This chapter is narrated by Jake
I was not sure how she knew it, but I guess after working in the first aid / changing center like she does she knew what to look for. I met Sandy a few weeks ago at work. I had been called out to fix her PC, after looking over it for a bit, probably bending over too much, she made mention to something.
“You would be surprised at the people who come through here to use the changing rooms in the back” She said
“Oh yeah, probably lots of mothers changing diapers and handicapped kids and such” I said making small talk, wondering why she was bringing this stuff up
“naw, most parents can change their kids diapers in the bathrooms easily, it is the ones who have the older kids, or the adults who wear diapers, like you” She said, dropping the bomb
“uh…. What..” I said, getting caught off guard
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to embarrass you, please don’t be upset, I really love my job here” she said getting nervous thinking that she offended me and I would go to HR about it and get her in trouble or fired.
“It, it, it’s just that I am surprised that anybody noticed” I stammered
“It is ok, I notice things that normal people will not notice, I knew as soon as you walked in here” she said
“Really! How?” I said
“Well for starters I can smell the baby powder or lotion that you have on; you are the only guy from IT that comes with a backpack; and I can hear the crinkle of your diaper under those cargo shorts” she said as she patted my butt “see diapered! Your secret is safe with me, and anytime you are in the area and need a private place to change, you can go back there”
“well this fix is going to take some time, did you want to get some lunch?” I asked
“sorry I can’t leave here till somebody comes to relieve me, usually I bring my lunch, but forgot it today” Sandy said
“Well I can go get food and bring it back if you are able to eat in here” I said. I got her order and headed over to the closest eatery and came back and ate lunch with Sandy.
After lunch, I realized the one thing I needed to do that I do each day about this time. “hey um Sandy, I need to um”
“You need to change your diaper” Sandy finished my thought “go ahead and go back to room #2 back there, and be sure you wash your hands too and bag up your diaper too”
I later found out that I “left a mess”, using a bit too much powder and left a snow storm on the floor. I had been told that by Sandy the next time I saw her. We exchanged phone numbers too and chatted a few times.
After that day I would see Sandy around the park from time to time. The day that Jackie and Sammy and his friend caught me there after getting a change and being scolded for the prior powder mess I left; Sandy and I were going to hang out and watch a movie.
That night after Jayson made his seafood pasta stuff, Sandy was susposed to come over by 8:30, I had already cleaned up my place as best as I could.
Looking around my place it should be called the ‘Pooh house’ rather than pool house. I glanced into my bedroom, seeing my crib, there was no way to hide that thing, as I shut the door.
Frankly it looked like a giant toddler lived here, and that was sorta correct too. I changed into a onsie and a pair of sweats, since we would just be relaxing and watching a DVD or two
Just then I realized that even though Sandy knew I wore diapers, she never asked why, nor had I let on why either, OH SHIT!
Sandy would be arriving any moment, I told her she could pick the movie as long as it was not too much of a chick-flick. She arrived right at 8:30 too, she brought several movies, most of them made for young teens. She had Cars, Toy Story, Bridge to Terribithia, firehouse dog and a few others. I was thinking “ok, why did she bring little kids movies”
The first movie we watched was Bridge to Teribithia, which I had never seen before, after the movie was done she got up to put another one in, and then went to the kitchen to get a refill on her drink. “Do you want anything to drink?” she asked me
“Sure just bring me some Hawaiian punch, glasses are above the sink” I called to her.
Unbeknownst to me, she opened the cupboard above the sink, and found my bottles and sippy cups; she returned with her drink, but did not look like she brought me anything, she must have forgot.
She sat down beside me and started the movie, and then she reached for me and pulled me over so I was laying on her lap and that is when I saw the nipple coming towards my mouth “shhhh, just drink from it like a good little boy. I knew you wore diapers often, but until now was not totally sure why.”
“When I came in I could see the pooh stuff, I have noticed that while others at the park are content to just wear the Disney embroidered stuff, you wear pooh or tigger, and you also have pooh stuff in here too.” She went on talking to me softly, stroking my hair and telling me that I was a good boy.
I did admit to her that I enjoyed diapers, and how it all came to happen. That night she saw my room with the crib all setup and my plushies. It was well after 2 am before we got done talking, she had told me to get my diaper changed before bed and asked if she could stay the night. I helped her make up the sofa bed, and she tucked me into my crib and bid me goodnight.
The next morning I stirred awake, wondering if last night was a dream or not. I looked over and noticed that the side of my crib was up all the way. I never put it up all the way, cause it is hard to get down. I had added two slide bolts to the crib rail, so I could put it almost all the way up, but not catch the latch. Just great, I’m gonna have to call somebody to get me out of here (this happened before, I have an intercom that connects to the main house).
Just then my bedroom door creaks open and I see Sandy looking in on me “I thought I heard you up, did you sleep good” I had actually slept good and nodded my head so.
“OK, lets get you up, do you need a change?”
“no, not yet, probably after breakfast though”
“I looked in your kitchen, you don’t cook do you? Cause your cupboards are mostly empty except for snack food, and your fridge is basically punch and chocolate milk” Sandy said
Just then I heard the buzz of the intercom, “Jake, Sandy; I don’t want to bother you, but wondered if you would be joining us for breakfast? Jayson and the boys went for a walk, and Janice and I are going out shopping soon” We both looked at each other, and decided to go into the main house for breakfast.
I knew that I would be grilled on what all went on last night and stuff by Jackie, but that is fine.
“So, what all did you two do last night, just watch movies?” Jackie asked
“yep basically so, and Jake got some little time, and we talked” Sandy said, Jackie knowing just what ‘little time’ was too.
