My assistant had booked me on 2 back to back cruises. He had contacted the cruise line about my needs and that I would need to have diapers delivered to the ship. He had told them I was incontinent. I wanted to have enough with me since I was going to be on the ship for two weeks straight.
I headed up to the Coca Beach area where I did basically the same thing for a couple days before moving on to the next adventure. I found a place to park the RV for a few days and a storage place that was available to store the RV and found a boarding place for Zorro.
I had left him there a few days before and they said he was a real asshole the first day (that’s my boy!!). Second day he slept most of the day, meowed for food and then slept some more. By the end of the day he started to come around to give some attention to the staff. I hope he forgives me for leaving him there.
I had to buy some luggage. I bought a large suitcase and a hard sided camera case for my camera gear. I packed up all the clothes I anticipated needing, nice clothes, onesies, shortalls, shorts, pants, t-shirts and dress shirts, sandals, nice shoes and a pair of tennis shoes. I even packed a swim diaper or two, as I knew the ship thinking I was incontinent may give me some questioning when I went to use the hot tubs.
On the morning of September 27th, I drove the RV to the storage lot, then unhooked the fiat to finish some last minute errands. I had to get some cash for tips and such on the cruises, so I stopped by a local branch and withdrew about 10 grand from my account. I packed it hidden in my carry on and on my person. I got some sunscreen and other supplies. Then I headed back to the storage facility to quickly store my weapon in the safe, turn off the propane, make sure I was plugged in to electric so my food didn’t thaw. Checked in one more time with the pet boarding place on Zorro.
I then loaded up my suitcases and stuff and crammed them into the little Fiat’s trunk and backseat. I headed over to the cruise port and parked and was shuttled over to the ship where I handed my large suitcase over to the porters and I rolled my small personal bag and camera case into the port. I made it through security and into the boarding lines. I quickly was given my sea pass and directed to the line to the ship.
Since I had booked a suite I was afforded the luxury of early boarding and getting into my suite earlier than other guests. I had been on a cheap short cruise with my parents when I was probably 13 and it was definitely not this level of service.
Pretty much as soon as I arrived, there was a knock at the door from my cabin attendant introducing themselves. He explained that my supplies (the nice way of referring to my diapers) arrived and he had taken them and put them in the closet, which he opened up to show probably half the diapers I had shipped taken out of the package and stacked up. I honestly just expected them to be in the box and
I had to unpack them. I was a tad embarrassed because some of them were super thick and very printed like Safaris. There was also a large covered trash can in the closet.
In the fridge there was an assortment of bottled water and juices. I also had a large tumbler that looked more like a sippy cup, this was due to me purchasing the deluxe drink package. Basically everything there was to drink on the ship was free. My attendant Prakash left his number for me to call if I needed anything at all.
This suite was nice.. the bathroom was almost double of the size in my RV. I had a balcony that I could sit on each morning too. I had a couple hours before the ship left and wanted to get a quick bite to eat, so I got myself familiar with were I was and grabbed my DSLR and headed up to the buffet and got some fruit and some pastries. As the other passengers were boarding, I noticed I was getting strange looks by some. I mean I was wearing my red elastic waist shorts along with a blue tie dye onsie.
I made my way back to my suite and started unpacking my suitcase and camera gear. I got a much needed diaper change, a shower and got into a pair of denim shorts and a dinosaur onsie. I had to do the muster drill, where I could already see people raising an eyebrow at my attire. I took the time after the muster drill to walk around for a bit before my dinner time.
Many of the bars and clubs were beginning to open. Along with the pool deck. I pretty much took a 2 hour long walk with my soda glass all over the ship, stopping and get an ice cream cone before heading back to my cabin to change my soggy diaper.
I elected to stay casual for that first night. My dinner time was the first seating so I could enjoy the evening shows. I was sat at a table of about 6 other people, which had a married couple and myself and several other single cruisers. You could see the questions mounting in their head.
We all introduced ourselves, the couple had cruised several times before, and requested to sit with a large group. One of the single guys was cruising by himself as a college graduation trip, and after he got done working at the ski resorts. The females were just there for a post-spring break trip to get wasted, ahh drunk girls…
“So Jason, what is it you do?” Max the college graduate asked
“Well I kinda do whatever I want…. I travel the country in my RV with my cat making YouTube videos. I guess I’m a travel blogger” I said
“How old are you like 19?” One of the girls asked
“Actually 25, I look young” I said
“You dress about 8” One of the girls snickered
“Yeah I know, when you can finally be who you truly want to be it is a great thing” I replied.
