Chapter 4 – Two weeks later
After that first weekend that Matt stayed over, we had met up for some other fun things, bowling, going to the pool in town and the movies. Since we had such a fun time the last time, I asked mom if I could invite him over for another weekend.
“Sure I have no issues with him coming for the weekend, let me ask your dad to be sure” Mom said
Once she had discussed it with dad, and gave me the go ahead I texted Matt to let him know that he could stay over. His mom would drop him off Friday and he would stay till Sunday after church.
Friday afternoon arrived and around 3:00 PM Matt’s mom’s car pulled up the lane and around to the back of the house. Everybody enters through the back, I seriously think the front door is pure decoration, as I have NEVER seen anybody come to it.
Matt came in and set his bags down in the mud room while his mom reminded him that that she would pick him up here Sunday after church.
He kicked his shoes off and placed them under the bench in the mudroom, as ‘shoes are not worn in the house’ mom says.
After his mom left we went to the living room and played x-box for a bit. We had played for about 2 hours while my mom was cleaning the house, laundry, vacuuming, etc.
“Hey Justin, I am going to run into town to do the grocery shopping and grab stuff for dinner, did you need help changing before I go?”
“No I am fine, I can handle it myself, and we want to finish this game first” I said
After the game was over, I slid back into my chair and said I had to go change and would be back. I rolled into my room and closed the door and slid over to the changing station and got my diaper changed and disposed of before rolling to my bathroom and washing my hands.
When I came out to the living room, Matt was just sitting there, but he had a look like he had some sort of internal struggle going on.
“What’s up?” I asked
“Uh nu nu nothing, just thinking”
“What ya thinking about?”
“Well I was wondering like um you know, uh what does it feel like wearing a diaper?”
“I don’t really know, I don’t have much feeling in that area, and honestly i’ve never know any difference as I have always worn them, so I have nothing to compare them to.” I said thinking there was more to it; which I had thought there was more to it for some time.
I, well….”
“Dude, if you want to wear one, it is fine. There are people who wear diapers who don’t need to. They wear them because they like to. Did you want to try one?”
“I… I don’t know, I mean I have never worn one, well since you know when I was little. I mean, what will your mom say. She won’t tell my mom or dad will she, what about your dad?”
“Dude, they are cool, if my parents weren’t cool with things like that I would never have the stuffed animal, childish sheets…. Heck, you have seen some of the baby stuff I have. I mean check out the cupboard in the kitchen right above the sink; it’s loaded with baby bottles, and sippy cups. I have footed sleepers and baby looking clothes with snaps in the crotch and stuff. Dude, my mom still changes my diapers” I said, hoping to build his confidence.
“So did you want to try one or not, you can go in my room and get one on if you want.” Prompting him some more
“I’m not sure; I am scared your parents will say something. I shouldn’t have even said anything; you’ll probably blab about this all over school this year” Matt was almost at tears at this point. “I’ve just lately been thinking about diapers a lot, and then when you started coming to church I thought maybe if I became your friend I might be able to try one. I know I’m weird. When your mom gets back I will say that I’m not feeling good and can go home”
“I would never ever tell anybody, I mean, heck you have seen my bedroom, I shit myself in front of you, you have seen the stacks of diapers in my room. At my last school, somebody found out and made fun of me all year, I was so glad when he moved away, but people still would call me diaper boy. If you want to try one, just go in my room, shut the door and get to it. You have the chance now; you should try it now while you have the chance.” I could see the wheels spinning; I think he is going to do it.
“Ok, I’ll do it, but when your mom comes back, I am going to take it off.” As he got up and walked towards to my room. I followed.
“Ok, I’ll be out in the hall, let me know if you need help.”
He walked in my room and shut the door, I heard the cabinet door open and shut and then the sound of the diaper being un folded. The next sound was a belt buckle hitting the floor and him talking to himself in frustration.
“ummm Justin, I need some help…. Do the tapes go in the back?”
“Yes, and the plastic goes on the outside too” I smartly replied, “are you sure you know how to put it on?”
“Gimmie a minute, I need some help but am embarrassed”
“Look just get it under you and the front and back even and let me know, I’ll come tape ya up”
“Ok get in here before I change my mind”
I went in there and he was laying on the changing pad with the diaper pulled up on his front. “Ok, relax this will just take a second” I got the diaper expertly taped on him and patted the front of his diaper making it crinkle. “How’s that feel?”