“my two boys need little time every now and then too” Jackie said, not realizing that sandy did not know about Jayson.
“I thought you just had one boy, and the other one was visiting” Sandy said confused
I guess Jayson’s secret was about to come out, so I might as well explain. “My cousin Jayson, Jackie’s husband and Sammy’s dad, is also a little too. They both have to wear due to need, Jayson was injured in a car accident, and Sammy was born with spina bifida, but they both get little sometimes.” I said
“Like yesterday when Sammy said I was like a big brother, he was right, and Jayson sees me as a little brother”
“And sometimes I feel like the mom to all 3 of them” Jackie said “Jake, why don’t you take her for a tour of the house”
I took Sandy for a tour of the house and showed her the hidden nursery’s. She asked why I did not have a big boy room too. I just said that I figured I did not need one; I felt that if I found somebody, they would have to accept me for who I was or not at all.
She said that she had always been interested in being the mothering type. She had a former boyfriend who was into diapers too, but was more into the sexual side of it. I just like being little cause I like to be little with no sexual connection to my little side.
“So Jake, how long have you been in diapers?” Sandy asked, which caused me to have to think
“maybe 7 or 8 years off and on. There is a really long story, let’s just say I found out about Jayson wearing diapers, my other cousin made fun of it, and I kinda went along with it, not wanting to be found out. I ended up getting grounded and put into diapers as a punishment.”
I went on telling her how I ended up telling my mom. How my mom and late grandma made baby clothes, and Jayson’s dad makes cribs, mine included.
“well I like you and I would be glad being your mommy too Jakey” She said cooing at me, making me blush. It does not take much for me to blush. “would you like me to be your mommy?” I nodded yes.
“I honestly have never been babied before. Sure I have used my bottles, pacifier, and love being in my baby clothes and diapers.
My mom used to diaper me back when I was first in diapers, but it was more of a chore than the loving and nurturing way that a mommy would do. I really loved it when you gave me the bottle last night.” I said sheepishly
“well, whenever I come over, I will be more than happy to baby you.” Sandy said
From that day on, Sandy and I were an item. We spent about an equal amount of time at both people’s place. She had a roommate, so we were never able to do the baby/mommy play at her place.
Most of my nights off were spent at my place with Sandy and I cuddling on the couch, me in a thick diaper being babied.
When Sandy’s roommate decided to move out, I decided to ask Sandy to move in with me. I had a spare bedroom which she moved into, it was a tad cramped, but we made it work for us.
Jackie liked having an extra female around the homestead, no longer was she out numbered by the men. Sandy fit right in with us; Sammy liked her too as well.
My mom liked her as well and even showed her how to sew cloth diapers and clothes some. To say I was almost a fulltime baby was to say the least.
I pretty much was diapered 24/7 even to work. When I was at work, I would always stop by and see Sandy and get a diaper change on my lunch.
When we returned home at night, I was changed again, often into a thick cloth diaper, onsie and shortalls or shorts.
We were not just in a mommy/baby relationship, we did have adult relations and not every night was spent in the crib.
Sandy could read me like a book though, she always knew when “Big Jake” needed to be taken care of, and when “Little Jakey” needed his special time. It was like we were always meant to be together, which was awesome.
I worried so many nights when I was single about ever finding somebody who would accept me for who I was. Sure my mom and family accepted me for who I am, but I needed companionship and a relationship, and now I found one.
Sandy was a godsend when much of the household got the flu too. With Jackie sick as a dog, and messy diapers abounding she pitched in, helping Jayson take care of himself, and taking care of Sammy, me and Jackie when we all were sick.
Working at Disney was not what Sandy wanted to do for her career, Sandy had went to college and had a degree in early childhood education, and was just working at Disney to be able to save up for college some more, she wanted to get her teachers certificate and be able to teach in schools.
By living with me, she was able to save up money quicker than she had planned and went back to school in the fall when things slowed down at the park.
She had her certificate in less than a year cause she already had a Bachelors degree.
After living with me for almost 2 years, on Christmas Day in 2007 I asked for her hand in Marriage, she said yes naturally; I mean who could resist me.
We set the wedding date for Independence day in 2009, or as we like to call it “In Depends Day”
The next thing on the agenda was a bigger house. While the pool house had served us well, we needed more. With Sandy having her teaching certificate, she was able to get a job working as a special education teacher in the same district as Jackie worked, and Sammy attended.
This coupled with my getting a promotion to a shift leader in the IT department and the sign shop doing so well, allowed us to buy a plot of land and have a house built.
The lot next to Jayson and Jackie’s was big enough for a 3 bedroom house with an attached garage, but not big enough for the extra amenities that typical houses had in the development, like an in-ground pool.
The developer had sat on this lot for so many years, they just wanted it off the books, so I got the land for a steal. We were able to watch our house go up in a matter of months and were moved quickly. We did not have much stuff or far to move it. Literally we moved with 2 hand carts and a wagon.
I got my own nursery room, and then we had the master bedroom attached with a door in between them.
After we moved out of the pool house, I helped Jayson convert the whole place into one big playroom, it still had the tiny kitchen and bathroom, but now had soft flooring panels. This is where Sammy could play and be as little as he wanted, where Jayson and I could all play too.
In the summer, our play room was the place to be. Trucks, legos, playdoh, kenex, trains, we had it all. Not to mention a 50” flat screen somehow appeared and an X-box 360 and wii found there way there too.
Before Jake hogged a whole chapter to himself, Sammy had Justin and his mom down for a visit. I will be picking up where I left off in chapter 27