Chapter 6 – Sunday – Matt goes home.
This chapter is narrated by Matt.
The next morning, I woke up as the sun streamed into the room. My diaper was still dry for the moment…… not anymore. I am telling you, nothing beats the feeling of pee flowing into your diaper when you are laying down. I look over and see my new friend Justin still sleeping, pacifier in his mouth.
I lay in bed until Justin woke up. “Hey man, I don’t even remember getting to bed last night”, I said
“Yeah mom carried you in and changed you” Justin said “I was barely awake when she carried me in. It also looks like I am stuck here; she did not bring my chair in either”
About that time, Justin’s dad Jim came in. “So, how many dirty diapers do I have to change this morning?” It was then that I realized that he was going to change me. Now, I was embarrassed enough when Justin’s mom changed me, but now his dad was going to change me.
I didn’t have too long too long to ponder this as “OK, Matt, you’re first” he said as he went to the cabinet and came back with another diaper and a tub of wipes. “Just relax, I am experienced at changing diapers, no matter what my wife says” he said as he reached down and unsnapped my onsie and undid my diaper
“OK, all done” he said as he patted the front of my diaper “You can do your own snaps” he said as he went to work on Justin. “Breakfast is in the kitchen”
I sat through breakfast, I just did not know what I was going to do, it all felt odd. Just yesterday my mom caught me in a diaper and diapered me and told me that she was ok with me wearing. What are my older brothers going to think…? I’m 13 years old after all! They are going to really tease me if they find out, probably tell all their friends who will tell their brothers and sisters who will then spread it around the school.
I guess my thoughts were evident, “Matthew are you OK, what are you crying for” Mrs. Apton said.
Realizing I had tears streaming down my face, “I… I’m just scared that my brothers and others at school will find out about me wearing diapers. My brothers are very mean; they’ll tell everybody they know”
“Well sweetie, you may just have to wear when they are not there. Your one brother is off at college, and the other one works, so you should have time if you want to wear. You mom and I talked last night and she just wants you to be happy” Mrs. Apton said
That made me feel a little better, but I was still unsure about what would happen at home.
Justin and I played on the computer till about 1pm when my mom came by to pick me up. I was still in a diaper and onsie and was quite wet, and had just messed too. I did not hear her even come in and come up behind me
“Hey there, oh boy somebody is stinky” mom said as she hugged me “lets go get you changed” as she grabbed me by the shoulders and directed me to Justin’s bedroom.
“Nobody is at home; your dad and Michael (my younger of my two older brothers) are out fishing and won’t be back till tomorrow night.” She said as she directed me to the changing table, grabbing a diaper along the way. “I had time to think about you wanting to be diapered, and I am willing to give it a try. Now lets get that diaper off” Mom said as she preceded to change me.
When we got out to the kitchen I noticed a case of diapers sitting by the door, along with a sack that looked like it had some clothes in it and a bottle and sippy cup. I wonder what is going on.
Mom and I got all my stuff gathered up, along with the diapers and the sack with the clothes and stuff in it. “I’ll send the onesies and stuff back when I get his new ones”, Mom said as she told me to load them into the car.
The ride home was very quiet, I was too scared to even talk to mom much, and I think she got that vibe too. I got home to an empty house. Strange, as it seems that somebody is always there.
“Go ahead and take your stuff to your room, I’ll be right up to help you put your stuff away” Mom said, as I carried the case of diapers to my room and noticed a new storage chest at the end of my bed and a padlock on the bed.
Mom came up behind me and said “the footlocker is for you to put your diapers and things in and lock them up, so your brothers don’t find them. Now the only two people who will have keys are you and me, because I may need to re-stock it for you” We put all the diapers and clothes in the chest, and locked it up. I noticed that she left a baby bottle out “You and I have the whole night to ourselves. I’m going to make dinner, so go in the living room and watch TV. I’ll call you when it is ready” She said taking the bottle with her. I went to the living room and settled into watching tv and surfing the internet on my laptop.
“Here” my mom said as she came up behind me and handed me the baby bottle, which looked to have chocolate milk in it. I reclined my end of the sofa and quietly drank my bottle and watched TV, trying to take in all that has been happening this weekend.