“Feels nice, but I don’t think my jeans will fit over this”
“Here, just put these on” tossing him a pair of my pull-on shorts “lets finish the movie” and we went out in the family room and put the DVD back on.
Neither Matt, nor I even heard my mom come in, “hey boys, still watching DVD’s. Hey Matt, decide to get into some comfortable shorts” Then she noticed that he had some bulk around his waist, “I see you got into something else more comfortable. I was kinda wondering when or if that would happen.” He turned 12 shades of red, and looked petrified.
“I… I… Wa wa was” he stammered
“Relax, Matt it is ok; there is nothing wrong with wanting to try them. Just don’t stay in a wet one too long, you might get a rash. If you need any help changing the first couple of times, let me know…. I change Justin all the time” She said, now we both looked like twins with our crimson faces.
After mom walked out of the room Matt said to me “I thought you were gonna warn me before she got home, I am so embarrassed, and she thinks that I plan on using it too.”
“See, Matt, she does not care about you wearing them, and you are free to use them if the mood strikes ya or if not” I said “Lets go get some pizza”
Halfway through dinner, Matt started to fidget in his seat. Then he got still and got a look on his face, I think mom saw it as well; Dad was oblivious. After dinner I helped mom clear the table and got some ice cream out of the freezer.
“Ok you two, you don’t have to go to bed, but you do need to be quiet, Justin’s dad needs to get up really early. Why don’t you two watch DVD’s in Justin’s bedroom, or take the X-Box in there” Mom said
“Ok you two, in the bedroom, lets get you changed before bed.” As she shooed us towards my bedroom.
The look on Matt’s face was petrified, and I knew why too, he was scared about her even knowing he was wearing a diaper, and now she is going to change it too. Sensing his nervousness, I took the lead and went first. “I’m first” I said as I slid off my chair and onto the changing table.
Mom was grabbing clothes out of the dresser and closet. “Ok, Justin’s up first I see, well lets get you changed” she said as she took my shirt off and I laid back, she then pulled my shorts off and proceeded to change my diaper and dress me in a onsie with Pooh bears on it. Now it was Matt’s turn.
“Ok Matt, go ahead and sit down here. Arms up” and off went the shirt “ok lay back so we can get that wet diaper off and get you into a dry one”
“H…how’d you know I was wet?” Matt asked
“I could tell, you were squirming in your seat during dinner, then you got that distant look, which means only one thing” she said as she reached for the waistband on the shorts. “Oh boy, you put that diaper to use… you two drank a lot of soda” as she ripped the tapes off the diaper and proceeded to clean him up and put a dry diaper and onsie on him.
“There you go all done” she said as she gathered up the dirty diapers and changing supplies. “If you want to sleep in here, you can, the changing table is actually a bed. Here are some sheets for it and there is a blanket and pillows in the closet as well” Mom said, as she set the SpongeBob sheets on the edge of the changing table.
I think Matt was still stunned from having my mom so matter-of-factly just strip him naked and changed his wet diaper. “Matt……….. Matt, earth to Matt! What do you want to do now?”
“Uh….. ugh, I dunno. What do you want to do?”
“We can surf the internet, watch another DVD, or play cards. By the way, how was your first wet diaper and change?”
I saw him try to stifle a smile, but it was too late “It was different, I’ll say that much”
“Your body language says more, you almost broke into a full smile when I asked”
“Ok, so it felt good, fine are you happy”
“I dunno, are you happy” I said smiling, hoping to God I had found a new friend who was cool with me.
Smiling a little bit bigger now, “yes, I am happy, but I still don’t want my folks or anybody else to know”
“I will not ever tell anybody, neither will my parents” I assured Matt “lets put a DVD in” I said, as I pointed to my book case. “You don’t have to wear diapers if you don’t want to.”
“Dude it is ok, I am wearing diapers because I wanted to. I kind of like it. I am usually the one that gets picked on at school; I usually try to just blend in so the jocks won’t find me. “
It was about 2 am before we started dozing off. I was almost asleep and Matt had dozed off at the foot of the bed. I briefly remember mom coming in and carrying Matt to the other bed, and changed both of our diapers and then turned off the light. I thought I heard Matt making noise in the night, but it might have been a dream. When we woke up I think it was about noon. Mom came in and woke us up.