I heard max come into the back door and that he was walking around the bedroom.

When I was finished I dried off and stepped into the bedroom to find the changing mat, and an outfit already laid out and Max waiting for me.  “I figured you wanted to dress a little more grown up than you normally do since your folks and all” He said

“They know about me, hell I think everybody who’s ever seen my YouTube knows about me, but yeah, it never hurts to dress closer to my age” I said as I laid down and Max diapered me up.

Max then got a shower, he too taking his time to soak in the unlimited water before emerging and getting dressed.  We were ready to roll.  Feed the kitty before we leave and lock up.

Mom and Dad were already waiting for us at the local hole in the wall family restaurant when we arrived.

“So how long you boys home for?” My dad asked.

“Well until after Thanksgiving at least.  Gonna take a break from the hustle and bustle of traveling and get caught up on some stuff.” I said.

“I’m going up to my parents Wednesday, then probably back here on Saturday or Sunday and help Jason.  I know we were wanting to deep clean the RV and work on some interior projects before it gets too darn cold.”

We continued to make small talk back and forth, asked if I would be home for Christmas or not?  I said we probably will be, but not certain.  What time I should come over for thanksgiving. Etc..

We finished, I picked up the tab and headed out after hugs and kisses, and a pat on the bottom from my mom to me.

We got back at the house and got all the laundry into the house and started a load in the washer, then got my old Chevy cobalt out of the garage and made sure it ran.  I took it into town to my mechanic and dropped it off for a full going over, oil change etc… then back to the house, another load of laundry. Then start to clean the house and get the spare bedroom and my bedroom setup for us to stay for a few days.

Before we left Florida I had started the re-design the bedroom of the RV for the need of two separate beds.  There was a water tank under the bed now, and that would need to be moved, but it was something that could be done. The other bed would have storage under it which would make up for the loss of the bedside table on each side of the bed, and a shelf would be added above the beds.  It was tight with the slide in, but we would make it work.  So once I had everything out of the RV that we would need, I drove it to the RV shop where they would modify the bedroom by building the bases for the beds and moving the plumbing around for the water tank.

I also wanted to have the ability to move the bed bases back to being a King sized bed, if I needed to move it back in the future, I would just have to remove a set of bolts and the bed with the storage can be moved with very little issues.

The renovation on the bedroom was going to take the rest of this week and into the next week.  I had ordered new mattresses for the new beds and they should arrive next Monday.  In the mean time we brought the king sized mattress into the house, as I will put that in the guest room, as it needed a new bed.

Through the afternoon we both alternated between working on laundry, getting work caught up around the house, and planning our next trip.  With it being winter, we wanted to be able to stay in warm areas if possible.  I’ve drove around the country for the last 5 months, now with it getting cold, I’m not looking forward to winter and guess what, I don’t have to; that is if I don’t want to.

“So where do you want to go from here?” I asked Max

“Wherever the wind blows us I guess.” He replied

“What would you think about flying up to Iceland to see the Northern Lights, next weekend, just fly there for a week and then when we come back we go some place warm.

“Sounds fun, I’ll need to get my really cold gear that I had shipped home when I go home this weekend.  My passport is still valid for another two years, so that is good” Max said

I had James, my assistant start making the reservations for airfare, car,  hotel, tours.  As soon as I had a hotel name and address I had a case of diapers shipped to the hotel.

With all our laundry done, we packed it all back into the totes that we use for clothes.  Since we were going to be staying here for another week, or so, I decided we needed to get a little bit more groceries than what he had on hand.

After sitting for 2 weeks my fresh water in the tank was nasty and stagnant tasting, so I found an RV park where I could dump and refill at.  I only had a half tank of water, but it needed dumped and sanitized along with cleaning the other two tanks.  I found a RV park close to the cruise port that let me fill up my fresh water tank, dumped the bleach into it, ran the water a bit to get the pipes filled with the bleach water.  Next stop was the RV park I would stay at for a few days.

I stayed near Disney, but did not really need to stay AT Disney.

I had called Max the night before to see if he was still in the area and if he wanted to meet up or not? He had said he was in the area for 3 more days and did want to meet for dinner.  As soon as I got parked I pulled out my cell and phoned up Max

“Hey there little one” He said, putting me straight into little mode.  “Did you enjoy your cruise without adult supervision?”

“I’m a big boy and don’t need supervision.” I said, obviously that is not going to be believable.  “Did you want to meet up to go out to dinner, or want me to pick you up or something?”

“Sure, when would work for you?” Max asked

“Well I got my fresh water tank full of bleach water.  I just have to empty the tanks out, refil and flush 2 more times.  I can empty the tanks quick and do a fill up and flush, then I just have one left to do later.” I said.

We ended up doing that period between lunch and dinner and sat and talked for over 2 hours, then he came back to the RV park and we talked for several more hours. As I finished the final flush and refil. 

“You have to waste all that water?  You filled, flushed and refilled 3 times.” He said

“Yes, unless I want to drink nasty water, or water that tastes like bleach.  I actually put a cup of bleach into the sewer tank and filled it up and sloshed it on the way up.  The whole RV stunk like sewer when I picked it up.” I said

“Gross”

“Yeah it is.  So what ya been doing?” I asked.

“Well I went to universal studios for a couple days, tried to have some fun but it’s not fun alone.” He said

“Well when do you fly out home?” I asked

“Wednesday, so I got 2 more days here” He said

“Any plans?” I asked

“Nope, running low on funds, probably just stay at the hotel by the pool” He said

“Well we could hit up EPCOT tomorrow, or the magic kingdom, my treat” I said.

“I mean if you want to, I don’t want to mooch off you, or impose on your plans, hold you up or anything” He said

“It’s no problem, if I had wanted to be alone or not invite you I would not have asked and offered.  So, What you doing when you go back home, any prospective job offers?”  I asked, Really getting to why I wanted to see him again.

“Nope nothing new, probably go work for the fall and winter at the grocery store and then hope for something in the spring. Or possibly go back to Colorado and hope to find work in the national park or forrests” He said, kinda bummed out about the situation.

“I’m just throwing an idea out there, how would traveling around the country with a special little one and his kitty cat sound?” I said, just off the cuff

You could see his mind finally work out what I had just said and try to wrap his mind around it all.  “But I can’t afford that, I need to be working to pay my student loans back. I don’t have the money to be able to travel around as I please.”

“What if you actually could do just that, travel around as you please and not worry about the bills and never be alone in your travels?” I said

“I’m not as lucky as you are to be able to not worry about the bills.  Are you asking what I think you are asking?  But what about my student loans, or other money, I mean how would I pay my bills, you’re not wanting to pay my bills out of your money and I wouldn’t feel right doing that either” He rambled

“I have not been truly open and honest with you, and I want to be.  I am who I say I am, but the circumstances around how I can do all this is, I have not given you the whole picture.” I said, hoping he was not upset with me.

“What do you mean, you’ve been lying to me?” He said growing upset.

“I hate to be vague and do this but my lawyers say I have to for my own safety.  Can I trust you with my deepest secrets, stuff you can never reveal to anybody including your parents or mine?” I said being serious

“What is it that you are so secretive about?” He asked growing more annoyed.

“In February I bought a lotto ticket when the pot was like 225 mill.  I won the whole thing.  Took home 150 Mill.  Nobody but me, my lawyer and now you know, not even my parents though I think they have an idea or so, just not how much” I said

“Bull shit!!!” He said not believing a word of it

“Google 250 million mega millions winner.  It comes up as Jdapizzaguy LLC winning it.  J for Jason da pizza guy”

“Ok” He said as he looked up the search results, and I pulled out of my wallet the info I have showing I am who I am, like the Amex and other credit cards in the business my name.

“Holy Shit!!” He said

“Yeah” I said

“So you were serious about the whole coming with you thing?” He looked at me inquisitively

“I sure was. Now my lawyer says that I have to have you sign a NDA and there is an agreement of what I am offering” I said.  Basically my lawyer wanted me to have him sign the NDA before telling him about the winnings, as it is not wise that somebody knows that info, but I did it anyways. 

Basically the agreement was that I would pay his student loans as long as he was traveling with me, plus 6 months. He would get an amount of money for his own use each month that he can either use or save, all normal expenses on the road would be covered as well. If he wanted to leave at any time, he had a guarantee of return travel home. 

I told him that he could think about it.  If he had to go back home, I’d fly him back to where I was at when he was ready to join me.

“So what do you get out of this?” He asked

Good question there…. “Well I get somebody who I truly enjoy being with, somebody who seems to truly enjoys and accepts me for who I am.  We both get to travel and keep each other company.  I’m not looking for sex, like we both talked about on the cruise, just somebody to be with.  I know it is a big decision, and I respect that if you don’t want to do it, or want time to think about it, or never want to see me again.  All I ask is that you keep my secret secret.” I said

“You know, how about I think about it for the next few days, like what I would tell my folks that I am doing, they’d never understand the whole diaper and ABDL thing.  I’ll have to think about it.”  He said.

By now the afternoon had turned into evening and the sun was setting in the September sky. I had ordered in Pizza, as my food supply was really limited after being on a cruise for 2 weeks.  While waiting for the pizza, Max decided that I needed a diaper change.  When he got done changing my diaper he left me in just my onsie and we went back outside.  I was not normally this barely dressed, and to be honest was embarrassed when the pizza guy came and I was sitting in my lawn chair in just a onsie and diaper, sucking on my binky.

We ate and max tucked me into bed and left.  I dreamed about what life would be like with him with me.  I still had so many more places that I wanted to see before heading back home. I hoped Max could come with me.

I didn’t hear anything from him the next day, and it was late that night around midnight when I got a call.

“Hello” I said

“Hello little one, shouldn’t you be in bed?” He said in his daddy tone

“I would have been but somebody decided to call me” Smartly replying

“Let’s do this!” Was all he said

“Huh” I said not catching what he was offering

“I’m going to take you up on your offer, I have thought it through and I’m ready to give it a try.  Might need to get some things, seeing as I only packed for a vacation.” He said

“That’s fine we can go shopping, or have stuff shipped from home or wherever.  I got to go shopping at a walmart tomorrow, rations are getting slim.” I said

“I can drop my stuff off tomorrow and then we can turn in my rental and go over the details” he said “sorry for calling so late, was on the phone with my parents telling them about this.  My dad was not happy, my mom was worried too”

“What did you tell them?” Wondering if he let it slip what was really going on.

“I told them I was going to be traveling with a conservation group doing shit like planting trees and shit” He said, which sounded like a good cover story. “My dad was mad because I had said I was going to be home to work the holidays, my mom just worries about me all the time.”

It was then that it dawned on me, there is thanksgiving and christmas coming up, and he may want to get back home to his parents, and they likely wanted to see him too. 

“So tomorrow, come over whenever, and use the code for the door, well need to plan out what we want to do and go.  I love you but I am too tired to stay up longer” I said and we ended the call

The next morning I woke up and got some coffee brewing and I had scrambled some eggs that I got the day before, still in my night diaper I hear a car door shut and a knock at my side door.

“Come in” I said before the first knock, as I had seen who it was on the security cameras.

“Somebody is up early.  I came over so I could get you up and changed, but you’re already up.” Max Said

“Yeah I wake up early, go to bed early too.  That is usually the plan, sometimes I get up early to get a sunrise, or stay up late to do a overnight time lapse too.” I said

I gave him the tour of the RV, all the controls, and such, the rules of things like what can go down the sink, and the toilet and what needs trashed, about water usage and such.