I ordered the prime rib, shrimp cocktail, a huge cheesecake and ice cream for dessert. It was weird at the end of the meal to just leave… No waiting on the check. I stopped by one of the many bars and had a daiquiri made with a lite amount of alcohol in it as I did not want to get too drunk.
I watched the night entertainment in the atrium, the comedy show in the theatre before venturing over to the night club where I ran into “the girls”. Or better yet the ‘woo girls’. You know the ones who love to yell the mating call of ‘woooooooo’
Obviously they did not get the gay vibes I was putting off and grabbed me to go out on the dance floor. Who I would later learn was Chelsey started dancing with me and grabbed my butt…. Earning her a whole handful of diaper.
“Uh do you wear a diaper?” She said
“Yep, all the time?” I said
“That must suck.” Chelsey said trying to be sympathetic
“No not at all, it’s normal for me after all this time.” I said leaving her to think I had to wear them
“I’m sorry about saying anything”
“Don’t be, it does not bother me at all. It is who I am. I learned a long time ago not to be ashamed about it, it doesn’t solve anything” I said
We danced for a bit and I decided I needed to get my diaper changed.
“Hey I gotta run back to my cabin, want to meet up at the hot tubs in about 30 minutes?”
“Can you get in the hot tubs in a diaper?”
“I have swim diapers, it is fine” I said
I went back to my cabin and changed my diaper and washed up and then got into my swim diaper, being sure to get the most babyish looking one I owned too. Then I put some board shorts on over it. I grabbed my towel and headed up to the pool deck to meet the girls.
I found them at the hot tub already and I dropped my towel on a chair along with my sandals and slid into the hot tub. We got to talking about what ourselves.
“I’m sorry, so Chelsea was saying that you have to wear diapers all the time?” Ellen asked
“Yes I wear diapers all the time, it’s not a big deal to me, it is just normal after all this time” I said, not letting on what that I don’t need them, nor how long I have been wearing them.
We continued to chat a bit and I said I was gonna run and grab a drink and would be right back. As I stood up my trunks slid down some exposing my Sesame Street printed swin diaper.
“Awww how cute Sesame Street” Chelsea said
As I am walking away I heard Ellen say “Yep! Told ya so!’
I walked to the bar to get a virgin pina colada and came back to those two smiling at each other like they had been talking about something, and that something was me.
“Soooo, we were wondering, just why you wear diapers, and the cute little kids clothes too” Chelsea said.
“Ok, so are you one of those people who like to be babies” Ellen blurted out.
“Ellen, don’t just go straight to that, there’s probably a reason why” Chelsea said.
“No, you’re fine, Ellen’s right, I am what they call an Adult Baby. I enjoy being a toddler and wearing diapers. I don’t really go to great lengths to hide it and have no problem admitting to it either as you can tell.” I said with confidence
“Oh cool, it’s good that you are confident and know what you want in life”. Chelsey said
“Yeah” Ellen said
“Thanks, it took me many years of inner torment to finally admit what I knew all along” I said
“So do you dress that way all the time?” Ellen asked
“Mostly unless I am out of clothes, or I feel my safety would be a problem. I honestly have enough adult looking clothes to go a few days, other than that I would have to buy more, and my storage space is limited in the RV” I said. “I’ve been in the RV for the almost 4 months traveling from ohio, to the Grand Canyon, to California, to Seattle, to Yellowstone, the rockies, glacier national park and more. I’m not done yet, this is just a break from driving and fending for myself.”
“Dang what do you do for money, we saved for a year for this trip?” Ellen asked
“I’m a travel blogger, I make money from YouTube, I invest, saved every penny, and may have come into a little money to help me along the way too”
“So where to from here?” Chelsea asked
“Not sure, I have a back to back cruise. Bahamas this week, Bermuda next week with St. Kits. Then I think I may go up the coast maybe up to canada and back to ohio or something. I really have no timeframe to get home.” I said
I stayed in the hot tub for a little longer and then bid the ladies ado as I headed back to my cabin. I got back there, used the potty for #2 and got diapered up and fell asleep hugging my teddybear. I slept so good, the back and forth rocking of the ship literally rocked me to sleep. I awoke to a knock at my suite’s door. It was room service; I had forgotten that I put down that I wanted a cup of coffee, danish, banana and a yogurt. So here I am in a baby printed onsie and diaper answering the cabin door, wonder what that waiter thought.