About 45 minutes later mom came back into the living room, I had started to doze off a bit, “Wake up sweety, supper is ready. Did you like your bottle?”
“I guess so” I said, kind of stunned that she would ask about the bottle. I got up and waddled into the kitchen, taking my bottle with me. Mom had made my favorite dinner, fettuccini alfredo with broccoli, and then we had ice cream.
Somewhere between before dinner, during and after dinner I had managed to wet my diaper a couple times. Mom, having the kitchen cleaned up, brought me another baby bottle of chocolate milk, this time warm. Noticing that my diaper had to be wet, my mom went to my room and got a diaper and some wipes. She came back in the living room as I was laying on the couch watching TV and drinking my bottle. “now enjoy your bottle while mommy changes your diaper” she softly said.
I was too engrossed in my TV show to notice till she had started to take off my shorts and unsnap my onsie. I was not about to say anything, I just laid there sucking on my bottle and watching TV. I knew that this was truly a treat for me to be cared for like a baby, and I probably would not be able to do this all that often either. “There, all done, you really soaked that diaper” She said patting my diaper, as I started blushing at what just happened. By this time I was done with the bottle and mom took it from me. I sat up on the couch to see where she was going and when she came back she sat where my head had been and then pulled me onto her lap, pressing yet another bottle to my lips. I think she is setting me up for some major wet diapers.
“mommy put a lock on your bedroom door, so you would have some more privacy when you are wearing a diaper, so your brothers don’t walk in on you” She told me in her supportive way
“does daddy know” I said while sucking on the bottle, worried about what my dad would say about me wearing diapers and the baby stuff. My dad and I don’t really mesh; he likes to fish and hunt, I like more musical and technological stuff, which he does not understand. His lack of understanding and non-interest just pushes a wedge further between us, leading up to anger.
“Yes, daddy knows, while he may not understand it like I do; he promises to not tell your brothers, nor to make any comments about it, unless you talk about it” mom said, kind of giving me a little hope. “now you need to realize that with Michael still living at home, and Robby coming home on breaks, you may at some point get caught, or they may find out”.
Now THAT worried me; I know my brothers, they will relentlessly tease and make fun of me for this, heck Michael may blab about it to all his friends who will in turn tell their younger siblings. I couldn’t help it, I started to cry some. “but mommy they will make fun of me and tell people”
“Well sweetie, that is a chance you have to take, when and if they do find out, mommy and daddy will make sure to tell them that they are not to tell others or make fun of you. The only other way to avoid them catching you, is to come right out and tell Michael and I can email Robby at college. It is your choice” Mom said while softly stroking my hair as I drank my 3rd bottle of the night.
“I think I will wait till later to tell them if I do at all” I said through the bottle
“That’s fine, when you wear at night, there is a trash can with a lid on it in your closet, just drop your diaper in there and I will take care of it. I would suggest to not make a poopy diaper, cause that smell will be hard to hide. If it is just me and you here for the day like it was today, then you can ask if you can make poopy.”
All that talk about poop made me realize the growing urge in my bowels, I started to squirm and mom just kept playing with my hair saying “it’s ok Matty, just relax and let it happen”. She was giving permission for me to mess my diaper. I just relaxed and let it happen, it took me a bit but when I was finished, mom told me I was a good boy; which made me cry. It is not often that I am told I am a good boy. We snuggled for about 30 more minutes before mom announced that I needed changed and to get ready for bed.
I went back to my bedroom and waited for mom to come in and change me; which she did, and then dressed me in a onsie and a pair of shorts before tucking me into bed for the night.
I slept very good Sunday night, and when I woke up that next morning to mom in my room hanging clothes up. “Did you sleep good sweetie?” she stopped what she was doing.
I had to get online and tell Justin about it
Matt: I just can’t describe how nice it was to spend time with my mom being treated like a little baby again. She changed my diaper while I was drinking a bottle and watching TV.
Justin: You mean she just up and changed you without asking if you needed it?
Matt: Yes, I didn’t realize what she was doing till she started taking my shorts off, and something in me just let her do it too; like it was normal and what I wanted.
Justin: Awesome.