“So just a question that I had not thought about, where will I sleep, do you want me to share the bed in the back with you?” He asked

“Well it is a king sized bed , but there is also the sofa that converts into a bed too.  I can also see if I can get the bedroom modified to have 2 twin beds if that would be better, but that won’t be unless we swing back to ohio, which leads me to a question for you.  With Thanksgiving and Christmas coming up, do you want to go home to see your family for those?” I asked

“I can share the bed with you, I just didn’t know if we wanted to get that much involved or not.  I too was wondering about the holidays, my folks asked if I was at least coming home for Christmas, I told them I didn’t know.”

“Yeah I was thinking about going home for Thanksgiving for a few days, or a week.  By then it will have been almost 5 months since I have been back to my house.” I said

We unpacked his stuff into the RV, returned his rental car and then came back to the RV and plotted out our plans.  The goal was to be home that Monday before Thanksgiving, which allowed us to have some wiggle room before the holiday.  After figuring out our game plan, we made a shopping list of food and other items we would need and then took off in the Fiat to the local stores.  I had to pickup some stuff at the local FedEx store too, more diapees.

I had another 3 days booked at the campground, so we decided that tomorrow we would go back to disney, because you really cannot have too much time at disney.  It was magical as I was dressed up as my toddler self and did not need to act grown up at all, I even called Max ‘Daddy’ a few times.  We rode all the rides we could and stayed for the fireworks, though I was dog tired when we got back to the car, and max drove us back to the campground.  I woke up when we crossed over the speed bumps entering the campground and made it into the RV.  I wanted to start to download my photos and video like I normally do, but daddy had other plans.

“It’s your bedtime buddy, let’s get you changed and maybe you can come back out here and copy the files over, but then it is off to bed for you”, Max said as he directed me to the bedroom and grabbed the changing supplies and got me in my night diaper and a clean onsie.  I was allowed to load the SD cards from the cameras onto the hard drive and start the backup onto the cloud, but was sent to bed with a bottle.

Max slept on the sofa that night, which honestly is comfy, I slept on it many times while waiting for an upload to finish, or watching tv.

I woke up the next morning to Zorro meowing that he was about to die of starvation and felt the soggy crinkle of my diaper.  I found max on the sofa in just a t-shirt and some track pants.  I truly tried to be as quiet as I could, but I could only be so quiet.

I got the coffee pot started and fried myself an egg and left the skillet on the stove in case Max wanted some when he woke up.  I grabbed my MacBook and sat at the dinette and started to do my blog post and edit videos and photos.  It was probably an hour or so when Max finally awoke.

“Hey baby, did you sleep good?  I smell coffee, and you got breakfast too” He said

“Uh huh, but I’m soakee and need to poopy” I said in a little voice.

“Well you can go ahead and mess then baby, it’s ok, daddy will change you.” He said. 

I sure hope that messing was not going to be a normal thing, as I don’t like it, but maybe it won’t be that bad if I am not the one changing it.  I got up and sat on my heels and pushed the load out into my diaper.

“That’s daddy’s good baby. You tinky though.  Let’s get that butt changed” He said as he directed me back to the bedroom.  He changed me out of my soiled diaper, and directed me to get a shower and he would be waiting for me.

I went and got a shower and came back to the bedroom where a fresh diaper was waiting for me.  Max re-diapered me before sending me back to the computer so he could take a shower.  When he emerged he went into the bedroom and got dressed and came back to me working on today’s blog.

“So what ya want to do today? Little one?” He said

“Well I need to finish this blog and video, and then I dunno, wanna do wizarding world an universal?” I said, my face lighting up

“Sure buddy, let’s get a diaper bag packed for you and some snacks” He said as he grabbed my backpack that I used for a diaper bag and stocked it up with changing supplies and then put some snacks in a backpack that he carried.  We headed over to universal studios and spent the whole day immersed in the wizarding world of Harry Potter.

Around 2:00 pm after we had been there a few hours, Max asked an employee where the family or handicapped bathroom was.  They directed us to it and Max ushered me into the bathroom and hoisted me up onto the very large changing table and began changing my diaper without me have even asked for it. 

“I could tell that you were going to be needing a fresh diaper soon, did you need to do #2 while we are here?” To which I shook my head that I did not.

“Ok,  but if you need to go from now until we get back to the RV it is going to be in your diaper” He said, which I understood.

We  finally ended up at City Walk for dinner before  heading back to the RV. I was allowed to stay up later as we both sat outside by the fire and under the stars.

“So tomorrow you want to stay here more or hit the road?” I asked

“I dunno, did you want to do more or not?” He said

“I’m cool either way” I replied

“Let’s decide in the morning, OK?”

“Sure thing, I’m almost done editing and uploading” I said

That night after he changed me and tucked me in, he climbed into the bed with me and snuggled up to me and patted my bottom and called me a crinkly baby.

The next morning we awoke and had breakfast.  Then we decided to head north.  I got out the packing up checklist and I ran through it with him.  We decided since we both can drive, to not hook up the fiat until we got out of Orlando.  I had bought 2-way radios when I got the RV anyways and now I could use them. 

We got everything loaded, dumped, and disconnected and were on the road by 11 am.  We drove for about 90 minutes and pulled over at a truck stop, where we coupled the car up and he hopped into the RV and we drove north towards Jacksonville.

I pulled into an abandoned parking lot and we stopped for a quick snack and Max tried his hand at driving and backing the RV with the car attached, when he felt he was comfortable enough he started out onto the roads, and I navigated.  We stuck to the less travelled roads and 4 lane highways until he got the hang of it.  While navigating I had found a free campsite near Tybee Island, GA.  We would stop here for the night or maybe two, as the sun was almost set.  Luckily we got a pull thru spot and could leave the car hooked up. 

I grabbed the handy dandy checklist and did the process for boondocking, and then we made dinner.  OK, Max did most of it, but I helped.  We had spaghetti with meat sauce.  I was just about to sit down to eat when max came up behind me and fastened a bib around my neck.  I forgot I even had a bib, he had found it in the towel drawer in the kitchen.

“Don’t want to get your nice clothes dirty Little one” He said as he snapped the bib in the back and then sat down to eat himself.

“About the only time I get spaghetti is when I go out to eat, I just never fix the right amount of pasta when I make it, and waste stuff.  I either make too much pasta, or not enough, and then since it is just me I end up throwing half of the sauce away and the extra pasta too” I said. “Usually I am just Chicken nuggets, pizza rolls, and pot pies in the oven”

It goes without saying that I was a messy eater and had sauce on the bib and some on my face too.  When max and I were finished he grabbed my plate and stacked it on top of his and came behind me and wiped my face with a wet paper towel and removed my bib before clearing the table.  Outside of being changed by him I had never felt so little.

We spent the night there, and then saw the sights the next morning and day before returning that evening for another overnight.  The next morning it was time to head out.  Hooked the car back up, ran through the checklist and headed up to myrtle beach where we stayed for a few days.

I had been monitoring the weather situation and decided that we needed to head towards our next stop.

We drove from Myrtle beach to Cherokee NC, it took both of us taking turns driving, as we were trying to beat the snow and ice.  Once we reached Cherokee NC, we stayed for a night at a local RV park and the next morning we uncoupled the car from the RV and Max followed in the fiat as we wound our way up the newfound gap road into the Great Smokey Mountain National park.  We passed Clingman’s dome, stopping at the newfound gap state line parking lot, and then back tracked in the fiat to Clingmans dome.  I had energy but about half way up I was ready to stop, but Max said “If we made it this far, we need to finish”

It was worth feeling like I was dying to see it.  The highest point in the smokies, I got some excellent photos and videos.  The walk back down was hard to keep myself from just running down but then my feet could not keep up and I almost fell on the trail.  Max turned into daddy mode “Maybe somebody needs a harness to keep them from running off”

Which caused me to blush as there were others around and he wasn’t quiet about it.  He pulled me over to one of the benches and took out a sippy cup and a bottle of water and filled the cup and handed it to me.  “We’re gonna rest for 10 minutes and then we can walk the rest of the way” He said

I just sat there and drank my sippy cup in my overalls while people walked by and smiled at me.  When we got to the bottom I wanted to go to the gift shop.  I got a magnet and a candy bar, which I promptly ate.

We got back to the car and Max said he had to use the bathroom and asked if I needed changed. 

“Not yet, but probably later” I said and he left to go to the bathroom.

I took the time to check my phone, but there was no cell service up here.  I waited patiently for Max to come back, then we headed back to the RV.  Once inside he directed me to the bedroom and checked my diaper and changed me.  We then continued the rest of the way through the Smoky Mountain National Park, going about 25 miles per hour the whole way.  Max followed in the Fiat, making it easier to handle the curves with just the RV and not a tow vehicle.

I was never so happy to get into a town and park the RV.  We had called a campground to reserve a spot for a few days and got all setup before the sun set.  That night we cooked some hamburgers on the grill and sat around the fire.  I had brought my MacBook out and finished uploading some photos and did my daily blog post.  I was out like a light probably 5 minutes after Max got me ready for bed.  I did not even remember him getting in the bed next to me.

The next morning I awoke to find the bed empty but the coffee pot going along with the smell of breakfast foods being cooked.  “Good morning sleepyhead.  Breakfast is almost ready, let me get finished and then we can get you changed” He said as I emerged from the bedroom with my soggy diaper in between my legs.

I noticed his iPad sitting on the table, and I opened my MacBook to check the overnight progress, which had completed.  Just about then I was directed back to the bedroom and changed before being told to wash my hands and then I could eat.

Again as I sat down a bib was put around my neck as the plate was put in front of me and then his as he sat down.  “So what you want to do today?” I asked as we munched on some bacon, eggs and cinnamon rolls.

“I dunno, wanna do Cades Cove, or go into Gatlinburg or maybe to the Island or somewhere. What you want to do?” He replied

“Today is your choice, you do so much for me and you should decide what we do every now and then” I said, “frankly anything in the area should be fun to do.”

We decided to go drive Cades Cove and then go to the island for dinner.  The next day we drove into Gatlinburg and spent the whole day there, going to the aquarium, riding the tram to the ski resort, walking to all the shops on the parkway.  By the time we were done that second day in Gatlinburg it was dark and I was sleepy.  We got back to the RV and I started the upload and crashed in the bed. I barely remember being changed and it was the morning. 

That morning it was cereal and milk, as we wanted to eat light since we had tickets to see a lunch show.  The comedy show was funny, and the food was great too.  After that we decided that with the weather going to change overnight that we needed to be heading towards home base. 

We got back to the RV around 2:00 PM and were heading north by 4:00, not the best time to start out trying to leave the area, but we managed to make it out of the area and into Kentucky by night fall.  We made it to Corbin Kentucky and stopped at a KOA for the night.  I hopped out, got the car detached and Max backed the RV into a spot, I grabbed the power cord and plugged in and we ventured into the night to get some food, just some fast food.

The next morning we were both up at 6 AM, I grabbed the power cord, we stopped and dumped our holding tanks, filled up on clean water and then I followed Max in the car to the travel stop (truck stop), filed up on fuel for both the car and RV.  We then pulled into the parking lot for Cracker Barrel and went inside.  It was then I realized that in our haste to get on the road, that I was still in my track pants and a printed onsie, and it was somewhat obvious that I was diapered, oh well!