I ate my danish and yogurt while I sipped my coffee and checked my email on the balcony in just my onsie and diaper. After I was done, I decided that I might want to get my self showered and presentable. I got my sodden diaper changed, showered, re-diapered up and then put on some shorts and a onsie and headed to get more of a breakfast in the buffet.
I sat down and ordered a mimosa along with waffles and bacon. I had tucked my napkin in my shirt like a bib and was eating as Ellen and Chelsea slowly walked into the dining room and joined me.
“Good thing you got a bib, don’t wanna get your clothes all messy” Ellen said as I looked down and saw that I had in fact dripped some syrup on my front.
“Yeah, I guess so” I said as I sipped my chocolate milk that I had ordered. The mimosa just wasn’t sitting well this morning. “What time did you two get to bed last night”
“About 4 this morning” Chelsea said
“Crap, I was totally in bed for like 3 hours by then. I left you two and went back to my cabin, uploaded all my photos and video to my MacBook and then got ready for bed and was out like a light. Keep in mind, when I am on the road, I am usually in bed by midnight as it is, or at least relaxed by the fire or on the sofa”
“Is this your YouTube channel?” Chelsea said as she held up her phone to me
“Yep, Adventures with Zorro Cat” I said proudly as I opened my iPad
“You didn’t leave that kitty in your RV for two weeks did you, that’s so mean”
“Lord no, can you imagine the destruction he would do in two weeks. No, that asshole is at the pet palace, grumpy as ever” I said as I pulled up a video of him just flopping down in the middle of the floor.
“He’s so cute, and funny” Ellen said
“Yeah that’s the parts that are suitable for YouTube. What you don’t see is when he wakes me up bright and early and demands to be fed, how he turned on the kitchen sink and drained all my fresh water so he could bat at the water, or my favorite how he brings me presents and drops them on my face while I sleep” I said
“Like what do you mean by presents?” Chelsea asked
“He dropped a dead mouse on my face!” I said as Ellen about choked laughing
“But I love him and would be lost without him?” I said. “What’s on your plans today for this day at sea? I think I am just going to find a place to relax, maybe eat some ice cream, see the ice show, or another show. In the last 4 months I have travelled close to 15,000 miles, often staying some place for one day or two and then moving on. So now I am just kinda laying back and relaxing.”
“We’re gonna try to ride the Flow-rider and zip line. You should come watch” Chelsea said
“I guess, just let me know when, sounds like fun to watch. Any plans for tomorrow, I think I have a tour booked and then a sunset cruise to shoot photos on.” I said
“I think we have the sunset cruise too. It sounded fun to do” Ellen said
I found a nice comfy spot on a deck under cover and started writing about my travels, responding to comments on videos, and emails. I face timed with my mom for a bit too. Got an ice cream cone, another frozen drink, read a little bit of a Jimmy Buffett book and then headed up top to watch the people on the flow rider. Both Ellen and Chelsea wiped out, though they went longer than some others.
I went and took an hour nap before getting ready for dinner. That night I had some great Italian dish that I could not really pronounce, a shrimp cocktail for my appetizer, Salad, and a piece of Key Lime Pie. The married couple was not with us this evening, they had reservations at the steakhouse. Max the other guy joined us but was kinda quiet.
“So just a question, do you always dress like a kid?” He asked, almost annoyed that he had to ask.
“Yes, almost all the time unless I don’t think it is safe to do so. That’s just my style and who I am.” I said
After dinner I went to the theatre and saw another show before going over to the dance club for a bit, ran into the girls. I read that there was going to be an LGBTQ+ dance party in another club, so I headed over there and got my dance moves on. I felt somebody grinding against me and getting a handful of diapered ass. I turned around and found it was Max. He was smiling from ear to ear too.
“Hey diaper boy” he whispered in my ear.
“Hey” I whispered back “Does that crinkle make you horny?”
“Not sure, but very interested” He said.
I motioned over to an empty table and we left the dance floor. “So how did you know?” I asked
“Oh I had my suspicions, from last night, and then tonight at dinner I was more certain” He said
“Honestly I thought after tonight you were somewhat disgusted with my attire” I said
“I was just wondering if you were one of those diaper boys I see online? I just think it’s kinda hot.
We ended up getting some drinks which I gladly paid for. Then we moved off to some place quieter, then eventually to my suite. Which was good, because I was quite soggy by then. I had him sit in the living room area as I grabbed a fresh diaper and my package of wipes and started to head to the bathroom.
