This is an archived copy of my old web diary that i started in 1996. How it all began
May ?? 1996
My Diaper Diary
BY DIAPERNH
My first wetting
I am 18 years old and have talked on the newsgroup before, just have not posted anything this big. I have just wet what I am currently calling a diaper. My diaper is a flannel baby diaper and a pillow case just in case. I know, not a real good diaper, but it works for me. I cannot get any real diapers because my mom is the nosiest thing around.
I had been trying to wet my diaper all afternoon, I just could not pee. When I would have the urge to pee I couldn’t bring myself to doing it. I held the pee all afternoon. It now being 6:00, after holding it since at least 3:00. I told my mom I was going to lie down for a little bit, I was lying of course.
Again I tried to pee, but just kept getting trickles out of the thing. Finally I had to go so bad that I just went.
At first it came out slow and I stopped in mid-stream a few times, which mad the urge even more.
I had got peed enough in the diaper that it was wet to the touch. Of course all good things most stop. My mom came in my room and told me to get ready to go out to dinner. She made the comment that my room smells and that tomorrow she was going to help me clean the room from top to bottom (meaning for me that I had better hide my stuff or start explaining). I told her that “I am not feeling so well” and that her and grandma better go to dinner without me.
As soon as she left I waited a few minutes to make sure that she had gone. I then reached in the closet and got my diaper out and put it back on underneath my underwear. I then proceeded to press the diaper firmly into my penis and feel the cold urine on my skin.
I felt the urge to go and went this time with no trouble at all. I felt the diaper getting kind of wet. So I pulled up my underwear and walked across the hall to the bathroom and started to pee. I thought it would be a good idea to stand in the bath tub and piss. I started to piss and felt the warmth of the urine against my body. I peed at full stream for about 5 seconds before I noticed the diaper start dripping. I thought the dripping was neat “Just like a real baby with a real wet diaper”. By now the urine had started to run down my leg and run constantly out of the diaper.
I finally decided that enough peeing was enough. I slid down my underwear and dropped the diaper on the tub floor and finished peeing in the toilet.
Since my mom said that my sheets on my bed needed washing I went in my room and pulled my sheets off and went back to the bathroom and picked up the now soaked diaper and my underwear and took them to the laundry room. I tossed them in the washer and washed them. “If my mom comes home” I thought “I can tell her that my diaper was something that I had on top of my mattress to keep a spring from hitting me in the butt at night when I sleep, and that the underwear were a pair I found on the floor and thought that I would wash them.
So now I am here writing this story while waiting for the washer to stop. I have got to go and pack up my stuff in a box and hide them in my office so that my mom doesn’t find them.
Telling Mom / Getting some real diapers
That was Friday, On Tuesday I went to the store and bought some adult sized diapers. I was scared about getting them. When I got home I went in my room, my mom was not home, and opened the package and put one on, I peed in it and it felt great, I looked at the clock and knew mom would be home soon. So I changed out of that diaper and put another one on.
When she got home she came into my room and I said “Mom I like wearing diapers”. She said “What?” I said “mom I like wearing diapers”. She still didn’t understand so I stood up and pulled off my sweat pants. She was shocked to say the least.
We had a little talk and it was agreed that if I wanted to wear them, then I would have to buy the diapers, and could only wear them at home when only she and I are there, which is 85% of the time. I asked her not to tell anybody, she agreed.