The waitress came over to our table and did a double take at my attire.  “Well aren’t you just cute. Can I get you two something to drink?  Coffee, Chocolate Milk” She said, directing the chocolate milk line towards me.

“I’ll take a coffee, cream, Splenda, He’ll have chocolate milk please, and can you use this” Max said as he reached into his backpack and pulled out a large sippy cup of mine.

“Sure thing hon. We don’t want somebody spilling anything do we” She said as she turned to me.

“She probably thinks I’m mentally handicapped” I said to max, to basically explain why I am dressed like this and being treated this way.

“I’d peg your age by your size as 15, and the way you dress takes about 5 years off that, add in the diapers and yeah, you’re about right” Max said

She soon came back with my sippy cup and Max’s coffee, and had a paper placemat and some crayons.  “Would he like some crayons to color with?” She asked Max

“I’m sure he would, right buddy?” Max said trying to play along

“Thank you very much” I said, making sure she knew I could talk

“Are you ready to order?” She asked

I ordered for myself crepes with sweet cream and cherries,  Max got eggs and sausage and grits.  Thank God Max did not bring a bib, he probably should have through cause I got cherries on my onsie, but no spilled drink. 

When we were finished our waitress came back over again.  “Was your meals great? Did you need anything else for the road, more coffee or chocolate milk?”

“I’ll have a large coffee with cream and sugar and the same for him” I said

She looked at Max to be sure coffee was ok for me and he nodded, “He’s 25 after all”

“What?  I would have thought 12 maybe, and if you don’t mind me saying I thought at first that you might have been a little disabled too” She said hoping she did not overstep or insult.

“Nope 25, I just like to live my life as a toddler, this is my Daddy who takes care of me.”  I said, for the first time ever calling Max ‘daddy’

“I can tell you two have a very special bond” She said as she scooted away to get the coffees.  Max and I just kinda chuckled at the sight of messing with the normal people.

When she came back I paid the tab and gave her a nice large tip.  “Thank you for taking great care of us and not judging”

“Hon, you gots to be who you wanna be no matter what anybody else thinks” She said

We headed out the door, got the car connected and headed north, pulling off about 2.5 hours later outside ohio to stretch the legs and switch drivers.  We drove for another 2 hours and stopped off in a walmart parking lot. 

“So do you want to boondock tonight and then head towards your parents, or push through to my place tonight and I can drop you off in the morning, or what?” I asked

“You know what, let’s just push through to your place and spend the day tomorrow unpacking, doing laundry, cleaning and resting.  They aren’t expecting me really, so it will be a surprise anyways.” He said

I had that next week to think about what was on my mind.  I didn’t hook up with anybody this time, and kept to myself.  I honestly got off in port in Bermuda and the other stops, but just long enough to go shopping and got back on the ship.  I ended up finding a nice spot on the lounge deck and would sit there and catch up on emails, reviewing and answering comments, FaceTiming my parents, checking on the kitty cat, and working on some plans for after the cruise.  I also edited videos and wrote blog posts and more. 

The crew was used to seeing me in all sorts of juvenile outfits, some older adults gave me weird looks, most probably thought I was special.  The staff always seemed to fawn over me, might have been the nice tips, or might have been that I am easy to please.  They always seemed to have some fruity drinks, be it smoothies, virgin daiquiris, or just a simple iced tea.

My dinner table mates weren’t anywhere near as interesting this cruise, drunk college kids, the first 3 nights out of the 6 person table there were just myself and 1 or two others.  The 4th night my waiter placed a family of 4 at the table with me, of course they asked if I was ok with it or not.  I said “why not, no problem for me”

When the mom and dad came by, the dad looked at me with a raised eyebrow, the mom broke the ice and said “well how cute are you, we’ve been wanting to talk to you all cruise”

Me taken aback, could only get an “uh ok.  I’m Jason, nice to meet you, look if my attire is a problem, I can ask them to move me to a single table”

“No, it is perfectly fine the father pipped up, we all should be as brave and confident as you to be comfortable with their self.  I’m Jeff and this is my wife Cindy, my boys Axl and Marcus.” He said as they sat down. The boys waiving hello.

At first guess the boys were probably 11 to 13, just at that age where they will follow mom and dad around, not old enough to be left alone, just beginning to be embarrassed to be around mom and dad; give it a year and the older one will refuse to accompany them.  Both of them had shorts on with long calf high socks on, and the youngest one kinda had a walk much like an old western cowboy who just got off a horse, swaying back and forth.

“So uh where you all from, Ohio here, but I’ve been traveling for the last 5 months almost.” I said

“Were from Regina, Saskatchewan Canada” Cindy said

I almost choked on the way they say it. It sounded like vagina, except with an R.  “Is that how it’s pronounced” I asked

“Yes, you all probably call it Rah GEEna” Jeff said

I nodded my head yes.  “So how old are your boys?”

“I’m 12” The older one who was introduced as Axl said, and he pointed to Marcus and said he was 10.

“Cool, Believe it or not I’m 25” I said

“I’d have guessed maybe 4 or 5” Marcus said, smiling and giggling

“Yeah I get that often I must look young for my age or something” I said, taking it all in stride.

“It’s ok sweetie, we know that some people are children who will never grow up, don’t we she said looking at the boys” Cindy said, as the boys nodded in unison.

We all placed our orders and started the appetizers.

“We’re sort of fans of yours, I think we’ve seen all your videos” Jeff said

OH CRAP! People know who I am, and their kids watch me.

“I wish I could go out dressed like you do”, Axl said, which caught me WAY off guard

“Really?” I said wondering why an almost teenager would want to dress like me

“We wear diapers too” Marcus said, and not too quietly

“Both the boys are incontinent due to birth defects, spina bifida.  It effects Marcus more in the walking department but both of them have bladder and sometimes bowel incontinence. But they both know that they can regress if it helps them handle their situation” Jeff said

“I should be honest with you, I am not incontinent, but am an adult baby, I wear by choice” I said, as I make sure I never say I am incontinent in my videos.  “My videos aren’t really geared for children either”

“It’s ok” Axl said, “we know there are people out there who like wearing, you have to be who you feel like.  I mean I have to wear, but it doesn’t mean that I have to be ashamed about it.  We got things like onesies and footie jammies too, and sometimes when I have a bad day I just like to hug my teddy bear and drink a bottle”

“I was a bedwetter growing up, and probably stayed in them longer than I needed to be, I was probably a little older than you when my parents thought I stopped, but that is when my little side just was getting started.”

We made small talk about the life on the road, how Canada was, and that I might actually get up there some day.  How the kids liked school and how they handled the incontinence with kids their age being so mean.

I waited until they had ordered dessert before ordering mine; it would seem rude to eat a ton of sweets in front of the kids, if their parents did not let them order… but I had no fear, as both boys ordered cake and ice cream.  I followed suit as well.

We all finished up and I bid them farewell and said I would see them around, and they were welcome to sit with me anytime and thanks for following my blog.

I did see them later that night at the outdoor movie and this time both boys were in wheelchairs and their PJ’s, and I could definitely see a diaper bulge on both.  Axel even had a childish sippy cup he was actively drinking from as well.

“Nice to see you again” I said

“Figured we would get them ready for bed and then catch the late movie.  They both got tired of walking around, so it is better to just use the wheelchairs.” Cindy said, as she sipped a drink.

I was headed to a table to work on my laptop to send and read my emails and update my blog.  I had some stickers in my laptop bag for the boys as well, which they were thankful for.

I quickly finished up the work I had to do and watched the rest of the movie.  At the end I saw Cindy and Jeff wheeling two sleeping boys towards the elevators, as I stepped into another one and back to my suite where I had a soaked diaper to change and then I fell asleep with a bottle of sugar free juice.

I would see the family around here and there on the cruise, and we ate dinner that last night of the cruise again.  This time both were in their wheelchairs, walking around this big ship was just too much for them and they got tired quickly.  Heck I logged like 20 miles of walking this cruise and most of the time I sat in one place all day.

I did notice that this time, both boys had their sippy cups with them and were noticeably dressed a bit more childish in clothes that had juvenile prints on them, like paw patrol, Dora, Sesame Street, and such on them.

“Nice outfits guys” I said when I saw them

“Thank you” They both said

“I decided that I wanted to wear my little stuff, and Marcus said he would too” Axel said

“Did you guys have fun on the cruise?” I asked

“We sure did, it was so much fun” Marcus said

“I personally am ready to get back in my RV and get my kitty and hit the road again, but mostly to sleep in my own bed” I said

“Me too, I miss my bed at home” Marcus said

“So any plans after the cruise or just headed home?” I asked

“I dunno, there may be a surprise or two after the cruise, or then again we may just go home.  I guess the boys will just have to wait and see” Jeff said.  “You?”

“Also not entirely sure, I just tend to go where the wind blows me.  I know I got to pick up my cat Zorro, and the RV, might meet up with a friend, might hit Disney again, or may just head up the coast” I said, being honest, as I had several things still up in the air.

We finished dinner and exchanged contact info.

On my final night when the staff all had their envelopes I made sure my cabin steward that I had for both cruises was tipped very very well. I think he was tipped $1000, and the waiter a couple hundred too.

I had went back to my suite that night and started packing everything up.  I had a duffle bag full of diapers to pack up including larger things of powder and wipes and such.  I placed those outside my cabin door that night to have them unloaded off the ship, so that morning I would only need to drag my camera case, and a small rolling suitcase and my backpack/diaper bag off with me.  I laid out what I was going to wear in the morning when I got up.  I then logged in on my laptop and worked out some final details before tomorrow.

About an 10:30 PM I got a text on my phone.  It was Cindy, I knew because I had saved their info on my phone.

Hello Jason, This is Cindy,I messed up and set all our bags outside the door, and forgot to keep back enough diapers, and they already took ours.  Do you have any spares?  If not I can check medical and see or try to get some baby diapers.

Yes I have some smaller ones, what’s your cabin?

It was a good thing that she had texted when she did, as they had not yet came to get my suitcase yet, my cabin steward said they would get mine in the early morning.  I grabbed some smaller ABU and Tykables, along with some pull-up style diapers and put them in a bag and made my way to their cabin.

I knew I was in the right place as the door number plate also had a wheelchair logo on it, meaning it was a handicapped room.  I knocked on the door and  Cindy answered and invited me in.  Jeff was sitting on the balcony and I could see and hear the boys playing. She invited me in and the boys looked over from the TV and noticed me and said hello but didn’t come over right away.

“I tried to find some of the ones I had that were smaller, and there’s a few goodnites that I had as well.  Do you think that will get you through the night and tomorrow till we all get off the ship” I asked

“Yes those should be enough, I just have to change them for bed, and then in the morning.  If you give me a few I will get them changed and then I was hoping to talk a bit to you.” Cindy said as she picked up the diapers and walked over to the boys who were still in their wheelchairs.

She started with Axel, the older one, by helping him get out of his chair and into the bed.  She then grabbed the waistband of his track pants and pulled them down revealing the long leg braces and over the knee length socks that he wore, and that he had a onsie on too.  She started by removing the rigid leg brace that was overtop of the sock. Then the socks and finally she unsnapped the onsie and pushed it up out of the way revealing a wet looking plain white diaper with a blue wetness indicator.

She motioned for me to go out on the balcony and join Jeff.