“I will be right back, I need to get changed” I said as I had a diaper and wipes in my hands
“Let me take care of you little boy” Max said, as he grabbed the diaper and wipes from me and directed me to the bed.
I honestly had only been changed by one person other than my mom before, so this is new to me. He pulled down my shorts and unsnapped my onsie revealing my sodden diaper. He ripped the tapes on either side open and opened the wipes and pulled a few out. He next went to work cleaning up my smoothly shaven diaper area before asking me to lift up while he cleaned my backside too. Next he spread out my diaper that I had picked out and slid it under me as he sprinkled powder onto the back and then on my front. He finished up pulling the diaper up and taping it securely shut.
“I must say, you are pretty good at that, tell me you haven’t had practice.” I said
“I have changed a guy or two, plus I am 1 of 5 kids and am the oldest, so I have experience” Max said.
I got up up and snapped my onsie back up and we sat up and talked into the morning hours. I remember being led to my bed and tucked in and kissed on the forehead.
I awoke to the sun shining into my balcony door the next morning, I reached down and felt that all to familiar squish. “Woah that was a night” I thought as I stirred out of bed. My already ordered coffee and danish was in the living room on the table, my cabin attendant must have brought it in.
There was a note on the desk from Max
Hey baby, had a great time with you last night, call me when you get up, I’m in cabin 2256, lets do breakfast.
I picked up my danish and took a bite and a sip of my coffee and then picked up the phone and dialed the cabin number.
“Hello” I said as he answered
“Well good morning baby, did you sleep good last night?” He asked
“Yes, thank you very much for last night, did you want to get breakfast in the windjammer, I think it’s done in the dining room?” I asked
“Sur I will be right up there to your cabin to get you ready buddy” He said as he hung up
True enough about 10 minutes later, there was a knock on the door and I waddled over and opened it up
“Somebody had a wet night last night. Good thing that diaper held it all” He said as the door shut
I blushed a bit and said “Yeah it was a soggy night on the high seas”
“Well let’s get you changed and then get to breakfast I’m starving” He said, as I grabbed a diaper and handed it to him.
I laid on the changing pad on the bed and he expertly changed me. I then got up and got dressed and we headed to breakfast.
“So what’s your plans today, getting off the ship, doing anything fun?” I asked
“I booked an excursion last night for an island tour. I’ve never been on a cruise where somebody else wasn’t planning it out like my parents. I never thought you had to book them ahead of time.” Max said
“Yeah my travel agent booked all my stuff. I have an island tour at 11:30, is that when yours is too? Then I have a sunset cruise at 7:00 too” I said
“Yeah mine is at 11:30, Island tour and rum tasting”. He said
“Mine too, this will be fun” I said
We finished eating and went our separate ways back to our cabins. I needed to pack a diaper bag and get my camera and such and then headed down to deck 1 to get off the ship. I am dressed in my bright blue shortalls and a onsie with my light up shoes. God Damnit I paid for this vacation and I am gonna be who I am.
When I got to the lower deck I see Max waiting for me. We both disembarked the ship at the same time and once outside the ship I feel his hand grab mine, I am certain most thought that Max was my caretaker and that I was special needs or something. We boarded the ‘bus’, which was really a small micro bus and toured around the island of Nassau, stopping at a market and then a rum distillery for a tasting. By the end of the two hour tour I was getting hungry. I grabbed my bag and got out a container of goldfish and started eating.
One of the older ladies said to me “Well aren’t you just cute, and so well behaved too” as I sat there eating my crackers and smiled.
“Thank you very much”, I replied
The tour ended and we all got out of the bus, and again Max grabbed my hand. We walked through the shops at the port, and I bought some magnets and a hat as well. I started squirming as I felt my bowels needing to be emptied.
“I need to get back to the ship, I gotta go to the bathroom” I said
“uh you have a diaper on don’t you?”, Max asked
“Yeah, but I don’t do ‘that’ in them” I said
“Go ahead baby and let it go and I’ll get you cleaned up on the ship” Max whispered in my ear.
“I don’t know, Are you sure?” I asked, knowing I did not want to have to deal with a dirty diaper.
“I promise” Max said, “Just relax and let it happen”
I relaxed and soon the sticky mess slid into my diaper. I gave it a little more pushing while I was behind a display. I looked at Max, giving him a look like ‘you better not make me change this myself’
Max directed me to the counter had me pay for my stuff and then we walked out of the store.
“See that wasn’t so bad was it” He said, as his hand reached down and smashed the mess into the diaper with a smile on his face.