Matt: even more after that she laid me on her lap and fed me a bottle too, then when I tried to get up to go to the bathroom to use the toilet to poop, she just held me there and told me to just use my diaper.
Justin: No way!
Matt: yes way, then she changed me and put me to bed. I tell ya, all those bottles made me have to wet at least 2 or 3 times in the night, I was super soaked this morning. She changed me again when I got up and told me I could just run around diapered till this afternoon, but then had to be a “big boy” as she put it cause my dad and Michael are coming home. I may try to wear to bed again tonight.
Justin: You don’t want Michael to know you wear diapers? LOL
Matt: uh no, mom said that eventually I will probably get caught; but if I came out, then I could control the situation. I don’t know about telling him, but I don’t think I am going to do that unless I have to. Mom said that her and dad would make sure if him or Robby find out that they know not to blab about it or tease me.
Justin: That’s nice, I don’t think I would tell him either unless you have to, I mean in a year or so he will be out of the house at college anyways. Mom says I got to get changed, I got a dr. appointment in town with my new dr. Maybe we can hang out sometime this week?
Matt: Oh dr appt sounds so fun. Yeah I’d like to hang out sometime this week, call me, maybe we could go to the pool.
Justin: Well dad says that our outdoor pool should be installed this week, then he just has to finish the deck to the pool and we can swim at my house. I’ll call ya tomorrow and let ya know.
Justin signed off and I did as well after checking out some diaper sites, then grabbing a sandwich.
Around 2pm mom said that it was time to be a big boy again, so I was changed out of my diaper, sent to the shower. I came back to my room to see mom taking the trash bag from the diaper pail out of the closet and the now clean baby bottle laying on my bed.
“put the bottle in your foot locker and lock it up then get dressed and bring the trash bag with you to the kitchen” she said
I met her in the kitchen and she told me that in agreement for being able to wear diapers, I was supposed to help around the house; so trash duty was my job. I took the bag from my room, and the kitchen and bathroom out to the big bin in the garage, making sure to put the bag that has diapers in it on the bottom.
Around 5 pm I heard dad’s truck rumble into the drive, I knew him and Michael were home. After exchanging pleasantries with mom, dad then greeted me, and had me help him unload the truck. We put things away in the garage and stuff. Michael went to his room and got online or on the phone – not real sure.
“So son, your mom tells me that you had fun at your friend’s house this weekend” My dad said trying to find the correct way to get into the conversation that he probably felt obligated to have with me as a father, that he would have rater not had; nor would I either
“yep it was nice.” I said, totally blowing past the wearing diapers for the weekend, and up till this afternoon; hoping that he would not bring it up, but I knew he was going to.
“Your mother and I just want you to be happy, but we also have to look out for your best interests as well. That means shielding you from undue embarrassment and ridicule. Do you know what I mean” he explained the best he could; I understood what he was getting at. “I nor your mother have any intentions of telling your brothers, that is unless it has to be done, like if they catch you, or find them” He continued, totally avoiding the use of the word diaper.
“I won’t pretend I understand why you want to do this, but I will be there to support you. That don’t mean I will be changing them things though; you’re old enough to do that yourself. I do expect you to do some extra chores and possibly take a cut in your allowance to be able to pay for them too, cause they ain’t cheap.” His words comforted me and shocked me at the same time.
Here was a man who did not say a whole lot of heart-felt words to any of us that often; you knew you were loved, even if you never heard the words, and that had to be good enough for you.
“I understand dad, and thanks very much” I tried to hug him, but it ended as a pat on the back, which he returned.
I went back in the house with dad, to the sound of mom arguing with Michael “you were just away with your dad for the weekend, why don’t you spend some time at home tonight”
“But mom, I have to work the rest of the week, Mitch wants me to come over and check out the new Call of Duty game” Michael pleaded
“Shirley if he wants to go to Mitch’s he can go; no use arguing with him.” My dad cut in “Mitch’s parents better be home though, cause I don’t want to hear about any party”
“Mitch said his mom and dad have a card night, and we will be hanging out downstairs; his mom is gonna pick me up in around 7 pm, I just got to call him back” Michael said
After dinner Mitch’s mom honked and Michael ran out the door, so it was just mom, dad and I tonight. I helped mom with the dishes while dad went to the living room to watch some TV. I then went and got on the computer and looked at some TB forums.