“Well good evening buddy” Jeff said to me in a fatherly tone

“Hi, how ya doing” I replied back as I took a seat. “So did you tell the boys that they are going to Disney tomorrow?”

“Nope, it is going to be a surprise to them.  Heck it was a surprise to us too!” Cindy said.

I had surprised them with 4 day park hopper tickets to Disney and some universal tickets as well.

“Yeah I have a few supporters who were able to pull some strings, I just can’t see wasting a good trip to Florida and not going to Disney.  When you told me that you all had no definite return date to Canada, as you’re allowed to be in the US for up to 60 days.  I made a few inquiries with my connections.” I said, knowing that I had a few ABDL friends in the Orlando area who worked at the theme parks in management, and I might have also paid for some of it too… call it a Make a wish trip if you will.

“So how do the boys handle being in school with other kids and having to deal with their disability and being in diapers?” I asked, knowing it has to be tough at their age.

“Axel has had a rough year, and Marcus is noticing issues too. Axel has realized that other kids see and treat him different, he lags socially, as he always says ‘mom, nobody invites me over as I’m no fun’.  Nobody invites them to sleep over, many of the kids make comments about diapers, or if they have a bowel accident and smells.” Jeff said

“When they were 4 and 6 it was not as hard as not too many people would say something if a diaper or pull-up peaked out, now when you take a 12 year old into the ladies room people get all bent out of shape, because there’s not always a family restroom to use.  Not to mention that most teenagers don’t have their mom changing their diapers; but he will change himself if he has to he just likes me to do it and I don’t object.  At home they have medical beds with rails, so they sometimes get embarrassed to have friends over who might say something.” Cindy lamented

“The few friends they have, are good kids and we are so thankful that they are great kids. Though as they get older, those friends become fewer, as they get involved in sports and other friends” Jeff said

“Again thank you so much for your company this trip, and for the tickets.  I’ve told the boys that they can be big boys or not, that I don’t care. They deserve this time to be themselves” Cindy said

“Well it is getting late, I best get back to my room and get done packing” I said as I slipped quietly out of the suite as the two boys were sleeping.

I got back to my suite around midnight, got changed and fell asleep.

The next morning my cabin steward had left me a handwritten note on the table along with my normal coffee and danish.

Thank you so very much for cruising with us
and allowing me to serve you
these past two weeks. 
You have been a very good little boy
and your generosity is so greatly appreciated. 
Enjoy your travels.
Prakash

I chuckled at the ‘ very good little boy’ part, as I am certain he knew just what I was this whole time, a good little boy.

I ate my breakfast, got a shower, got changed and then loaded up the remaining stuff into my bags and got off the ship to customs.  I cleared customs and headed out to the shuttle that took me over to my car.  Quickly loaded the car up and headed over to where the RV was parked. I unloaded my luggage from the car, checked my batteries that they were charged up, checked my propane, and water levels, and then checked to see if my freezer stuff had stayed frozen or not… luckily nothing thawed out.

I grabbed the cat carrier that I have for when I take Zorro to the vet, just in case somebody was cranky when I went and got him, and then I headed over to the kitty kat cabana to grab him.  Needless to say he was not happy with me, he ran up to me and hissed and hissed at me. The staff helped me calm him down and got him into the carrier, which he REALLY did not like one bit.  We drove back to where the RV was and I let him out and he hissed and meowed at me for about 10 minutes.  I mean I get it, I just up and left him somewhere for 2 weeks, but he got a vacation too.

Eventually he calmed down as the heat in the RV slowly cooled down as well.  Since I was just storing the RV, I could not have a 50 amp hookup to be able to run the AC, so I had to just have the fridge only plugged in along with the trickle charger for the batteries.  We had to find a place to plug in and cool down this RV.  Luckily I needed fresh water as well.

My assistant had booked me on 2 back to back cruises.  He had contacted the cruise line about my needs and that I would need to have diapers delivered to the ship.  He had told them I was incontinent.  I wanted to have enough with me since I was going to be on the ship for two weeks straight.

I headed up to the Coca Beach area where I did basically the same thing for a couple days before moving on to the next adventure.  I found a place to park the RV for a few days and a storage place that was available to store the RV and found a boarding place for Zorro. 

I had left him there a few days before and they said he was a real asshole the first day (that’s my boy!!).  Second day he slept most of the day, meowed for food and then slept some more. By the end of the day he started to come around to give some attention to the staff.  I hope he forgives me for leaving him there.

I had to buy some luggage.  I bought a large suitcase and a hard sided camera case for my camera gear.  I packed up all the clothes I anticipated needing, nice clothes, onesies, shortalls, shorts, pants, t-shirts and dress shirts, sandals, nice shoes and a pair of tennis shoes. I even packed a swim diaper or two, as I knew the ship thinking I was incontinent may give me some questioning when I went to use the hot tubs.

On the morning of September 27th, I drove the RV to the storage lot, then unhooked the fiat to finish some last minute errands.  I had to get some cash for tips and such on the cruises, so I stopped by a local branch and withdrew about 10 grand from my account.  I packed it hidden in my carry on and on my person.  I got some sunscreen and other supplies. Then I headed back to the storage facility to quickly store my weapon in the safe, turn off the propane, make sure I was plugged in to electric so my food didn’t thaw.  Checked in one more time with the pet boarding place on Zorro.

I then loaded up my suitcases and stuff and crammed them into the little Fiat’s trunk and backseat.  I headed over to the cruise port and parked and was shuttled over to the ship where I handed my large suitcase over to the porters and I rolled my small personal bag and camera case into the port.  I made it through security and into the boarding lines.  I quickly was given my sea pass and directed to the line to the ship. 

Since I had booked a suite I was afforded the luxury of early boarding and getting into my suite earlier than other guests.  I had been on a cheap short cruise with my parents when I was probably 13 and it was definitely not this level of service.

Pretty much as soon as I arrived, there was a knock at the door from my cabin attendant introducing themselves.  He explained that my supplies (the nice way of referring to my diapers) arrived and he had taken them and put them in the closet, which he opened up to show probably half the diapers I had shipped taken out of the package and stacked up.  I honestly just expected them to be in the box and

I had to unpack them.  I was a tad embarrassed because some of them were super thick and very printed like Safaris.  There was also a large covered trash can in the closet.

In the fridge there was an assortment of bottled water and juices.  I also had a large tumbler that looked more like a sippy cup, this was due to me purchasing the deluxe drink package.  Basically everything there was to drink on the ship was free.  My attendant Prakash left his number for me to call if I needed anything at all.

This suite was nice.. the bathroom was almost double of the size in my RV.  I had a balcony that I could sit on each morning too.  I had a couple hours before the ship left and wanted to get a quick bite to eat, so I got myself familiar with were I was and grabbed my DSLR and headed up to the buffet and got some fruit and some pastries.  As the other passengers were boarding, I noticed I was getting strange looks by some.  I mean I was wearing my red elastic waist shorts along with a blue tie dye onsie.

I made my way back to my suite and started unpacking my suitcase and camera gear. I got a much needed diaper change, a shower and got into a pair of denim shorts and a dinosaur onsie.  I had to do the muster drill, where I could already see people raising an eyebrow at my attire.  I took the time after the muster drill to walk around for a bit before my dinner time.

Many of the bars and clubs were beginning to open.  Along with the pool deck.  I pretty much took a 2 hour long walk with my soda glass all over the ship, stopping and get an ice cream cone before heading back to my cabin to change my soggy diaper. 

I elected to stay casual for that first night.  My dinner time was the first seating so I could enjoy the evening shows.  I was sat at a table of about 6 other people, which had a married couple and myself and several other single cruisers.  You could see the questions mounting in their head.

We all introduced ourselves, the couple had cruised several times before, and requested to sit with a large group.  One of the single guys was cruising by himself as a college graduation trip, and after he got done working at the ski resorts.  The females were just there for a post-spring break trip to get wasted, ahh drunk girls…

“So Jason, what is it you do?” Max the college graduate asked

“Well I kinda do whatever I want…. I travel the country in my RV with my cat making YouTube videos.  I guess I’m a travel blogger” I said

“How old are you like 19?” One of the girls asked

“Actually 25, I look young” I said

“You dress about 8” One of the girls snickered

“Yeah I know, when you can finally be who you truly want to be it is a great thing” I replied.

I ordered the prime rib, shrimp cocktail, a huge cheesecake and ice cream for dessert.  It was weird at the end of the meal to just leave… No waiting on the check.  I stopped by one of the many bars and had a daiquiri made with a lite amount of alcohol in it as I did not want to get too drunk.

I watched the night entertainment in the atrium, the comedy show in the theatre before venturing over to the night club where I ran into “the girls”. Or better yet the ‘woo girls’.  You know the ones who love to yell the mating call of ‘woooooooo’

Obviously they did not get the gay vibes I was putting off and grabbed me to go out on the dance floor.  Who I would later learn was Chelsey started dancing with me and grabbed my butt…. Earning her a whole handful of diaper.

“Uh do you wear a diaper?” She said

“Yep, all the time?” I said

“That must suck.” Chelsey said trying to be sympathetic

“No not at all, it’s normal for me after all this time.” I said leaving her to think I had to wear them

“I’m sorry about saying anything”

“Don’t be, it does not bother me at all. It is who I am.  I learned a long time ago not to be ashamed about it, it doesn’t solve anything” I said

We danced for a bit and I decided I needed to get my diaper changed.

“Hey I gotta run back to my cabin, want to meet up at the hot tubs in about 30 minutes?”

“Can you get in the hot tubs in a diaper?”

“I have swim diapers, it is fine” I said

I went back to my cabin and changed my diaper and washed up and then got into my swim diaper, being sure to get the most babyish looking one I owned too.  Then I put some board shorts on over it.  I grabbed my towel and headed up to the pool deck to meet the girls.

I found them at the hot tub already and I dropped my towel on a chair along with my sandals and slid into the hot tub.  We got to talking about what ourselves.

“I’m sorry, so Chelsea was saying that you have to wear diapers all the time?” Ellen asked

“Yes I wear diapers all the time, it’s not a big deal to me, it is just normal after all this time” I said, not letting on what that I don’t need them, nor how long I have been wearing them.

We continued to chat a bit and I said I was gonna run and grab a drink and would be right back.  As I stood up my trunks slid down some exposing my Sesame Street printed swin diaper.

“Awww how cute Sesame Street” Chelsea said

As I am walking away I heard Ellen say “Yep! Told ya so!’

I walked to the bar to get a virgin pina colada and came back to those two smiling at each other like they had been talking about something, and that something was me.

“Soooo, we were wondering, just why you wear diapers, and the cute little kids clothes too” Chelsea said.

“Ok, so are you one of those people who like to be babies” Ellen blurted out.

“Ellen, don’t just go straight to that, there’s probably a reason why” Chelsea said.

“No, you’re fine,   Ellen’s right, I am what they call an Adult Baby.  I enjoy being a toddler and wearing diapers.  I don’t really go to great lengths to hide it and have no problem admitting to it either as you can tell.” I said with confidence

“Oh cool, it’s good that you are confident and know what you want in life”. Chelsey said

“Yeah” Ellen said

“Thanks, it took me many years of inner torment to finally admit what I knew all along” I said

“So do you dress that way all the time?” Ellen asked

“Mostly unless I am out of clothes, or I feel my safety would be a problem.  I honestly have enough adult looking clothes to go a few days, other than that I would have to buy more, and my storage space is limited in the RV” I said. “I’ve been in the RV for the almost 4 months traveling from ohio, to the Grand Canyon, to California, to Seattle, to Yellowstone, the rockies, glacier national park and more.  I’m not done yet, this is just a break from driving and fending for myself.”