We walked around to the other stands, on our way back to the ship. I could tell that some people were smelling my messy diaper too, people were coughing.
One lady said as she walked by “I bet somebody is about ready for a diaper change”
“Ok, buddy all done shopping, ready to get back to the ship?” Max said in his ‘daddy voice’
I looked at him and shook my head as we walked towards the customs / boarder agent area
We went through customs and the agents gave Max a knowing look of me needing my poopy pants changed, as did the security on the ship too.
We headed up to my cabin and trust me everybody in the elevator knew who the poopy boy was too.
“I’m sorry, he had an accident while we were out, good thing he has his diapee on” Max said, embarrassing me more.
We reached my suite and as soon as I stepped inside I was stripping clothes off. “I don’t ever mess in public and very rarely mess in private”, I said, “I am so embarrassed too!”
“It’s ok buddy, that’s what a diaper is for, when little ones have accidents”, Max said with his full on daddy tone. “Now do you have gloves or should I ask if the cabin attendant has some?”
“Yeah in the front of my backpack” I said trying to not move.
True to his word, Max laid out the changing pad on the bed and covered it with a disposable one that I had packed as well. “Ok buddy, hop up here and let’s get that poopy butt taken care of”
I did as told and soon Max had my diaper area cleaned of the horrid smelling mess and in a fresh diaper and had bagged up the messy diaper. “All done, see that wasn’t so bad was it?”
“Fank eww” I said from around the pacifier that had found its way into my mouth when I came in the room. “Dat wath tinky”
“Did you want to get a nap or did you want to get something to eat first?” Max asked
“I think I am just gonna take a nap and then get something before the sunset cruise” I said
“Do you have a bottle or sippy cup?” Max asked and I pointed him to where I had my bottle at. He filled it up halfway with fruit punch and then watered down the rest with a bottle of water and then handed it to me.
“I want you to sleep for 60 minutes at least, then call me and we’ll get lunch” He said
As he left the room I just laid there and sucked on my bottle, ‘had I just found a daddy? Does he know who I am? Does he know I have money? What is his game?’ Those thoughts kept going through my head, but soon I drifted off to sleep; only to wake to the sound of my cabin door opening up and my cabin attendant grabbing the trash and leaving a few more trash bags and then he slipped out.
I looked at my watch and noticed I had been asleep for about 90 minutes I guessed, so I called Max’s cabin
“Hey buddy did you have a nice nap?” He asked
“Uh huh” I replied
“I’ll meet you in the windjammer in a few” He said as he hung up the phone
I quickly checked my diaper and it should hold for a bit, it was about 4:30 and I did not need to get off the ship until 6:30 for the sunset cruise. I threw a pair of loose shorts on and headed up to the buffet, the windjammer and Max was waiting for me there. I thanked him for taking care of me so well. He had also got himself on the sunset cruise as well. We finished eating and then he insisted on coming back to my suite to make sure I was properly changed and ready to go; which I said sure.
At about 6:15 I gathered all my camera stuff and my ‘diaper bag’ and we headed down to the lower deck and got off the ship. The cruise was wonderful and I got some amazing photos of the sunset of the sunset and the lighthouse.
Max and I walked back to the ship and boarded. The ship was set to pull out of port by 11:30 pm, so we decided to do a 8:30 dinner seating and then after that was done we grabbed some adult beverages at the schooner bar. Around 11:00 we decided to return to my room and sit on the balcony and watch the ship leave.
We quickly found the greatest sporting event around, the pier run…. See when the ship is ready to leave you get 2 long blasts of the horn, then about 5 minutes later another 2 blasts then the gangway comes in and the ship readies to leave… some people aren’t as timely about getting back to the ship as others. So from my 8th deck balcony we cheered on the people running back to the ship ‘you can make it’ ‘come on faster, knees to chest, run faster’
I ordered a little desert from the room service menu, glass of chocolate milk and more. While waiting for it to arrive I was changed for bedtime into my jammies. When it arrived Max said he would get it. He came back out with two pieces of chocolate cake. I gobbled mine up and was going back in to grab a drink when Max pulled me onto his lap and put a bottle nipple to my lips and started feeding me the bottle. It was so great to snuggle with somebody and I dozed off as I was wetting my diaper.
We sat on the balcony way into the morning, we were far enough away that the only lights visible were other ships in the night and the stars. I remember getting my diaper changed and getting another bottle of something to drink and the next thing I know I woke up in the morning.