I sauntered into the living room while mom and dad were talking “I told him I don’t under stand it but I support…..” Dad stopped as he saw me come in.
“Hey sweety” Mom said “done on the internet”
“Yep, kinda bored. What you watching?” I said
“Oh you know your dad, has it on the old man channels, something on Nat Geo” mom said “why don’t you go get ready for bed and come back here” she said, motioning that I should diaper up.
Well, she didn’t have to tell me twice. I darn near ran to my room and got a diaper, stuffer, onsie and pj bottoms out and proceeded to diaper up and get dressed.
I waddled back out to the living room where mom and dad were still having their semi-secret conversation about me and my diaper loving.
“hey buddy, come sit here” Dad motioned to the couch next to him. I obeyed and went and sat down. “All comfy now?” he said, me knowing fully well what he meant, I nodded my head
As the night wore on, I had wet my diaper at least once. I was also getting tired. As mom got up to get something to drink , dad said he wanted something too. I was surprised when mom walked through the house and then went to get the drinks. She handed dad his drink and then passed me a bottle to drink.
I slowly drank the bottle, not sure what my dad thought. I had set it on the coffee table, half drank and further started to doze off. What my dad did next was beyond belief.
As I was sitting there beginning to doze off, he reached for the bottle on the table and pulled me into his lap and helped me finish the rest of my bottle.
The next thing I remember was dreaming I was floating, then hearing my dad say “out like a light, just like when he was in diapers before, you could change him and he would never wake up.” I think I remember the sound of tapes ripping and being moved in my bed.
I woke the next morning (Tuesday) covered up in my bed, in just a onsie and diapers, clutching my teddy bear; totally wondering how I got there. I sent mom a text from my phonex
From Matt: Is mike home yet? I’m still in my PJs
From MOM: nope just daddy and me, breakfast is ready
I got my shorts on and went out to the kitchen, crinkly diaper announcing my arrival.
“well look who finally woke up” My dad spoke up, “did you sleep well? Your mom had to change you, I had to carry you to bed, you never woke up when you were changed and tucked in; just like when you were a toddler”
It was then that I realized that he must have seen her change me last night; though he was the one who fed me the bottle last night.
“I though I was dreaming, guess not” I said, checking my other text messages on my phone.
“nope, you were not dreaming. Well I got to be going to work, Matt you be a good boy for your mom” dad said in a way that meant he was treating me like a child. Just then my cell phone rang
“hey man, the pool people came yesterday and got the pool installed, dad said that you can come over this afternoon for a swim. They filled it up last night with the milk truck and the water is mostly clear.” Justin said excitedly, probably jumping out of his wheelchair with excitement.
“mom Justin wants me to come over after bit, their pool is finally done” I told mom, as dad’s truck was pulling out of the drive.
“your mom can come over too my mom said” Justin chimed in
“mom you can come too, justin says” I relayed to mom
“OK, what time should we come over Justin?” I asked. Just then I heard a car pull up “Oh shit Mike’s home” I said while trying to get up and to my room unseen… too late! Now what do I do? I can stay here in the kitchen and hope he don’t notice or try to slip back to my room and hope the crinkle does not give me away. I chose to stay put.
“Hey mom” Michael said as he walked in, “I got called into work early, so Mitch’s mom is going to take me into work, just getting my work clothes” Michael said as he slipped into his bedroom.
Now was my chance, I got up and tried to make it to my room and shut the door, but did not make it before Michael came back into the hall. He made a strange face… I think he may have noticed the crinkle or maybe the bulge in my shorts.
Michael left shortly after that and mom and I got ready to run some errands and then go to Justin’s for a pool party. For some reason mom insisted I wear a diaper and I was put into a dry diaper, I hope nobody notices that I am in a diaper when we are out. Mom insisted that I also not stay in the car either.
She ran to the mailbox store and I had to carry out some boxes for her, when I came back in the store clerk and mom had been talking but stopped when I came in; wonder what they were talking about.
“mom what’s in the boxes” I asked
“wouldn’t you like to know” She said, leading me to wonder what it was
By the time I got to Justin’s I was in a pretty wet diaper.