“Dang what do you do for money, we saved for a year for this trip?” Ellen asked

“I’m a travel blogger, I make money from YouTube, I invest, saved every penny, and may have come into a little money to help me along the way too”

“So where to from here?” Chelsea asked

“Not sure, I have a back to back cruise.  Bahamas this week, Bermuda next week with St. Kits. Then I think I may go up the coast maybe up to canada and back to ohio or something.  I really have no timeframe to get home.” I said

I stayed in the hot tub for a little longer and then bid the ladies ado as I headed back to my cabin.  I got back there, used the potty for #2 and got diapered up and fell asleep hugging my teddybear.  I slept so good, the back and forth rocking of the ship literally rocked me to sleep.  I awoke to a knock at my suite’s door.  It was room service; I had forgotten that I put down that I wanted a cup of coffee, danish, banana and a yogurt.  So here I am in a baby printed onsie and diaper answering the cabin door, wonder what that waiter thought.

I ate my danish and yogurt while I sipped my coffee and checked my email on the balcony in just my onsie and diaper.  After I was done, I decided that I might want to get my self showered and presentable.  I got my sodden diaper changed, showered, re-diapered up and then put on some shorts and a onsie and headed to get more of a breakfast in the buffet.

I sat down and ordered a mimosa along with waffles and bacon.  I had tucked my napkin in my shirt like a bib and was eating as Ellen and Chelsea slowly walked into the dining room and joined me.

“Good thing you got a bib, don’t wanna get your clothes all messy” Ellen said as I looked down and saw that I had in fact dripped some syrup on my front.

“Yeah, I guess so” I said as I sipped my chocolate milk that I had ordered.  The mimosa just wasn’t sitting well this morning.  “What time did you two get to bed last night”

“About 4 this morning” Chelsea said

“Crap, I was totally in bed for like 3 hours by then.  I left you two and went back to my cabin, uploaded all my photos and video to my MacBook and then got ready for bed and was out like a light.  Keep in mind, when I am on the road, I am usually in bed by midnight as it is, or at least relaxed by the fire or on the sofa”

“Is this your YouTube channel?” Chelsea said as she held up her phone to me

“Yep, Adventures with Zorro Cat” I said proudly as I opened my iPad

“You didn’t leave that kitty in your RV for two weeks did you, that’s so mean”

“Lord no, can you imagine the destruction he would do in two weeks.  No, that asshole is at the pet palace, grumpy as ever” I said as I pulled up a video of him just flopping down in the middle of the floor.

“He’s so cute, and funny” Ellen said

“Yeah that’s the parts that are suitable for YouTube.  What you don’t see is when he wakes me up bright and early and demands to be fed, how he turned on the kitchen sink and drained all my fresh water so he could bat at the water, or my favorite how he brings me presents and drops them on my face while I sleep” I said

“Like what do you mean by presents?” Chelsea asked

“He dropped a dead mouse on my face!” I said as Ellen about choked laughing

“But I love him and would be lost without him?” I said. “What’s on your plans today for this day at sea?  I think I am just going to find a place to relax, maybe eat some ice cream, see the ice show, or another show.  In the last 4 months I have travelled close to 15,000 miles, often staying some place for one day or two and then moving on.    So now I am just kinda laying back and relaxing.”

“We’re gonna try to ride the Flow-rider and zip line. You should come watch” Chelsea said

“I guess, just let me know when, sounds like fun to watch.  Any plans for tomorrow, I think I have a tour booked and then a sunset cruise to shoot photos on.” I said

“I think we have the sunset cruise too. It sounded fun to do” Ellen said

I found a nice comfy spot on a deck under cover and started writing about my travels, responding to comments on videos, and emails.  I face timed with my mom for a bit too.  Got an ice cream cone, another frozen drink, read a little bit of a Jimmy Buffett book and then headed up top to watch the people on the flow rider.  Both Ellen and Chelsea wiped out, though they went longer than some others.

I went and took an hour nap before getting ready for dinner.  That night I had some great Italian dish that I could not really pronounce, a shrimp cocktail for my appetizer, Salad, and a piece of Key Lime Pie.  The married couple was not with us this evening, they had reservations at the steakhouse.  Max the other guy joined us but was kinda quiet.

“So just a question, do you always dress like a kid?” He asked, almost annoyed that he had to ask.

“Yes, almost all the time unless I don’t think it is safe to do so.  That’s just my style and who I am.” I said

After dinner I went to the theatre and saw another show before going over to the dance club for a bit, ran into the girls.  I read that there was going to be an LGBTQ+ dance party in another club, so I headed over there and got my dance moves on.  I felt somebody grinding against me and getting a handful of diapered ass.  I turned around and found it was Max.  He was smiling from ear to ear too.

“Hey diaper boy” he whispered in my ear.

“Hey” I whispered back “Does that crinkle make you horny?”

“Not sure, but very interested” He said.

I motioned over to an empty table and we left the dance floor.  “So how did you know?” I asked

“Oh I had my suspicions, from last night, and then tonight at dinner I was more certain” He said

“Honestly I thought after tonight you were somewhat disgusted with my attire” I said

“I was just wondering if you were one of those diaper boys I see online?  I just think it’s kinda hot.

We ended up getting some drinks which I gladly paid for. Then we moved off to some place quieter, then eventually to my suite. Which was good, because I was quite soggy by then.  I had him sit in the living room area as I grabbed a fresh diaper and my package of wipes and started to head to the bathroom.

“I will be right back, I need to get changed” I said as I had a diaper and wipes in my hands

“Let me take care of you little boy” Max said, as he grabbed the diaper and wipes from me and directed me to the bed.

I honestly had only been changed by one person other than my mom before, so this is new to me.  He pulled down my shorts and unsnapped my onsie revealing my sodden diaper.  He ripped the tapes on either side open and opened the wipes and pulled a few out.  He next went to work cleaning up my smoothly shaven diaper area before asking me to lift up while he cleaned my backside too.  Next he spread out my diaper that I had picked out and slid it under me as he sprinkled powder onto the back and then on my front.  He finished up pulling the diaper up and taping it securely shut. 

“I must say, you are pretty good at that, tell me you haven’t had practice.”  I said

“I have changed a guy or two, plus I am 1 of 5 kids and am the oldest, so I have experience” Max said.

I got up up and snapped my onsie back up and we sat up and talked into the morning hours.  I remember being led to my bed and tucked in and kissed on the forehead.

I awoke to the sun shining into my balcony door the next morning, I reached down and felt that all to familiar squish. “Woah that was a night” I thought as I stirred out of bed.  My already ordered coffee and danish was in the living room on the table, my cabin attendant must have brought it in.

There was a note on the desk from Max

Hey baby, had a great time with you last night, call me when you get up, I’m in cabin 2256, lets do breakfast.

I picked up my danish and took a bite and a sip of my coffee and then picked up the phone and dialed the cabin number.

“Hello” I said as he answered

“Well good morning baby, did you sleep good last night?” He asked

“Yes, thank you very much for last night, did you want to get breakfast in the windjammer, I think it’s done in the dining room?” I asked

“Sur I will be right up there to your cabin to get you ready buddy” He said as he hung up

True enough about 10 minutes later, there was a knock on the door and I waddled over and opened it up

“Somebody had a wet night last night.  Good thing that diaper held it all” He said as the door shut

I blushed a bit and said “Yeah it was a soggy night on the high seas”

“Well let’s get you changed and then get to breakfast I’m starving” He said, as I grabbed a diaper and handed it to him.

I laid on the changing pad on the bed and he expertly changed me.  I then got up and got dressed and we headed to breakfast.

“So what’s your plans today, getting off the ship, doing anything fun?” I asked

“I booked an excursion last night for an island tour.  I’ve never been on a cruise where somebody else wasn’t planning it out like my parents.  I never thought you had to book them ahead of time.”  Max said

“Yeah my travel agent booked all my stuff.  I have an island tour at 11:30, is that when yours is too?  Then I have a sunset cruise at 7:00 too” I said

“Yeah mine is at 11:30, Island tour and rum tasting”. He said

“Mine too, this will be fun” I said

We finished eating and went our separate ways back to our cabins.  I needed to pack a diaper bag and get my camera and such and then headed down to deck 1 to get off the ship.  I am dressed in my bright blue shortalls and a onsie with my light up shoes.  God Damnit I paid for this vacation and I am gonna be who I am.

When I got to the lower deck I see Max waiting for me. We both disembarked the ship at the same time and once outside the ship I feel his hand grab mine,  I am certain most thought that Max was my caretaker and that I was special needs or something.  We boarded the ‘bus’, which was really a small micro bus and toured around the island of Nassau, stopping at a market and then a rum distillery for a tasting.  By the end of the two hour tour I was getting hungry.  I grabbed my bag and got out a container of goldfish and started eating.

One of the older ladies said to me “Well aren’t you just cute, and so well behaved too” as I sat there eating my crackers and smiled.

“Thank you very much”, I replied

The tour ended and we all got out of the bus, and again Max grabbed my hand.  We walked through the shops at the port, and I bought some magnets and a hat as well. I started squirming as I felt my bowels needing to be emptied.

“I need to get back to the ship, I gotta go to the bathroom” I said

“uh you have a diaper on don’t you?”, Max asked

“Yeah, but I don’t do ‘that’ in them” I said

“Go ahead baby and let it go and I’ll get you cleaned up on the ship” Max whispered in my ear.

“I don’t know, Are you sure?” I asked, knowing I did not want to have to deal with a dirty diaper.

“I promise” Max said, “Just relax and let it happen”

I relaxed and soon the sticky mess slid into my diaper.  I gave it a little more pushing while I was behind a display.  I looked at Max, giving him a look like ‘you better not make me change this myself’

Max directed me to the counter had me pay for my stuff and then we walked out of the store. 

“See that wasn’t so bad was it” He said, as his hand reached down and smashed the mess into the diaper with a smile on his face.

We walked around to the other stands, on our way back to the ship.  I could tell that some people were smelling my messy diaper too, people were coughing.

One lady said as she walked by “I bet somebody is about ready for a diaper change”

“Ok, buddy all done shopping, ready to get back to the ship?” Max said in his ‘daddy voice’

I looked at him and shook my head as we walked towards the customs / boarder agent area

We went through customs and the agents gave Max a knowing look of me needing my poopy pants changed, as did the security on the ship too.

We headed up to my cabin and trust me everybody in the elevator knew who the poopy boy was too.

“I’m sorry, he had an accident while we were out, good thing he has his diapee on” Max said, embarrassing me more.

We reached my suite and as soon as I stepped inside I was stripping clothes off. “I don’t ever mess in public and very rarely mess in private”, I said, “I am so embarrassed too!”

“It’s ok buddy, that’s what a diaper is for, when little ones have accidents”, Max said with his full on daddy tone.  “Now do you have gloves or should I ask if the cabin attendant has some?”

“Yeah in the front of my backpack” I said trying to not move.