I woke up to the sound of my cabin door opening and closing. I knew that this was the morning breakfast. I noticed my diaper was soaked as usual. I waddled over to the partition in the room and grabbed the tray and waddled out to the balcony. I enjoyed my coffee, danish and juice. I changed my diaper and then since this was a sea day went back to bed for another couple hours.
When I awoke later it was about noon. I figured I should probably get changed and dressed and get some lunch. I tried to call Max’s cabin but no answer. I decided that I really wanted a milkshake badly and went to Johnny Rockets, sure it was an extra cost, but it was worth it.
After lunch I just kind of wondered around the ship, many places were crowded since everybody was all on the ship. So I went back to my cabin and grabbed my MacBook and found a quiet place outside and started working on photos and videos to edit and updated my blog.
“There you are, been looking for you. When did you get up mr sleepyhead?” Max said as he plopped down beside me.
“Good afternoon. Yeah I got up about 8 when my breakfast arrived and then went back to bed. We were up way too late last night.” I said
“What ya working on?” He asked
“Oh just my blog and some photos and video. Also checking in on my kitty, the boarders say he’s still being an asshole” I said
“Funny, most cats are. Nice RV, who’s is that?” Max asked
“That is mine, I travel the country in it and blog from different places and such” I said
“So how do you get paid or make money” he said
“I make money when people watch my videos, they have ad revenue, I also have a patreon account where the videos are pretty much immediate and I do live streams too” I said, obviously not telling him I am a multi-millionaire lottery winner
“What’s your plans for today?” Max asked
“Dunno, just lounge around, relax for a bit, work on some editing and blogging… didn’t really have any plans. If it gets too hot or when the battery runs out, I’ll likely go inside and find something to do. I was going to book a dinner at chops but they don’t have any until tomorrow night. So I will be at the 6:30 seating with our group, I guess”
I didn’t mind Max’s company, but I wanted to be free to do what I wanted to do. Trust me after driving around the country and traveling for the past almost 4 months, sitting down and relaxing is much needed.
Max hung out with me for about an hour or so and we made small talk as I worked on answering emails, comments, writing on the blog and stuff.
I told and showed him about my travels around the country and the great times I had in all the places. I told him about going out dressed little, breaking down on the road and more.
“So you can afford to do all that on just ad revenue and what people donate to you?” He asked, becoming skeptic of everything.
“For the most part (lie). I saved up a shit ton of money working 50 hours a week for the last 9 years. I also have won a little on the scratchers too” I said
“What are your plans after this cruise ends?” He asked
“Not sure yet, maybe Disney or maybe up the east coast, not sure.. I just go where the wind blows me” I said, not letting on that I have another cruise right after this one.
He grew tired of me not picking up on his advances into my finances and wanting to hook up some more. I mean I honestly loved what we did yesterday, I loved being treated little and having max act like my daddy, but I wasn’t sure that I wanted a daddy at this juncture. I mean I am on this cruise to do my own thing.
I sat out on the middle deck until my MacBook died, and then headed back into the ship and found a nice spot in the lounge and ordered a coke as I pulled out my charger and continued to work. After about an hour I decided to take my MacBook back to my cabin and get my sodden diaper changed. It was about 4:00 and my dinner seating was 6:30. I decided to take a shower and then laid down for a nap.
I woke up about 5:45, got dressed and headed down to the dining room. It was a full table tonight. The married couple were back, as were Ellen and Chelsea. Max was at dinner but did not say that much to me other than small talk. I got a lobster tail, which was so good, a small steak, veggies (growing boy needs his veggies), and for dessert I decided to be healthy and just get some fruit. Everybody else got something decadent and full of sugar.
As we were still at sea, the whole ship was so packed everywhere, the clubs, the lounges, restaurants and such. I ended up at the schooner bar again; which is like a piano bar, singing along with the songs you know by heart. Then I headed up to the Latin club and danced for a bit. I finally wound down at about midnight in the deli/pizza shop where I was getting a little sugar and bite to eat before I was thinking about heading back to my cabin.
As I was sitting there Max came over and sat down.
“Hey ya, what ya doin?” Max said as he sat down
“Not much, just getting something to eat and drink before bedtime” I said
“Was there something I did yesterday? You just kinda blew me off today.” He said
“I’m sorry, I enjoyed our time together yesterday, I loved being treated little and all, it has been a very long time since anybody has ever done that for me. I just got a little scared, that’s all. Plus I just wanted to relax today.” I said truly apologizing if I did in-fact blow him off.
“Tomorrow is the private island and beach, are you going over?” Max asked
“Yeah, I got a beach cabana for two, but it is just me, wanna join me?” I asked
“Sure, will that be ok with the cruise line?” He asked
“Should be I paid the price for two for it and have two tickets” I said.
“So yesterday you were pretty much in daddy mode with me, do you play daddy often?” I asked
“Honestly I had a girlfriend who liked to role play, and I was the oldest of 5, so I have experience handling toddlers like yourself” Max said
“Was your ex into the diapers as well?” I asked, becoming intrigued because he gave off a gay vibe to me, maybe my gaydar is broke.
“She would wear but never use them” He said
“Well that’s a waste of a good diaper right there.” I responded
“So what do you do when you go to the pool or beach about your diapers? I mean, don’t they swell up big time?” He asked
“Well I have a couple of swim diapers I can wear under my swim trunks. They do nothing for peeing, but were I to have a bowel accident (not likely to ever happen), then it would keep it in there. It is mostly to appease people who think I am incontinent and their requirement for a swim diaper. I can keep myself dry if I try really really hard.” I said as I laughed about that last part
“Sure you can” Max quipped in sarcastically
I really wanted to get more into if he was gay or not, because I’ve never known a daddy to daddy another guy and not be gay.
“So you seem to like the daddy role, have you ever done that with other guys?” I asked
His face got a little red from embarrassment, “Yeah a few times, guys in diapers kinda turn me on, but not the sex aspect of it. Tried that once, not for me” He said
“So you’re not gay, but not that straight, only want sex with a woman, but will baby both?” I asked kinda intrigued about this and raised an eyebrow.
“Honestly Sex just does not rank up at the top of my list, with anybody at the moment, I just don’t want to be alone.” Max said
We talked for a few more minutes as I noticed the status of my diaper. I really had to pee but this diaper wasn’t gonna hold it most likely.
“Uh I gotta take care of something in my cabin, wanna go back there?” I asked
“Sure, I bet somebody needs a change” He said which made me blush. “Don’t worry, it’s ok”
We headed towards the elevators as I waddled in front of him. As we got on the elevator I could not hold it anymore and started releasing a stream of pee into my already oversoaked diaper. It stopped just as we stepped off the elevator and headed towards my suite. Once inside Max grabbed the changing pad and spread it out on the bed and quickly had me undressed and was stripping that diaper off.
“Christ Jason, you are floating here. You need to change before you get this soaked.” He said as he cleaned me up and removed the diaper from under me.
“Go hop in the shower and wash your diaper area good buddy” He said as he sat me up. I scurried off to the shower and did as told.
When I came out of the shower, Max had a fresh diaper out on the bed and a bottle of juice on the bedside table. “Ok, you know the drill” he said as I hopped onto the bed.
He handed me the bottle of juice and started drinking it as he did his thing. He donned a pair of gloves and lotioned me up head to toe, then put some rash cream on my diaper area before sprinkling powder on me and taping the diaper firmly up. He dressed me in a onsie and handed me my teddy bear.
“I want you to go right to sleep, and call me when you get up in the morning, just not before 8 am, ok” He said
“Um humm” I said around the bottle nipple
“Good night” he said as he turned out the light in the bedroom leaving the faint glow of the bathroom light on as he walked out the door.
I soon finished my bottle of juice and slowly drifted off to sleep to have some wonderful dreams about Max as my daddy and me his baby boy. I dreamed that we travelled around the country and I was his full time baby and I had a nursery and play room.
I awoke to the sound of the cabin door closing as room service slipped out the door. I got up and got my cup of coffee and danish that was on the tray along with a container of chocolate milk which I put in the mini fridge. I looked at my watch and it was shortly before 7 am. I went out on the balcony in just my onsie and diaper and watched as the sun arose over the horizon as we pulled into the pier at the private island. I stayed there for a bit and pondered my dream last night.
I wondered what it would be like to have a daddy full time, and if Max was ‘the one’. Not to mention how I would explain to somebody that ‘hey I am a mega millionaire lottery winner and never have to work again’. I wanted somebody who loved me for who I am and NOT for the fact that I had money, which I pretty much think I have kept hidden, but there have been slip ups, like being able to just pay for something with not blinking.
It was about 8:45 when I called Max’s stateroom. “Good morning buddy”, He said quietly on the phone. “Did you sleep good last night?”
“I did, thank you for last night” I said, appreciating that he was so caring for me.