True to his word, Max laid out the changing pad on the bed and covered it with a disposable one that I had packed as well.  “Ok buddy, hop up here and let’s get that poopy butt taken care of”

I did as told and soon Max had my diaper area cleaned of the horrid smelling mess and in a fresh diaper and had bagged up the messy diaper.  “All done, see that wasn’t so bad was it?”

“Fank eww” I said from around the pacifier that had found its way into my mouth when I came in the room. “Dat wath tinky”

“Did you want to get a nap or did you want to get something to eat first?” Max asked

“I think I am just gonna take a nap and then get something before the sunset cruise” I said

“Do you have a bottle or sippy cup?” Max asked and I pointed him to where I had my bottle at.  He filled it up halfway with fruit punch and then watered down the rest with a bottle of water and then handed it to me.

“I want you to sleep for 60 minutes at least, then call me and we’ll get lunch” He said

As he left the room I just laid there and sucked on my bottle, ‘had I just found a daddy? Does he know who I am?  Does he know I have money? What is his game?’  Those thoughts kept going through my head, but soon I drifted off to sleep; only to wake to the sound of my cabin door opening up and my cabin attendant grabbing the trash and leaving a few more trash bags and then he slipped out.

I looked at my watch and noticed I had been asleep for about 90 minutes I guessed, so I called Max’s cabin

“Hey buddy did you have a nice nap?” He asked

“Uh huh” I replied

“I’ll meet you in the windjammer in a few” He said as he hung up the phone

I quickly checked my diaper and it should hold for a bit, it was about 4:30 and I did not need to get off the ship until 6:30 for the sunset cruise. I threw a pair of loose shorts on and headed up to the buffet, the windjammer and Max was waiting for me there.  I thanked him for taking care of me so well.  He had also got himself on the sunset cruise as well.  We finished eating and then he insisted on coming back to my suite to make sure I was properly changed and ready to go; which I said sure.

At about 6:15 I gathered all my camera stuff and my ‘diaper bag’ and we headed down to the lower deck and got off the ship.  The cruise was wonderful and I got some amazing photos of the sunset of the sunset and the lighthouse.

Max and I walked back to the ship and boarded. The ship was set to pull out of port by 11:30 pm, so we decided to do a 8:30 dinner seating and then after that was done we grabbed some adult beverages at the schooner bar.  Around 11:00 we decided to return to my room and sit on the balcony and watch the ship leave.

We quickly found the greatest sporting event around, the pier run…. See when the ship is ready to leave you get 2 long blasts of the horn, then about 5 minutes later another 2 blasts then the gangway comes in and the ship readies to leave… some people aren’t as timely about getting back to the ship as others.  So from my 8th deck balcony we cheered on the people running back to the ship ‘you can make it’ ‘come on faster, knees to chest, run faster’

I ordered a little desert from the room service menu, glass of chocolate milk and more.  While waiting for it to arrive I was changed for bedtime into my jammies.  When it arrived Max said he would get it.  He came back out with two pieces of chocolate cake.  I gobbled mine up and was going back in to grab a drink when Max pulled me onto his lap and put a bottle nipple to my lips and started feeding me the bottle.  It was so great to snuggle with somebody and I dozed off as I was wetting my diaper.

We sat on the balcony way into the morning, we were far enough away that the only lights visible were other ships in the night and the stars.  I remember getting my diaper changed and getting another bottle of something to drink and the next thing I know I woke up in the morning.

I woke up to the sound of my cabin door opening and closing.  I knew that this was the morning breakfast.  I noticed my diaper was soaked as usual.  I waddled over to the partition in the room and grabbed the tray and waddled out to the balcony.  I enjoyed my coffee, danish and juice.  I changed my diaper and then since this was a sea day went back to bed for another couple hours.

When I awoke later it was about noon.  I figured I should probably get changed and dressed and get some lunch.  I tried to call Max’s cabin but no answer.  I decided that I really wanted a milkshake badly and went to Johnny Rockets, sure it was an extra cost, but it was worth it.

After lunch I just kind of wondered around the ship, many places were crowded since everybody was all on the ship.  So I went back to my cabin and grabbed my MacBook and found a quiet place outside and started working on photos and videos to edit and updated my blog.

“There you are, been looking for you.  When did you get up mr sleepyhead?” Max said as he plopped down beside me.

“Good afternoon.  Yeah I got up about 8 when my breakfast arrived and then went back to bed.  We were up way too late last night.” I said

“What ya working on?” He asked

“Oh just my blog and some photos and video.  Also checking in on my kitty, the boarders say he’s still being an asshole” I said

“Funny, most cats are.  Nice RV, who’s is that?” Max asked

“That is mine, I travel the country in it and blog from different places and such” I said

“So how do you get paid or make money” he said

“I make money when people watch my videos, they have ad revenue, I also have a patreon account where the videos are pretty much immediate and I do live streams too” I said, obviously not telling him I am a multi-millionaire lottery winner

“What’s your plans for today?” Max asked

“Dunno, just lounge around, relax for a bit, work on some editing and blogging… didn’t really have any plans.  If it gets too hot or when the battery runs out, I’ll likely go inside and find something to do.  I was going to book a dinner at chops but they don’t have any until tomorrow night. So I will be at the 6:30 seating with our group, I guess”

I didn’t mind Max’s company, but I wanted to be free to do what I wanted to do. Trust me after driving around the country and traveling for the past almost 4 months, sitting down and relaxing is much needed. 

Max hung out with me for about an hour or so and we made small talk as I worked on answering emails, comments, writing on the blog and stuff.

I told and showed him about my travels around the country and the great times I had in all the places. I told him about going out dressed little, breaking down on the road and more.

“So you can afford to do all that on just ad revenue and what people donate to you?” He asked, becoming skeptic of everything.

“For the most part (lie).  I saved up a shit ton of money working 50 hours a week for the last 9 years.  I also have won a little on the scratchers too” I said

“What are your plans after this cruise ends?” He asked

“Not sure yet, maybe Disney or maybe up the east coast, not sure.. I just go where the wind blows me” I said, not letting on that I have another cruise right after this one.

He grew tired of me not picking up on his advances into my finances and wanting to hook up some more.  I mean I honestly loved what we did yesterday, I loved being treated little and having max act like my daddy, but I wasn’t sure that I wanted a daddy at this juncture.  I mean I am on this cruise to do my own thing.

I sat out on the middle deck until my MacBook died, and then headed back into the ship and found a nice spot in the lounge and ordered a coke as I pulled out my charger and continued to work.  After about an hour I decided to take my MacBook back to my cabin and get my sodden diaper changed.  It was about 4:00 and my dinner seating was 6:30.  I decided to take a shower and then laid down for a nap.

I woke up about 5:45, got dressed and headed down to the dining room.  It was a full table tonight.  The married couple were back, as were Ellen and Chelsea.  Max was at dinner but did not say that much to me other than small talk.  I got a lobster tail, which was so good, a small steak, veggies (growing boy needs his veggies), and for dessert I decided to be healthy and just get some fruit.  Everybody else got something decadent and full of sugar.

As we were still at sea, the whole ship was so packed everywhere, the clubs, the lounges, restaurants and such.  I ended up at the schooner bar again; which is like a piano bar, singing along with the songs you know by heart.  Then I headed up to the Latin club and danced for a bit.  I finally wound down at about midnight in the deli/pizza shop where I was getting a little sugar and bite to eat before I was thinking about heading back to my cabin.

As I was sitting there Max came over and sat down.

“Hey ya, what ya doin?” Max said as he sat down

“Not much, just getting something to eat and drink before bedtime” I said

“Was there something I did yesterday?  You just kinda blew me off today.” He said

“I’m sorry, I enjoyed our time together yesterday, I loved being treated little and all, it has been a very long time since anybody has ever done that for me.  I just got a little scared, that’s all.  Plus I just wanted to relax today.” I said truly apologizing if I did in-fact blow him off.

“Tomorrow is the private island and beach, are you going over?” Max asked

“Yeah,  I got a beach cabana for two, but it is just me, wanna join me?” I asked

“Sure, will that be ok with the cruise line?”  He asked

“Should be I paid the price for two for it and have two tickets” I said.

“So yesterday you were pretty much in daddy mode with me, do you play daddy often?” I asked

“Honestly I had a girlfriend who liked to role play, and I was the oldest of 5, so I have experience handling toddlers like yourself” Max said

“Was your ex into the diapers as well?” I asked, becoming intrigued because he gave off a gay vibe to me, maybe my gaydar is broke.

“She would wear but never use them” He said

“Well that’s a waste of a good diaper right there.” I responded

“So what do you do when you go to the pool or beach about your diapers? I mean, don’t they swell up big time?” He asked

“Well I have a couple of swim diapers I can wear under my swim trunks.  They do nothing for peeing, but were I to have a bowel accident (not likely to ever happen), then it would keep it in there.  It is mostly to appease people who think I am incontinent and their requirement for a swim diaper.  I can keep myself dry if I try really really hard.” I said as I laughed about that last part

“Sure you can” Max quipped in sarcastically

I really wanted to get more into if he was gay or not, because I’ve never known a daddy to daddy another guy and not be gay.

“So you seem to like the daddy role, have you ever done that with other guys?” I     asked

His face got a little red from embarrassment, “Yeah a few times, guys in diapers kinda turn me on, but not the sex aspect of it.  Tried that once, not for me” He said

“So you’re not gay, but not that straight, only want sex with a woman, but will baby both?” I asked kinda intrigued about this and raised an eyebrow.

“Honestly Sex just does not rank up at the top of my list, with anybody at the moment, I just don’t want to be alone.” Max said

We talked for a few more minutes as I noticed the status of my diaper.  I really had to pee but this diaper wasn’t gonna hold it most likely.

“Uh I gotta take care of something in my cabin, wanna go back there?” I asked

“Sure, I bet somebody needs a change” He said which made me blush. “Don’t worry, it’s ok”

We headed towards the elevators as I waddled in front of him.  As we got on the elevator I could not hold it anymore and started releasing a stream of pee into my already oversoaked diaper.  It stopped just as we stepped off the elevator and headed towards my suite.  Once inside Max grabbed the changing pad and spread it out on the bed and quickly had me undressed and was stripping that diaper off.

“Christ  Jason, you are floating here.  You need to change before you get this soaked.”  He said as he cleaned me up and removed the diaper from under me. 

“Go hop in the shower and wash your diaper area good buddy” He said as he sat me up.  I scurried off to the shower and did as told.

When I came out of the shower, Max had a fresh diaper out on the bed and a bottle of juice on the bedside table. “Ok, you know the drill” he said as I hopped onto the bed.

He handed me the bottle of juice and started drinking it as he did his thing.  He donned a pair of gloves and lotioned me up head to toe, then put some rash cream on my diaper area before sprinkling powder on me and taping the diaper firmly up.  He dressed me in a onsie and handed me my teddy bear.

“I want you to go right to sleep, and call me when you get up in the morning, just not before 8 am, ok” He said

“Um humm” I said around the bottle nipple

“Good night” he said as he turned out the light in the bedroom leaving the faint glow of the bathroom light on as he walked out the door.

I soon finished my bottle of juice and slowly drifted off to sleep to have some wonderful dreams about Max as my daddy and me his baby boy. I dreamed that we travelled around the country and I was his full time baby and I had a nursery and play room.