“Why don’t you get changed and meet me outside the main dining room for breakfast. We have the time today, no need to rush to the island”. He said
I quickly got my diaper off, showered and redressed and made my way to the main dining room. We had been eating the buffet breakfast, because we did not know that the dining room served breakfast or lunch, I thought it was just dinner only.
I ordered crepes with sweet cream and cherry topping, extra crispy bacon, large orange juice and a bowl of fruit. Max ordered waffles and sausage.
“What’s your plans after the cruise? Heading home?” I asked
“Not really sure, I was supposed to meet a buddy next week but he got in trouble with the law and isn’t coming. I don’t fly back home for another week. So I think I am going to hit key west, maybe go up to Orlando and such. You?” He said
I had to be honest with him. “I actually have another cruise booked. I did a back to back cruise, so next week I will be cruising to Bermuda.” I said sheepishly
“Really, that is nice. That YouTube blogging must really pay good” Max said
“I haven’t been honest with you, I am a bit better off than what I let on. Don’t get me wrong, I worked very very hard for the last 9 years, and I do make money by my blog. I do have businesses that sponsor me for reviews on camping stuff and mobile working stuff.”
We finished breakfast and both headed back to our cabins to get our stuff to head to the island and beach. We met in the atrium and headed down to the lower deck to get off the ship.
The pier had a steel drum band playing, souvenirs, drinks and more. We got on the shuttle to the beach and cabanas. We had barely sat down when a steward came by with plates of fresh fruits and drinks, which we munched on. We both got some rum punch, I think I had 2 and started to feel tipsy.
“How’s your diaper holding up little one?”
“Oh it’s getting used” I said as the alcohol started working. “You should try one sometime”
“Eh, there not really my thing, but I don’t mind being a daddy to those who do” He said as he squeezed my knee, making me blush.
We got some food from the cabana boy and ate it, nothing like burgers and fries to fill ya up.
By then my diaper was really really soaked and I needed a change, but also wanted to get in the ocean.
“Uh, um I need…”
“Somebody needs their diapee changed don’t they?” Max asked, cutting me off
I just nodded my head to confirm it.
Max got up and closed the walls of the cabana up and grabbed my bag and got the stuff out. “Now do you want another diaper or did you want a lil swimmer so you can get in the water?”
“Swim diaper, lets get in the water.” I said
He expertly took the diaper off and cleaned me up, before rolling the sodden diaper up and sitting it down next to my chair. Once in my swim diaper and trunks he opened the curtain around the cabana and we walked down to the beach and got in.
We swam and talked for what seemed like an hour but it was probably just 20 minutes.
“So where you headed to after your cruise next week?” Max asked
“Not sure, probably head up the coast and up to Myrtle Beach, then back through Smokies, West Virginia, not sure where else. Ya know I really don’t have a plan, I go where the wind blows.” I said
“I’m sorry I just don’t know how you are able to afford all that traveling. Like what? Do your parents have money?” Max asked
“Oh no, what I got is mine, let’s just say I probably won’t be slinging pizza, or possibly working a normal job unless I choose to. I keep my finances very private. I made some really good choices in life and try not to flaunt it, or let onto it for my personal security either. Don’t take this the wrong way, but please don’t bring this up again” I said feeling that Max was getting a little nosy and it was making me uncomfortable.
Changing the subject, I thought I would find out more about Max. “So where are you from, or where is home?”
“I am from a little town on the border of Ohio and Indiana. My dad owns the grocery store. I went to college in Colorado and worked the snow season at a ski resort. I got a bachelors in forestry and environmental science” He said
“Well Mr. College grad, do you have a job you’re going to?” I asked
“Nope, probably going back home to work the store and send applications out, most places already hired for the season” He said
We enjoyed the rest of the day at the beach and I was expertly diapered up for the trip back to the ship.
Our final night in the main dining room was great, the staff all came out and performed for us. We ate well and tried almost everything on the dessert menu. Then we ended up staying up late at the clubs, and snacking and people watching.
Before he went back to his cabin to finish packing up we exchanged contact info, and I promised to keep contact with him. I kissed him and told him I really enjoyed our time together. He patted my diapered butt and hugged me and thanked me for the best time he has had in a while.
That night in my cabin, I seriously cried. I was hoping that the person I always dreamed about was not slipping out of my grasp, I hoped I didn’t push him away with not wanting to reveal my finances. I had his contact info and we were going to meet tomorrow for a quick breakfast before he got off the ship.
The next morning I found out that he would not be flying home until 2 days after my next cruise ended, and I promised to call him at minimum when I got back into town, or maybe while at sea.