I awoke to the sound of the cabin door closing as room service slipped out the door.  I got up and got my cup of coffee and danish that was on the tray along with a container of chocolate milk which I put in the mini fridge.  I looked at my watch and it was shortly before 7 am.  I went out on the balcony in just my onsie and diaper and watched as the sun arose over the horizon as we pulled into the pier at the private island.  I stayed there for a bit and pondered my dream last night.

I wondered what it would be like to have a daddy full time, and if Max was ‘the one’.  Not to mention how I would explain to somebody that ‘hey I am a mega millionaire lottery winner and never have to work again’.  I wanted somebody who loved me for who I am and NOT for the fact that I had money, which I pretty much think I have kept hidden, but there have been slip ups, like being able to just pay for something with not blinking.

It was about 8:45 when I called Max’s stateroom.  “Good morning buddy”, He said quietly on the phone.  “Did you sleep good last night?”

“I did, thank you for last night” I said, appreciating that he was so caring for me.

“Why don’t you get changed and meet me outside the main dining room for breakfast.  We have the time today, no need to rush to the island”. He said

I quickly got my diaper off, showered and redressed and made my way to the main dining room.  We had been eating the buffet breakfast, because we did not know that the dining room served breakfast or lunch, I thought it was just dinner only.

I ordered crepes with sweet cream and cherry topping, extra crispy bacon, large orange juice and a bowl of fruit.  Max ordered waffles and sausage.

“What’s your plans after the cruise? Heading home?” I asked

“Not really sure, I was supposed to meet a buddy next week but he got in trouble with the law and isn’t coming.  I don’t fly back home for another week.  So I think I am going to hit key west, maybe go up to Orlando and such.  You?” He said

I had to be honest with him.  “I actually have another cruise booked.  I did a back to back cruise, so next week I will be cruising to Bermuda.” I said sheepishly

“Really, that is nice.  That YouTube blogging must really pay good” Max said

“I haven’t been honest with you, I am a bit better off than what I let on.  Don’t get me wrong, I worked very very hard for the last 9 years, and I do make money by my blog.  I do have businesses that sponsor me for reviews on camping stuff and mobile working stuff.”

We finished breakfast and both headed back to our cabins to get our stuff to head to the island and beach.  We met in the atrium and headed down to the lower deck to get off the ship.

The pier had a steel drum band playing, souvenirs, drinks and more. We got on the shuttle to the beach and cabanas.  We had barely sat down when a steward came by with plates of fresh fruits and drinks, which we munched on. We both got some rum punch, I think I had 2 and started to feel tipsy.

“How’s your diaper holding up little one?”

“Oh it’s getting used” I said as the alcohol started working. “You should try one sometime”

“Eh, there not really my thing, but I don’t mind being a daddy to those who do” He said as he squeezed my knee, making me blush.

We got some food from the cabana boy and ate it, nothing like burgers and fries to fill ya up. 

By then my diaper was really really soaked and I needed a change, but also wanted to get in the ocean.

“Uh, um I need…”

“Somebody needs their diapee changed don’t they?” Max asked, cutting me off

I just nodded my head to confirm it.

Max got up and closed the walls of the cabana up and grabbed my bag and got the stuff out. “Now do you want another diaper or did you want a lil swimmer so you can get in the water?”

“Swim diaper, lets get in the water.” I said

He expertly took the diaper off and cleaned me up, before rolling the sodden diaper up and sitting it down next to my chair. Once in my swim diaper and trunks he opened the curtain around the cabana and we walked down to the beach and got in.

We swam and talked for what seemed like an hour but it was probably just 20 minutes.

“So where you headed to after your cruise next week?” Max asked

“Not sure, probably head up the coast and up to Myrtle Beach, then back through Smokies, West Virginia, not sure where else.  Ya know I really don’t have a plan, I go where the wind blows.” I said

“I’m sorry I just don’t know how you are able to afford all that traveling.   Like what? Do your parents have money?” Max asked

“Oh no, what I got is mine, let’s just say I probably won’t be slinging pizza, or possibly working a normal job unless I choose to.  I keep my finances very private.  I made some really good choices in life and try not to flaunt it, or let onto it for my personal security either.  Don’t take this the wrong way, but please don’t bring this up again” I said feeling that Max was getting a little nosy and it was making me uncomfortable.

Changing the subject, I thought I would find out more about Max.  “So where are you from, or where is home?”

“I am from a little town on the border of Ohio and Indiana.  My dad owns the grocery store.  I went to college in Colorado and worked the snow season at a ski resort.  I got a bachelors in forestry and environmental science” He said

“Well Mr. College grad, do you have a job you’re going to?”  I asked

“Nope, probably going back home to work the store and send applications out, most places already hired for the season” He said

We enjoyed the rest of the day at the beach and I was expertly diapered up for the trip back to the ship.

Our final night in the main dining room was great, the staff all came out and performed for us.  We ate well and tried almost everything on the dessert menu.  Then we ended up staying up late at the clubs, and snacking and people watching.

Before he went back to his cabin to finish packing up we exchanged contact info, and I promised to keep contact with him.  I kissed him and told him I really enjoyed our time together. He patted my diapered butt and hugged me and thanked me for the best time he has had in a while.

That night in my cabin, I seriously cried.  I was hoping that the person I always dreamed about was not slipping out of my grasp, I hoped I didn’t push him away with not wanting to reveal my finances.  I had his contact info and we were going to meet tomorrow for a quick breakfast before he got off the ship.

The next morning I found out that he would not be flying home until 2 days after my next cruise ended, and I promised to call him at minimum when I got back into town, or maybe while at sea.

I had been talking with my parents, yes both of them for the last month about maybe meeting up somewhere along the way.  My mom had always talked about wanting to see New Orleans, so I had offered to get them a vacation to New Orleans.  It was labor day weekend coming up, so dad was able to take the time.

I made it clear that if there was any drama that I would leave and things would go back to the way they were with us barely speaking.

I had arrived on Thursday evening to the Campground that I reserved.  I had asked my parents if they would rather be put up in a hotel or camp out in a cabin at a campground.  They said a campground was OK.  I had arranged to rent a cabin where I could also park my rig at.  They were set to fly in Friday afternoon.  I rented a nice SUV to take us around in as well, as nobody else would be comfy in the Fiat.

I had told them that I got cheap coach seats on the airplane, when in fact I had upgraded them to First Class.  About 90 minutes before their flight would land, I headed up to the airport to pick them up.  I decided to dress somewhat normal.  I wore some blue jean shorts and a Polo with a onsie underneath; of course I was diapered, at this point I really couldn’t go without them.

I parked the SUV and went inside to wait for them.  My dad was the first person I seen, pushing the luggage cart, as I raised my hands and waived.  Then my mom saw me and yelled out “Hey Honey!!” and started walking a little quicker, to an almost run.

“It’s so nice to see you” she said as she hugged me tight, not missing a chance to pat my diapered butt.

“Hey dad, how was the flight?”  I asked

“It was great, but you shouldn’t have spent that money for first class, your mom and I would have been fine in the cheap seats.” He said

“Speak for yourself Tim” My mom quipped in

“Should we go?” I asked

“Yep, lead the way” My dad said as he pushed the luggage cart out.

“Wait here and I’ll go get the car” I said as I ran ahead to go fetch the car from the parking lot.  I came back and helped them load their suitcases into the back of the SUV

“Nice SUV” My dad said  “You’ve always been into small cars”

“This is just a rental, I can’t tow something like this behind the RV in the places I have been. Trust me, you wouldn’t like the space in my car”

“So, I’ve seen your videos.  You go out dressed like that in public?” My dad said as we inched our way out of the city towards the campground.

“Yes, I am basically a 4 year old who isn’t potty trained at heart.  It is truly who I feel the most comfortable as”  I said confident in who I am

“Whatever makes you happy, and as long as your videos are true, you look really happy son.  Just please be safe and don’t do anything stupid like get caught up with some young kid.” He said, my dad always being on the clueless to dense side.

“Tim, it is nothing like that, like I told you he likes to be a kid, not do stuff with actual kids.  He’s not hurting anybody” My mom said

We quickly got on the subject of how much I won, to which I replied that I was able to be comfortable and support what I wanted to do.

“It was nice of your friend James to come take us to the airport and handle everything” My mom said

“Yes, he is a great assistant, like my own travel agent and butler and gopher all in one.  I simply would not be able to get some things done without some boots on the ground like him” I said

We turned into the campground, which looked more like a resort and ambled back to the cabin. I helped them unload their luggage and showed them around.

“Aww look at the little cute minion car” My mom said seeing the Fiat parked in front of the RV

“Yeah good thing you rented an SUV, that is tiny.  Is it a good car?” Dad asked

“Yeah, I got a good deal on it, paid cash for it, well put in on my Amex.  I put new tires and brakes on it, just for good measure too.  I’ve put maybe 400 miles on it driving, and it tows good flat.  I think I put gas in it when I bought it, and maybe topped it off once, and that is it for the last month.  Only scary things is when towing through Yellowstone and the Rockies.  You have to be so careful with the length on some of those hairpin curves.  When I went through the Rockies, I dropped it at a ranger station for the day when I went to the other side of the park for a night.” I said

“Wouldn’t something like a light motorcycle or those scooters be better?” Dad asked

“I had one, and it was limiting, couldn’t carry anything with me, and I almost hit a deer one night and laid it down.  I got rid of it.” I said

“Bet that was scary” Dad said to which I nodded

“Yeah, good thing I was diapered, first ya say it then ya do it” I said.  “That was the end of the cycle”

“OK, We can either hang out here and you can relax and catch up, or we can head out to see some sights?  We have this place the whole weekend. I have steaks, burgers, chicken, and chops in the freezer here, some beer, and a nice selection of liquor in my RV.” I said, hoping they would want to stay here and catch up.

We ended up grilling steaks and some of the chicken and talking out on the porch.

“So son, I can’t undo the things I said and did to you that night, but I want to make amends.  What I said and did there was no excuse for and I am truly sorry about it, I’ve been sorry about it for a while now, but just hadn’t had the chance to say it.  I love you and just want you to be happy with whatever you do and whoever you are with” My dad said as he reached his hand over to mine, with almost tears in his eyes.  Of course I was crying.

“I forgive you, I know you just didn’t understand, really I didn’t understand who I was until several years ago either” I said

“So where are you off to next?” My mom asked.

“Well I am looking at the gulf coast, down to Florida, probably hit Disney and Universal, then not sure.  I really don’t plan much more than a week or two ahead… I have a general major destination and then I just kinda fill in the rest.  Like this past week I had just left Branson, then over to Memphis and then down to here.  I got in yesterday morning.  I typically arrive in the afternoons, check in to a rv park, or campground and then plan out what I want to do the next day, do it, and then spend that night editing and the next day travelling a couple hundred miles or such and rinse lather repeat again. “ I said

“That has to not be that fun, sounds like a lot of work to me, sounds like you’d be burnt out by now?” My dad said

“Yeah it does get to become work, which I am not about.  So I will take a couple days in a location.  I also have to stop and let packages and mail catch up, get groceries, and other supplies.” I said

“So you are stopping and relaxing, right.  What fun is a vacation if you are too busy to enjoy it” My Mom said

“Oh yes I am taking my time.  For instance I spent almost 3 weeks in Yellowstone, Glacier and the Tetons, I’d either go out before sunrise, setup the cameras to do a time lapse and watch the sunrise, and then be back at the RV by noon to sleep until the evening, and then maybe the next day sleep until noon and get into the park in time to shoot the sunset and night time, then the next day sleep all day or stay in the RV.  Then I may go out the middle of the day.  I try not to be constantly busy.  I also moved to 3 different campgrounds during that time.

One day in Branson, I got back to back train excursions, one trip went south of their depot and back, and the next went north of the depot and back.  Spent the whole day seeing the sights and returned back to the RV and watched TV that night.”

“You need a longer break than a few days” My dad said

“I am thinking about once I reach Orlando,  going down to the Keys and then getting on a cruise ship for a bit to relax.  Not sure how long” I said as I got up and felt the weight of my diaper “Be right back”  as I headed to my RV and got my diaper changed.  Since it was getting late I decided to just get down to a printed onsie and a pair of athletic shorts.  I had brought my laptop with me.

“All better now” My dad said, knowing he was inquiring about my clothing

“Yep” I said

We ended up going inside where I hooked up the laptop and showed some of the photos and videos that don’t make it to the online videos.

The next morning, I cooked breakfast of eggs, bacon, toast before we set out to hit the town.  We took a carriage tour of New Orleans, ate beignets at the Café Du Monde, went to the French market.

We ended the night at Bourbon Street, where dad and me might have gotten a little tipsy.  Mom had said she would be the designated driver as long as I put the campground in the GPS. 

I don’t remember a whole lot about the ride home, but I kinda sorta remember getting a diaper change; which I am certain of, because I remember I was wearing a Peek-A-Bu diaper and woke up in a soaked lil paws.

I looked at my watch and it was noon, “crap I slept in late” as I got up and threw some clothes on and stumbled to the living room in the RV to find the coffee maker was on with a pot of coffee and a bottle of aspirin and water next to it. 

There was a note as well:

Somebody was pretty lit last night in addition to super soggy,
mommy got you taken care of. 
Take 2 aspirin and drink the whole bottle of water,
get some coffee and come next door.

“Well this is going to be awkward” I mumbled as I opened up the water and aspirin and took two and slammed back the water.  God I was thirsty.  I then grabbed a travel mug and made a cup of black coffee, fed the cat and slowly opened the door and stepped out into the sunshine.

I slowly made my way to the cabin to find mom and dad sitting on the porch.

“Well look who decided to join the world!” My dad said

“What the hell did I drink, my whole head feels like it’s going to explode” I softly said

My mom was just smirking “I think you tried everything once or twice last night.  You were three sheets to the wind by the time we got back to the car.  It’s a good thing you have keyless entry for your RV, as you could not figure out what key was what, nor the code for the door.”

Which brought us to the next subject.. “Uh, thanks for getting me to bed” I said as I blushed

“Well I didn’t have much of a choice, I couldn’t leave you that way.  You had already leaked on your jeans before we got to the car.  I went through your bag and found a changing pad and protected the seats.  Then when we got back here you were out of it, we had to practically carry you to your RV.”

“I am so sorry about that, embarrassed.  Trust me I don’t ever drink that much, usually one drink in the evening and that is it.” I said obviously embarrassed.

“It’s ok, I know you probably don’t drink that much and those drinks were pretty strong”  My mom said trying to make me feel better.  “Now, do you want some eggs or how about some toast to see that your stomach can handle”

“Let’s start with toast and work our way up to eggs” I said as I stumbled inside and made some toast and scrambled an egg. 

I returned to the porch with my eggs, toast and coffee.

“So what do you have planned for today” My dad asked

“Really nothing, I thought I’d leave it up to you two, there are several museums,  and tours to do, whatever you want.” I said as I scarfed down the toast and eggs

I finished my breakfast and quickly showered in the RV and was ready to go.  We hit a couple museums and some more shops in the French Quarter.  We did not get drunk though.

That night my dad insisted on cooking out, and we sat around the campfire a bit.  I can clearly say we both mended fences that evening.  He saw what I had accomplished, saw how life for me was and will always be different and we bonded.  The next afternoon I helped them pack up for their morning flight.

“So the whole diapers and toddler thing, is that what really makes you happy?  I mean it’s certainly not something I’ve ever heard of before” Dad asked

“Yes, it’s just something that really feels like who I really am.  I have felt this way for a very long time, probably since I was 12 or 13.” I said

“But why?  Was it something we did or didn’t do when you were growing up?” My mom asked.

“Was it us keeping you in diapers when you were growing up?” My dad asked

“Honestly, I don’t think that it was anything you did or didn’t do.  I am so thankful for everything you two did for me growing up.  When I was actually wetting the bed I was so thankful that you were supportive and I didn’t have to wake up in a wet bed every morning”. I said

“I just feel like that kid that never grew up.  At this point I don’t care if people look and laugh at me in my toddler outfits, I am happy just the way I am” I said

“Well whatever makes you happy, just stay safe out there whatever you do.  I know people won’t understand you and people like you and I worry about you” My dad said

“Where are you heading to next?” Mom asked

“I think I am going to be heading along the gulf coast, then to Disney, then maybe key west, not really sure.

We continued to talk until about 11:00 pm when we all headed to bed, Mom and Dad were flying out in the afternoon.

I had dad help me out by following me to the car rental place to drop my fiat off so I could trade out after sending them back at the airport. 

I bid my parents goodbye and after tearful hugs with my mom. I headed back to the car rental agency and dropped off the Tahoe and got in my little Fiat and drove back to the campgrounds and cleaned the cabin up, loaded stuff back into the RV, then hitched the Fiat to the back of the RV and headed out the next morning.    I spent the night in Mobile Alabama.

The next morning I got up and unhitched the Fiat and visited the USS Alabama and the maritime museum.  I stopped at some unique cafes and got a bite to eat. Before heading over to the mobile bay.  I must say the sunset was simply breathtaking.

Mobile was a simple stop over.  The next morning I headed out  towards Panama City beach where I stayed for 2 nights, and then onward towards Orlando.  I decided to stay at Fort Wilderness for close to 2 weeks.

I spent 6 days at Disney, seeing the new Star Wars Galaxy’s Edge, Epcot, the magic kingdom, Hollywood studios, even the water parks too.  I had to dress as an adult to go to the water parks.  After being 24/7 for several months it was really hard to not wet myself at the water park.

I then decided to do Universal Islands of Adventure, the Wizarding world of Harry Potter and Universal studios.

By the time I was done with the theme parks in Orlando I was looking for a break from traveling.  I had placed a call to my assistant / travel agent and got him on a project while I was in New Orleans and he had gotten it all worked out while I was in Orlando.

It was now end of September, I had been on the road for over 4 months at this point and was tired.

I had worked my way down towards key west for several days before my next adventure.  I arrived in Key West and found a place to park and basically just chilled for a week.  I sat at the local beach bar and slowly nursed an alcohol drink, then a virgin drink, ate some, and then repeated the process.  I’d go to the beach and relax with a cooler full of drinks and just sit in my lawn chair and read a book or listen to music.

After breakfast, around noon, I bid Jake farewell and headed south and then east towards the Rocky Mountains. I ended up stopping off about halfway on the way to the rockies in a town called Rawlins.  Finally making it to the rockies, I spent a couple days there visiting all the sites, saw a bunch of wildlife including bears, elk and birds and such. 

I ended up driving the whole way from Estes park to the other side of the park, grand lake one day, stayed overnight and drove back the next morning.  That was a long trip. 

I had unhitched the car at a parking lot and left a note saying I would return in a day; this way I didn’t have the extra weight and length of the car.  I honestly think I should have left the RV at the RV park I was at in Estes park and drove the car and stayed in a hotel.  At the heights that I travelled the wind blew the RV all over the place. I barely got faster than 15 MPH.

Honestly I think I could live in the RV permanently, get up in a new place each day and explore them.  I think I spent maybe 5 days there before I moved along to Fort Collins where I stayed a few days and relaxed again and let the mail catch up with me.  I also visited several brewery’s and participated in a pride parade, and went to another drive-in movie.  In addition to that fun I decided to meet up with another group of ABDLs for a munch. 

I next travelled out of Colorado, back up through Wyoming and over to the Mount Rushmore area.  I spent a night at a Walmart parking lot just to sleep and the next day arrived in Sturgis SD.  I toured the motorcycle museum, then headed over to deadwood to see where some celebrities of the Wild West are buried.

I ambled up the road to outside of Keystone SD.  I drove the car over to Mount Rushmore  for the night time lighting and then went the next day for the daytime activities.  Then I went to the Crazy Horse Memorial as well.  After that, for some reason I just felt like I was ready to move on. 

I got back on the interstate and kept seeing signs for Wall Drug in Wall SD.  After probably 40 signs I decided to stop.  I perused the shops and the massive complex that is Wall Drugs.  Got a bite to eat and a milkshake (in hopes it would bring all the boys to the yard – it didn’t).

I seriously for a moment forgot what I was dressed in when I went up to pay.

“Well look at you looking all cute” the middle aged lady behind the counter said as I reached in my pocket for my wallet and pulled out that gold Amex. 

“Thank you” I said as I blushed and handed over the card

“I can see somebody likes fire trucks” She said

“Yeah, and dinosaurs, and really everything child like” I said confidently as I took my tray and headed to a table to eat.

I stopped off at a local coffee roaster and got a couple bags of coffee that were flavored like Turtles and Kailua, this is gonna be good in the morning.

I headed over to the Badlands national park and to a campground inside the park.  I found that the cellular coverage was good there, and I could stay for up to 14 days.  I ended up seeing the sights in the car and then coming back to the RV in the afternoon.  I got some great sunrise and sunsets and time lapses there too. 

I had basically just chilled for two days.  I chatted with George from Texas and Jake from up near the Tetons.  Come to find out George had told his dad about himself one night when his dad got on the subject of me.  He said that didn’t go over all that well, but he didn’t care.

Jake was still trying to talk me into coming back up his way, but I made it clear that I had a roadmap of places to stop at, but may come back when I come out that way again.

I got an email from Luke, who said that he and Josh were back on the road again.  He said that he was not really staying on top of Josh about getting out of his night diaper, and even has let him wear all day. He said that time is too short to make a big deal out of things.

I stayed for 4 days in the badlands before heading out.  My next planned stop was Branson, MO – always hear so many things about it, thought I’d see what the whole thing was about. 

I stopped off at some towns here and there, took my time getting there as well, it was 850 miles, so I took about 3 days to get there, found a campground and then booked some shows.   Honestly I don’t see the whole appeal to it, after seeing one show, I was almost bored.  However, I was here to relax and have fun, so I just started to look for the off the beaten path stuff.  I found a train excursion and booked a ticket.  It was a nice way to spend a few hours seeing the scenery without me having to drive.  I had made the reservation for 4 days at the RV park and mainly just hung out during the day cleaning up the RV, working on content for my videos, doing voice overs, and picking up packages and getting packages delivered.

From Branson I moved along to Memphis TN.  I could only stay 2 days there.  I toured Graceland, really can you even go to Memphis and not go there?  I went out on the town as an adult on the famous Beale Street.  The next day I enjoyed the Memphis Zoo as my full toddler self, getting strange looks from over protective helicopter moms.  I love the Zoo, it is the perfect place to get into little mode for me.  I walked around there until they closed.  I checked my fitbit and I had walked over 20 miles.

The next day I slept in until like noon and boy were my legs tired.  Good thing I had worn a hat and sunscreen, because there were places on me that got quite a tan.